~ A Little Hugg Fr0m EuU Would Keep Mii Happy FeRr The WHOLE Day.. XD ~


^v^ WelcOm3 ^v^




You dOn't hav3 tu be perf3ct fer mii..
Because I'm not perf3ct enOugh fer yOu..
I knOw that this fairytale will last lOng..
And fOr3v3r..
I did nOt regr3t knOwing yOu in the first place..
You walk3d intO my lif3,
And gav3 mii the happin3ss I want3d..
WithOut yOu,
my lif3 wOuld be incOmplet3..
You gav3 m3 ev3rything I want3d..


I'm in lOve with yOu befOr3 I met yOu..
It seems lik3 I saw yOu in my dr3ams..
When I finally saw yOu,
it seems that I'm waiting fOr my whOl3 lif3..
I kn3w that yOu're mOre than I want3d..
That is why I lOv3 yOu..



I just want a little hug frOm yOu..
And I wOuld be happy fOr the rest of the day..
Loving yOu is on3 of the great3st thing I ev3r had in my lif3..
I lOve yOu.. ^v^v


MII LOV3 YOU = YOU LOV3 MII XD ~L.O.V.3~




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Ermm.. Cum bloggin cuz I piss off..
Nt in e mood agn..
Haiiz.. Why? Ish it so difficult tUu forget eUu?

My heart has no mood but my appearance didnt show it.. Tt was a good thing.. Hehe.. Finally I can hide my mood le.. Haha.. Sumthing nt wrng wif mii..

Let mii juz anyhow go through today thingy..

Dun reali feel lyk wokin up tish few days in e mornin.. Haiiz.. Not in mood..

Today in e mornin was lyk.. Argh.. So bored.. 1st lesson was Social Studies.. I feel lyk sleepin.. Haha.. So tired n bored.. Doin SBQ.. Second lesson was Chinese.. I dun believe tt I gt e 1st in chinese cheng yu competition.. Haha.. Surprise!! Hehe.. Nxt lesson was Math.. Duno do wat.. Teach real numbers.. Call everyone tUu write e real number mindmap on e whiteboard.. English was after recess.. Cher teach us english oral.. Cuz we r havin 'N' Level nxt tuesday to thusday.. My Oral date was at 5 july.. Argh.. I'm so scared!! Reali veri scared!! How? I cnt fail my English!! Reali cannot.. I muz pass!! I muz reali pass!! Last lesson was Amath.. We spent e whole lesson doin Set.. I was so blur!! I duno how tUu do!! How? Reali veri jatt latt!! Haiiz.. Went home after school..

TanTP iah leavin e school today.. Haiiz.. Let mii wish him all e best!! Hehe.. [Mayb everyone wil say something wrng wif mii ba]

I wanna go arcade!! Tmr mayb goin wif mii cousins!! Hehe.. Goin play until siao!! Haha..

Mum was veri bad!! She say tt mii take photo veri ugly!! WTF lor!! Ya!! I noe I nt pretty!! But cannot lyk tt say ur daughter ritz? Veri wat lah!! Keep ion sayin my cousin veri nice veri pretty!! Even my grandmum say so!! Feel so sad!! Why? [I tink al e Amath students noe her ba.. Tt time I show ZJ e photo den everyone saw it le..] So piss off!!








I wanna tel eUu that.....




Mayb I reali cnt forget abt eUu..




Mayb eUu r always in my heart..




But I wil respect ur decision..

I did not ``regret loving you.. @ 9:50:00 PM




Wednesday, June 28, 2006 Y


Tish mayb e last day I goin tUu b bloggin durin e week days le ba.. Frm nxt week onwards I onli can cum bloggin on Saturday le.. Haiiz..

Mum dun let le..

I wonderin wat e used of havin blog if I cnt cum bloggin often.. Nvm..

Let mii c today wat hav happen tUu mii..

Mornin dun felt lyk wokin up.. Felt so tired!! But I cnt dun woke up.. Cuz nid go tUu school..

1st period was Chinese lesson.. Yeah!! Luckily dun hav spellin!! Haha.. I nv learn a single thing.. Nw stil havt do my chinese compo.. So slack sia!! 2nd lesson was physics.. Cher went through e TYS hw.. Luckily nt tt borin.. Nv felt lyk sleepin today durin Physics lesson!!

