Im so tired~~ T.T Just feel like crying... =__='' [Although crying can't help anything] Just feel like letting out all my sadness plus stress... I can't store inside my heart anymore le.. =/
Who will ever know how I feel inside my heart...? Who will ever know what I want actually..? Who will ever know what Im thinking..? Who will ever know.....? [Don't want to continue typing] Will you understand mii..? 0.o Im stressed up, moodless, drained and many many more... Just wish there's no tests on Monday... =/ I will become a different person if there's no tests at all.. I totally never even study till any thing yet... Im stuck in the middle... Don't know where to go... No guide,no encouragement, no nothing... -___-'' Think that I going to be sick soon le... =..=
Less than 2 days to go~~ Disaster will come... =X Should it be disaster or joyous day for me..? I really don't want to think of it anymore...
Drop off le... Wish that I will study later~~ Having bad headache now... T_T JiayOus le shiyun... [totally no energy liao =.=]
I did not ``regret loving you.. @ 7:35:00 PM
Monday, November 24, 2008 Y
Finally~~! Finally I have finish my presentation on my web page.. Im so damn tired now..
Yesterday finish my web page at 1+am.. T.T Some more I never even finish everything.. Morning woke up late and surprising that I reach school quite early de.. =X Fell asleep during lesson.. =X Im really very jatt latt sia.. Don't know what more to say about myself le.. =/
What I can say now is....."I am tired~!"
I did not ``regret loving you.. @ 3:52:00 PM
Sunday, November 23, 2008 Y
*weeeeee* XD
Yesterday was a joyous day if that something never happened to me.. [letter from SP =.=] What had happened yesterday can say that its my happiest day for the whole year..? Its really quite surprised by what happen yesterday.. hehe.. XD
Yesterday, dear dear rewarded me for doing my home works wors.. hahas.. x] First time eh.. lolx.. [Buy Mac and KFC..] Dear dear also asked me want to go out for movie not eh.. heh.. First time auto asked me wors.. lolx..
We brought my sister along.. Actually want to watch 'WINX CLUB: THE SECRET OF THE LOST KINGDOM'.. [Cause of my sister..] But there's no tickets for yesterday.. So we went to watch 'Madagascar Escape 2 Africa'.. [We watch before but still went to watch again.. peii my sister.. lol..] Its quite a late movie.. By the time we finish its already 11+pm.. First time bring my sister out till so late.. lolx.. [Mum did actually nagg at me eh.. =X]
That's what happen yesterday.. Although we spend alot alot of money but it's all worth it ba.. =X [Can say that both of us quite heart pain de.. Cause of the money we spend within this two days..] But we did enjoy ourselves.. That's the most important thing le.. =D
Today, Im so sian.. lolx.. Stuck with my stupid webpage.. Tomorrow have presentation on the webpage and I really don't know how am I going to do with it.. Quite stress up de.. MST also coming.. Really very cramp up now.. =.='' Have to tahan for two more weeks and I will be freeeeeee~~.... lolx.. Can't wait for the day to come.. hehex..
Okie Im going to stop typing craps.. =/ Going to do my webpage le.. T.T Very stress up plus stuck in the middle of the 'air'.. -____-
JIAYOUS~!!
I did not ``regret loving you.. @ 3:34:00 PM
Friday, November 21, 2008 Y
Go to eat hao chi de with dear dear again.. Hehe.. =] We go out for dinner today and really did enjoy although it's just less then 2 hours.. Can see that today, both of us are quite tired.. [especially dear ba..] Hmm.. Today, both of us quite bad luck de.. =.='' Something happen to him and something happen to me too.. Just keep it as a secret ba.. lolx.. =X
Hmm.. Im so sadd.. T.T On the day of my birthday, there's a test paper.. And somemore I hate that module alot.. T___T Why, why must it be like that.. =___= Somemore Tuesday got paper also.. Monday have paper already enough but Tuesday also have.. -___- Somemore, Wednesday and Thursday don't even have.. What a nice timetable I have... dotz... And the last paper is on Friday... Why can't it be on either Monday, Wednesday and thursday or Tuesday, Wednesday and Thursday.. Haiiz.. Forget it ba... That's my life eh.. =/
Next week got 2 presentations.. @.@ I haven't even do my webpage... haiiz.. Really feel very sian sia.. I don't know how to do my webpage.. Somemore need presentation.. Hate presentation.. =.=''
Okie okie.. I will stop here le.. Don't want to continue my craps le.. =/
I did not ``regret loving you.. @ 9:03:00 PM
Monday, November 17, 2008 Y
"Once the trust is broken, it's difficult to gain back the trust again.."