Math.. Oh!! Goin tUu do 2002 Paaper 1, test paper.. Stil okie le.. Nt too bad.. A few questions duno how tUu do.. I spent e whole recess time listenin tUu JJ 1 song!! Tt ish "原来".. It make mii feel sad.. Haha.. But I stil lyk it!! Hehe.. I lyk tish 2 sentences inside e song.. 原来最孤单的是我还是那么想你 n 原来最悲哀的是我不能面对自己.. It gt alot of meanin tUu mii..

English lesson was lyk!! Argh!! 4 of my close passages al fail!! Cnt believe!! Duno how am I goin tUu do le!! EFL was so borin!! TanTP goin tUu retired on tish Fri.. Haiiz... Feel quite sad.. Hehe.. Althought he nv teach mii b4.. I noe tt he ish a good math teacher..

Here ish e learnin journay!! Feel quite bored!! But stil okie lah.. Nt too bad.. Juz explore around!! C things on China, Southeast Asian n Westeast Asian.. [Tink so ba..] If I nt wrng!! Hehe.. Nv concentrate..

Sat on e bus stil listenin tUu JJ "原来".. Duno why cnt stop listenin.. Hehe.. Tts al le ba..

Nid tUu go le.. Or else I cnt used computer anymre le.. Cuz I swaer tUu my mum tt if I nv close my computer at 9:30pm.. I cant used computer anymre le.. Haiiz..

I wil cum bloggin on tish cumin Saturday ba..

I did not ``regret loving you.. @ 9:11:00 PM




Tuesday, June 27, 2006 Y


Heh!! Cum bloggin today..
Mum let mii.. Hehe..
So happy!!
But onli 4 half an hour!! Haiiz..
But it ish counted veri gd le lah..

Let mii say wat happen yesterday ba..

Errrr... Let mii tink.. Dun reali rmb alot of thingy..

Yup.. Ytd morin I was so blur sia!! I duno what I was doin and duno why I woke up so early? Haha.. Sotong ritz? Mayb a new life 4 mii make mii 4get abt everything ba? Impossible lah.. Haiiz.. HC lah.. My action was so slow ytd.. Spent 45min preparin everything before goin tUu school.. Haha.. 1st time in my life sia!!

Reached school 1st ting I heard was.. When I was climbin up e stairs, I heard a gal tellin e other gal tt, eUu hav becum thinner lah.. Wtf sia!! 1st sentence I heard was this.. Wth sia..

Thai ppl came tUu our school.. duno wat dey r performin.. But its quite nice tUu watch leh.. Stil nt too bad..

Went back tUu class.. Lesson started!! Chemistry n Math okie lah.. Nthin much tUu tok abt.. Juz sat dere n listen tUu wat cher tok..

Math PreP.. So scary.. Goin tUu happen soon.. 10/7 was paper 2 n 17/7 was paper 1.. Haiiz.. Duno how le.. N oso 'N' Level Prelim ish goin tUu REACH LE.. iN 3 n a half weeks time!! Please lah.. I reali duno why I'm stil so slack!! Hoilday mood..

History lesson was lyk.. Cher told us why cnt we drop History.. I felt lyk droppin cuz frm sec 1 until nw I nv even passed my History n Social Studies.. Haiiz.. Duno why? No matter how hard I studyin ish stil e same.. Cnt passed!! Who can help mii? Nid help!! I wan study business in Poly.. Den e course nid Human.. How?! So... Duno how le!! Who can teach mii Human?

Last lesson was Amath.. Nthin happen.. Juz study lor.. Study half way feel lyk sleepin.. So bored..

Reach home mum was lyk.. Duno wat lor.. Say I'll sleep after I finished eatin lunch.. So piss off wif her..

E thing ish I reali end up sleepin.. Haha.. Mum curse mii.. Haiiz..

I feel lyk killin my sister!! Cant stand her anymre le.. She took my class photo n draw on my face!! [Tish ish nt funny matter!! I wil curse e person who laugh at it!!] Feel so fad up!! Mum nv even do anything tUu her!! Why? Why my life ish so bad!!?? Why my sister ish so gd!! This ish e second time she draw on mii le!! I reali wanna kill her!!



Nw let mii tok abt today thingy ba..

Today was lyk so.. Duno how tUu say..