This sentence involves everyone around me.. It's really very difficult to gain someone [who lie to me] trust back again.. I really wish that I can gain trust on you again.. But I don't know how long it going to be.. Maybe for the sake of you, I will try to change ba.. But I still want to be myself.. Im just myself and no one can control me of being myself.. =X
Okie, Im done for today.. Really very sian and totally no mood.. Feel like making myself drunk.. Maybe I will feel better after that.. >.>''
Im really very bored sia.. I don't even feel like doing anything now.. Just feel like doing some other things but I don't know what I want to do.. =.='' Have a feeling of getting out of Singapore and go to somewhere that no one knows me.. I need a break now ba.. A break of being alone and enjoy my days.. O.o Yea..
Im totally cramp with my tutorials, projects and testes and alot of others.. Tomorrow I have IT test and I haven't even study yet.. I forget what I should I study le also.. =.='' I really feel very mood less and don't want to do anything.. Who can help me sia.. Don't what happen to me again.. =__=
I need to do a website of my own.. Im totally stuck at that and Im a noob in computer.. -.-'' Hate IT.. *sigh*
No mood to continue blogging le.. I stop here liao.. @.@
*Cheer for myself* JIAYOUS BA SHIYUN!!
I did not ``regret loving you.. @ 6:21:00 PM
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I like this S.H.E MV.. Its very touching.. =]
安靜了...
I did not ``regret loving you.. @ 3:48:00 PM
Saturday, November 15, 2008 Y
Happy 2nd month anniversary.. XD
Dear, thanx for buying the rings and necklace as our anniversary presents.. Heh.. =D Alot of things happen this 2 months but I did really enjoy those happy days that I spend with you.. =]
I did not ``regret loving you.. @ 10:36:00 PM
Friday, November 14, 2008 Y
Wahahahaha.. XD
Go to watch movie 'The Coffin' with dear dear.. Hahas.. Hmm.. I can say that I don't like horror movie.. =.='' But The Coffin is quite a nice movie.. Although i cover half or whole of my eyes almost for the movie.. lolx.. Ending is quite touching.. Yepp yepp.. =X
Hmm.. 1st movie we watch together.. XD Somemore its horror movie.. lolx.. But Im very happy.. Hehehe.. =D We spent $20++ to scare ourselves.. lolx.. Hmm.. Worth it ba.. >.<''
Really enjoy my day today, although both of us are tired.. [Dear dear more tired than me.. =X] Dear, thanx for the day.. Im really very happy.. =D
Tomorrow is our 2nd month anniversary.. Heh.. =]
I did not ``regret loving you.. @ 10:12:00 PM
Wednesday, November 12, 2008 Y
lalalalalala... XD
*jumping around* lolx.. Dear dear thanx for accompanying your dear dear home.. XD Im gald about it.. =D However, you took a cab home.. =.='' [I know you are tired..] Hmm.. But Im happy about it lah.. So should not complain le.. >.<''
Im so happyyyyy....!!! Tomorrow there's NO lessons~~~!!! Wahahaha.. XD Lalalalalaa.. =] Finally there's a break in between the week.. Im so tired... =X
MST coming soon.. Feeling sian again.. School just start and MST coming le.. =[ I can't even cope with my modules yet and here MST come.. =/ This week is the 5th week of semester 2 le.. 2+ weeks MST coming le...