Morin b4 I woke up, I had a bad dream!! So scary!! I gt chased by some animals den I cnt believe tt I ran slower den dem!! Argh!! So scary!!

1st lesson was POA.. 4 periods.. Cher teach new topic le.. Luckily noe wat she tokin.. E new topic was quite interestin 1.. Heh.. Nxt was English lesson.. Nthin reali happen..

History n Chemistry lessons after recess.. Oso nthin happen.. Juz sit down n listen.. Half way through e Chemistry.. ZhiJen n mii bcum sumting wrng le.. Keep on tokin n laughin.. Haha..

After school, stil hav extra lesson.. Stil nid tUu wait until 3pm den POA lesson start.. Haiiz.. Went tUu eat.. Wow.. I eat alot sia!! Haha.. Once I start tUu eat I'll eat non-stop!! Duno why?

Stay in school until 5+ den went home.. Stay back do POA hmewk.. Finish le!! Yeah!! Haha..

Reach home mum ask where I had went.. Ish lyk.. Wtf lor.. Of cuz stay in school ritz? Stil can go where?

Argh!! Math hw havt do yet!! Duno how do.. Chinese hw oso.. 2 compo!! Havt done yet.. Tmr nid pass up le.. Oso chinese spellin.. I havt learn yet!! How? Tmr Chinese lesson ish e 1st period leh!! How? I goin tUu b dead!!

Chinese cher called mii tUu sms e class n called dem tUu bring deir chinese cheng yu revision paper 1 n 2.. Den at last I realise tt cher oso gt sms other ppl tUu called dem tUu tel other ppl.. Waste my money!!

Mum naggin agn!! Go die lah!! So kns sia!! Reali feel veri piss off!! Suddenly scold mii 4 wat? Stupid sia!!


I did not ``regret loving you.. @ 9:37:00 PM




Sunday, June 25, 2006 Y


Today ish a sad n moody day for mii..
Today ish e day I wanna start a new life..
I wanna forget all e sad n bad things tat happen tUu mii in e past..

Everything change since tis mornin 2+.. I had spent 3hrs thinkin whether I should forget abt everything anot.. At last I decided tUu forget abt everything n start a new life..

But my character wil remain e same..

Today ish e last day of hoilday.. Tmr school reopen le.. I was wonderin how everyone wil b lyk.. Wil dey bcum thinner or wil dey bcum fatter.. Who will noe? Hehe.. Or wil dey bcum... Err.. Dun wanna say too much le.. Or else tmr wil get scoldin.. Hehe..

Mornin woke up at abt 11+.. But I went tUu sleep agn.. Cuz I'm toO tired le.. Mum started naggin until I cant sleep so I juz had tUu woke up.. Haiiz.. Last day os hoilday wun let mii sleep longer.. So bad!!

I went tUu sat infront of my study table.. And duno wan tUu do wat.. So I juz sat dere n duno wat happen my tear drop.. I nv even think of e thingy but it stil happen.. Funny? Nvm.. Dun feel lyk tokin abt it le.. It wil mk mii feel worst..

I took out my math hmewk n start tUu do it.. But half way dun feel lyk doin le.. So I called my dad bring mii go buy pencil box.. But at last I nv brought it cuz mum say nt nice!! So bad!! Nvm.. I'll buy for myself sum other days!!

Went back home I start tUu read story book.. After 1hr ltr.. I went tUu used computer.. I wanna change my blogskin..

Yesh.. I change le.. But feel so fad up.. Nid change alot of thingy.. So ma fan..

Okie le la.. Nid tUu go n slp le.. Mum nag agn..

Tmr wun b cumin bloggin.. Onli wil blog on Saturday ba.. Mum onli let mii used on Saturday!! So sad!!

School reopen le!!!!! ARGH!!

I did not ``regret loving you.. @ 10:24:00 PM




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It had been 23 days till nw..
E boy will b thinkin abt,
how does e gurlz get his contact number ba?
E story began here..

E gurlz had been spendin 10 days askin alot of her frenz for his contact number..
And finally she got it..

Do anyone noe how she feel at tat moment?

She was over-joyed!!
But tat doesn't stay long..
Dey had stop chatin after a few days ltr..

E boy seen tUu b hidin from e gurlz..
But e gurlz call herself not tUu tink tOo much..
But at last it seen tUu b true!!