SOBB.. SOBB.. Why my 18th birthday fall on MST week...? T.T Saddd sia... =.='' How Im going to celebrate my birthday with MST going on..? =[
18th birthday... What will happen neh.. 0.o? Really wondering.. lolx.. =/
Stop blogging le.. Im very tired plus blur liao.. Today going to sleep early ba..
SUPER TIRED~~!! =X
I did not ``regret loving you.. @ 9:26:00 PM
Tuesday, November 11, 2008 Y
I want to wish Esther... HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY.. =]
Esther don't forget me wors..!! >.<
I did not ``regret loving you.. @ 11:01:00 PM
Sunday, November 09, 2008 Y
The rings and necklaces below are nice.. XD Its all couple rings and necklaces.. >.<
The ring on the left side is for the girls and the ring on the right side is for the boys..
I did not ``regret loving you.. @ 3:36:00 PM
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I want to wish ZhiJen... HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY~!!
Hahas.. Finally 18th le.. Can watch M18 show liao.. lolx.. Me need to wait 2weeks and 1 day to go and I will turn 18.. XD Lalalalala.. By that time all of us already 18 le.. Then we can go watch M18 movie together.. LOL!!
Okie okie ba.. Drop off le.. =D
I did not ``regret loving you.. @ 12:00:00 AM
Saturday, November 08, 2008 Y
XD *jump*
Im in a hyper mood now.. lolx.. Go shopping with dear dear today.. XD Although we just go shop for office chair at IKEA.. Went shopping for chair and bought alot of crackers back home.. =X Total spend alot of money on crackers... [More than $50, less than $100] The chair is cheap eh.. hahas.. [bought it at GIANT.. lolx..] Worth to buy.. >.<
Dinner we went to eat noodles.. haha.. Not bad wors.. Nice eh.. >.<'' 1st time dear dear bring me go eat hao chi de.. LOLs!! After that dear dear also buy hao chi de for me parents wors.. hahas.. Not bad ba.. XD
Hmm.. I can say that I did enjoy myself today.. hehe.. Wish that next week Saturday, it will also be like that but I want to go watch movie eh and also take __________.. [the blank, I think most of the people that know me, know what it is ba..]
Okie.. I will end here le.. Quite tired liao.. =X Going bed soon.. Feeling very sian cause got alot of homeworks to do and IT test on Monday.. T.T I really still in my damn holidays mood.. Don't know when I will go back to my study mood.. =.=''
All I can say is.. JIAYOUS ba shiyun~!! =]]
I did not ``regret loving you.. @ 11:21:00 PM
Monday, November 03, 2008 Y
Treasure everything before it's too late.. This is what I want to say to everyone, including myself.. I also don'tknow why I think about this sentence all of the sudden.. =X
Im bored plus sian plus tired plus saddd... Haiiz.. Don't know how to say my feelings now also.. So complicated.. XD I also don't understand myself.. =.='' lalalalalalalalalala... [diaoz]
Shiyun ar... Can you please go do your tutorials and faster study for your upcoming retest.. I'm really getting piss off by you.. Don't know what the hell you doing also.. Just feel like slapping you now.. Make you wake up from your 'lalaland'.. =.='' Stop dreaming and study!!! [So many craps, I don't even know will get in your brain not.. =.='']
*BORED* *MOODLESS* *CONFUSED* *INJURY*
I did not ``regret loving you.. @ 9:14:00 PM
Sunday, November 02, 2008 Y
Yeah, I can say that my fever and flu are much more better now.. Wish my fever and flu would not be worst again.. I don't like myself being sick.. T.T Its suffering.. =.=''
Hmm, I can say that my mood today is quite happy.. heh.. XD Its so surprising that dear dear come to find me.. haha.. First time wors.. lolx.. >.<'' We go walked walked pasamalam.. XD But nothing much to walk also.. haha.. Anyway, thanx dear for coming down to find me wors.. haha.. =]]
Drop off le.. Im tired liao.. Homeworks haven't finished.. T.T I still at there day dreaming.. lolx.. =X No mood to do anything sia.. haiiz.. Really feel like slacking all the way.. Wednesday I have retest and I don't know what to do.. Haven't even study.. =.='' Really hopeless sia me.. zzzz...