A few days ltr, e boy's frenz told e gurlz tat:
E boy already had a stead le..

E gurlz cant believe it,
Cuz it had juz been around 1 yr
And e boy had already forgotten abt her le..

Nw dere ish a little hole in e gurlz heart..
She dun wanna spoil all e goOd memories tat e boy n her had spent together..
She wil rmb all e gOod times he had given her,
And it wil b inside her memories foreva..

Her feelin for him will end her3 tOo..
Mayb it ish difficult for her tUu forget abt him..
But she will still try..
Cuz it ish her fault tUu realised it tOo late n rejected him..

She has learn a painful lesson..
Nw she wanna concentrated on her studies..

At last she wanna say e last 3 words tUu e boy..







Xie Xie Ni..

Thanx For All E Car3 EuU Had Given Mii 1 Year Befor3..

I did not ``regret loving you.. @ 9:02:00 PM




Saturday, June 24, 2006 Y


2 MRE DAYS TuU GO!!
SCHOOL REOPEN!!
ARGH!!
I STILL WAN HOILDAY!!
WHY SO FAST FINISHED?
I STIL HAV NT ENJOYED ENOUGH YET!!
*Sniff*

Hmewk tt havt done yet..

  • English Compo- Silence
  • 2 Chinese Compo
  • POA ws
  • Amath exam paper 2
  • Chemistry ws [Left a few question tUu go]

Tts al le ba.. Haiiz.. Dun reali feel lyk doin it.. Nt in e mood..

Woke up quite late today ard 11+.. Cuz mii veri tired.. At nitz sleep at 1+.. MeiSen sms mii abt Mon timetable at 12+.. I was shocked when my pone ring!! Cuz I was hearin a song tt ish so scary [Dun reali noe how tUu say].. I tot was wat sia!! Haha..

Monday lesson was so borin.. I hate it.. Monday gt Chemistry, Math, PE, English, History n Amath lessons.. Waaa... 1st day of school gt PE!? Why so dao mei? Dun reali lyk PE.. Duno y? Tink tt I hav nthin tUu played ba.. Chemistry.. Haiiz.. Chem hw nid go finished le.. English compo havt finish yet!! I reali duno how tUu write le.. Dun hav any ling gan.. Amath hw oso havt do yet.. Argh!! Duno how am I goin tUu finish it.. Tmr ish onli e last day 4 mii tUu finish it..

Woke up I went tUu find sumting tUu eat.. Haiiz.. Agn!! Nthin tUu eat.. Why lyk tt? So I juz went back tUu my room n read my story book.. Read half way cnt continue le, cuz suddenly feel no mood.. Duno why? Anyway left a few mins my show was goin tUu start..

I duno tt today e 1pm drama ish e last episode.. So sad sia!! Why tt guy go wif tt gal? Grr.. I dun reali lyk tt gal.. Haiiz.. ShiYun.. Tts ish juz a show nt a in e real life leh!! So no nid tUu b so...

2pm.. I hav nthin tUu do.. So I juz continue tUu watch e new drama.. Waaa.. So borin leh!! Duno wat it tokin abt.. After tt I juz contiune watch n watch until 4:30pm..

After tt mum called mii go mopped e floor.. Cb lah.. Why muz my stomach cramp at tt time? Stupid sia!! Feel lyk killin ****!! Nvm.. Juz hav tUu stand e pain..

Went back tUu my room n clean my table.. So messy!! After tt mii went tUu tidy my Emath n Amath file.. E file so thick sia!! No space le..

Went tUu do some Amath hmewk.. Den dinner time!! Yeah..

Nw duno do wat.. Mum called mii watch news.. Waaa!! So KNS sia!! E duno wat chocolate cannot eat!! Duno say wat gt sumting lah!! So sad!! Dey al take it back le.. Haiiz.. Dun tel mii no chocolate 4 mii.. I'll die!! Heh.. I nid chocolate tUu fill up my soul..

Tmr.. Nid go finish al my hmewk le..


I did not ``regret loving you.. @ 10:20:00 PM




Friday, June 23, 2006 Y


Juz reach home n cum out frm bath room..
Haiiz..
Tired!!
Juz cum back frm Marina South steamboat dere..
Ltr stil nid say bedtime story tUu my sister..
Haiiz..
Sad..

Okie.. Onli left 15min tUu finish writin everything tt happen today..

Let mii c..
Where tUu start?
Ermm..

Start frm here ba..

Mornin woke up quite early abt 9+.. Duno why? Tink too cold le ba.. Early in e mornin rainin.. Tink so ba.. If I nv rmb wrongly.. Heh.. STM..

Woke up felt so bored.. Sister stil sleepin.. So shiok.. Duno how can she slp until so late.. Haiiz.. Walked ard e house.. Nthin tUu eat.. Feel so hungry.. Den I juz sit dere.. N read my story book.. Dun wan do hmewk.. Not in e mood..

Let mii skip some ba.. No time le..

Let mii say e time when we go eat steamboat..

Went tUu eat staemboat wif Julia, QinMei, Esther, WeiHao, WeiLiang, HongHui n Eugene.. Meet at AMK MRT at abt 4:30pm.. I noticed tt I reached 1st, den Julia n QinMei.. HongHui was late wors.. But nvm lah.. Juz had tUu waited 4 him.. Yeah.. Finally he reached le.. Lets go..

Reach at Marina south.. We went tUu eat 1st.. Den after tt went tUu played bowlin.. Eatin time.. Not alot of ppl eatin.. So we juz went tUu take foods n eat lor.. Juz eat n eat n eat.. Tts wat we do.. After awhile mii full le.. So stop eatin.. Total spend $11 4 e steamboat n $2 4 e drink.. Finiahed eatin ish abt 7+ goin tUu b 8pm le..

After tt we went tUu palyed bowlin.. Wow!! Bowlin was so expensive sia!! Total spend on bowlin was $4.90.. So expensive sia!! Argh!!

I bowl until e ball keep on dropin down e drain.. So piss off!! Tinkin tt mayb sumting bad ish goin tUu happen!! Reali it happen!!

Why muz eUu sms mii at tis time!! Tellin mii abt his ting!! I dun wanna tUu noe wat happen tUu him okie? Do eUu noe? N eUu spoil mii mood.. After eUu sms mii I dun even had e mood tUu bowl le!! Waste my MONEY!! I rather spend my money on other things leh!!

At last I'm e last 1.. I strike 1 time.. So wat? No big deal ritz? Everyone keep on sayin duno wateva lah!! So piss ofF!! Feelin tUu zipp deir mouth..

After tt I wan go play "gun"!! Hehe.. Mii n QinMei played e "The House Full Of .." Duno lah!! Cant rmb.. Dun feel lyk rmb.. Luckily tt thing help mii by alittle.. Or else I reali goin tUu b piss off.. I wanna shot ppl.. Tts al I noe at tt time!! Feel lyk puttin al my anger on tt..

Esther n WeiHao.. Sorri tt I stepped on ur feet.. Reali veri sorri.. Wish u two dun mind ba?

QinMei, Julia n Esther.. Thank 4 lettin mii money tUu played 1st!! School reopen wil return eUu al de..

QinMei, Julia, WeiHao n WeiLiang.. Thaink 4 playin wif mii.. Hehe.. Feelin beta after e game!!

Okie!! After tt we went home.. It ish abt 9:30 ba.. Duno.. Nt veri sure..

Reach home ish abt 10:40pm.. Haiiz.. Mum goin nagg at mii le.. But she nv.. She onli give mii black black face!! Haiiz.. Duno lah!! HC!!

Nt in e mood nw!! Haiiz.. Reali hate eUu!! Stop distrubin mii when I was playin until veri happy or studyin!! Tel mii when I was doin nothin!! Why eUu everytime spoil my mood 1? Can eUu tel mii? Why?

Gtg le.. Mum naggin le.. Haiiz.. Actually cant use but juz HC ba..


Go tUu sleep le.. -0-

I did not ``regret loving you.. @ 11:26:00 PM




Thursday, June 22, 2006 Y


Freakin tired today!! -O-
Duno why?
Sleep 4 e whole afternoon..
Can eUu believe?
Okie.. Nvm..
Dun tok abt tish le..

Usual thingy today mornin.. But I woke up late sia!! Sleep n sleep non-stop.. Cnt woke up.. Lyk my bed alot!! Haha.. So cosy.. ^0^

Mornin nv rain today!!

Late 4 Math 4 onli a few mins ba.. Reach dere onli saw WeiLeong, WeiLiang, Daren n John.. Surprisin.. Haha.. Esther nv cum agn!! Haiiz.. Duno how she ish goin tUu get gd marks 4 her Math exams..

Math cher teach until veri clear.. I almost noe everything abt Amath le.. Hehe.. Brain cumin back tUu life le.. Yeah!! Hooray!! But stil veri blur abt Differen.. Oso rate of change.. Haiiz.. No matter how cher teach I stil veri blur..

2hrs of lesson today.. After tt no Chinese lesson le.. Cher cancel it.. Hehe.. Tmr no lessons!! Ya!! So happy.. Hehe..

Goin cut mii hair tmr.. Yeah!!

Went home after tt.. Reali feel so bored.. Reach home sister stil sleepin!! Wtf!! So shiok!! Mii wanna sleep oso cannot.. Sniff..

Audrey [Dance de] Sorry tt I not in school le n tmr oso no school.. Tts why cant help eUu take ur pencil box.. Reali veri sorry.. (- -)(_)

After tt mii went tUu sleep le.. Freakin tired.. Woke up ish abt 6+.. Haha.. Woke up I felt so hot.. Wonderin tt am I havin fever? Oh!! Tts bad!! Luckily ish nt!!

Watch 7pm show.. Green Light Forest!! Veri nice.. Owen veri handsome.. Haha.. He seem tUu b lyk ENERGY de Milk.. Hehe!! Show was nice!! Tmr goin tUu b veri nice!! But wonderin can I watch?

Anyway.. Tmr tingy.. Mayb I wil b goin ba.. But not comfirm yet.. Cuz father havt give mii an ans.. Btw.. Tonitz I'll sms WeiHao tUu comfirm mii goin ntx.. So juz wait ba..

-O- [Yawn]

I did not ``regret loving you.. @ 9:26:00 PM




Wednesday, June 21, 2006 Y


ShiYun..
Wat had happen tUu eUu?
Why eUu bcum lyk tt?
Cannot eUu noe?
It ish veri bad lah..
Why?
Who can tell mii?
I reali nid help..
Argh!!
I goin tUu b mad sOon!!

Same s usual.. Mornin Math.. Cher went through e paper wif us.. I juz sat dere n listen n copy.. Tts wat I do 4 math..

Wai!! Go die lah eUu!! Why muz eUu sms mii n tel mii tt tingy!! If eUu nv tel mii, I wil nt b so unattentive in math class le lah!! EuU r veri bad!! I hate eUu!! Spoil my mood.. ='(

Durin break time, Mdm Hee told us abt her thingy when she was young.. Yup.. Its quite interesting.. Haha..

After Math hav Chinese agn.. Went tUu class n go do Ying Yong Wen agn.. Finished went home le.. Nid go home early n.... Do nthin.. Hehe..

Reach home cousin n my sister was playin.. Duno wateva dey r playin lah.. HC!! I'm nt interested!! Rest 4 awhile den ltr....

Yeah!! Goin out.. Duno wan go where luckily eUu accompany mii.. [It ish ur job tUu do so cuz eUu r e 1 who spoil my mood!!] Or else I'll b mad n start scoldin at ppl.. EuU r e 1!! Why? Why? Muz eUu tel mii!? I dun wanna noe!! EuU noe mii ritz? N eUu stil tel mii abt him!! I noe eUu r his best frenz but no nid lyk tt ritz? Reali hate eUu lah!! ='(

Reach home ish abt 6+.. Felt veri tired.. I fell alseep.. Haiiz.. Woke up stil e same.. Stomach hungry!! Wan tUu eat until I veri veri veri veri veri veri veri veri FULL!! Den I'll b much beta!!

Wonderin shall I go on tish Friday? Yesh or Nope? Cnt get an ans.. Can eUu al [who ish goin tish Friday] tel mii tt should I go on Friday? I reali get an ans 4 myself..

Uncle cum my house n help mii repaired my computer but stil cannot!! Argh!! I wanna logg in MSN!! Why? Cannot? Reali..

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When can I use MSN?

I did not ``regret loving you.. @ 10:36:00 PM




Tuesday, June 20, 2006 Y


No Mood today..
Feelin so weak..
Duno why?
Feelin cumin agn.. [I hate it]
Feel lyk gettin it off..
Argh!! Help!!

5 mre days tUu go..
School reopen le..

So damn cold today mornin.. Sister stil wan on air-con in e nitz.. Haiiz.. Duno why? She nt cold but I'm damn cold sia!! Why tish few days keep on rainin non-stop.. Hate it!!

Went tUu school in e mornin, feel so tired n sleepy.. Waii!! ShiYun!! Dun keep on tinkin of sleepin lah!! EuU promise urself tt eUu wan tUu get good marks 4 ur 'N' Level lah!! Eh.. Wat am I tokin.. Nvm.. I'm tokin tUu myself.. Dun care mii..

Math cher gave us 1 exam paper n called us do paper 1. I do until wan fad up sia!! Duno how do.. 1st question already duno le.. Reali duno y!! After finish tt paper cher gave us break.. E gals[Includin mii..] went tUu find Chinese cher.. Who r nt Ameth students went tUu chinese classes in e mornin.. But when we reached dere... We onli saw 5 guys!! Oh!! Reali duno where others ppl go tUu..

We went back tUu Math lesson but nv saw al e guys in class.. Duno where dey went tUu.. Waited 4 dem 4 abt 20mins den dey cum back.. Haiiz.. Wonderin how Mdm Hee feel? Heh..

After Math went tUu class 4/8 tUu finish our Chinese Ying Yong wen.. After tt we can go home le.. Cant believe tt I start doin 1st den at last I finish last.. Haiiz.. Sian.. School reopen 1st Chinese lesson we'll hav spellin.. Stupid..

Went back home I went tUu eat.. Den after awhile I fell alsleep le.. Woke up I realise tt it ish already 6pm le.. E weather ish so nice tt I wan tUu slp al e way tUu tmr.. But cannot cuz stomach hungry..

Duno y when I hav no mood, I wil start tUu eat non-stop.. Eat n eat n eat.. Haiiz.. If I nt wrng after al Exam I'll gain 5kg - 6kg ba.. Haha.. Who noe? Mayb..

Tts al le ba.. Goin tUu stop here le.. No mood den duno write wat..

When school reopen mayb I wil cum in 1 - 2 times a wk ba..

I did not ``regret loving you.. @ 10:20:00 PM




Monday, June 19, 2006 Y


6 mre days tUu go..
School reopen le..

Faster go finish up my homewk ar!! Or else no time le.. Stil left alot of hmewk havt do yet!!

  • 1 mre English compo tUu go.. [Duno wat tUu write..]
  • SS SBQ havt do.. [Dun feel lyk doin..]
  • POA ws, Q3 havt do yet.. [Duno how do..]
  • Physics TYS, few questions tUu go..

I tink onli tish few ba.. Nt so sure..

Mornin e usual s last wk.. Woke up e same time.. Today duno y, dun feel lyk gettin out of e bed.. Feel lyk sleepin somemre.. But cant.. Cuz nid tUu go school.. Haiiz..

When I started tUu get out of my house, suddenly it started tUu rain.. Veri heavy sia!! Reached class saw WeiLiang, Daren n WeiLeong.. E lesson was stil e same s usual.. Rainin.. So cold.. Sittin under e fan.. Cher let us do Amath exam paper.. Oh shit!! I dun even noe how do sia!! Al 4get le.. If I nt wrng I onli do 2 questions out of ard 9 questions ba.. Cnt believe it leh!! Haiiz..

Tmr hav Chinese extra lesson in e afternoon.. Mornin stil hav Math.. Why? Tmr goin tUu stay in school frm mornin 8am tUu afternoon 2:30pm.. Waaaaaa!!! Help ar!! Between tt we hav 2hrs break leh!! Do wat? Nthin tUu do leh!!

Cum back home, do wat? Duno.. Stomach hungry but nv eat much.. Actually wanna go eat wif Esther dey al but nv go le.. Feel v tired n duno y feel moody too.. Mii mood change v fast..

After eatin I went tUu do my Math hw.. N half way through I fell alsleep.. Cnt believe.. Haha.. Woke up realised tt it was already 6:15pm le.. Haha.. Mii slept 4 so long..

Mood change fast? Funny.. Ermmm.. Mayb sumting is goin tUu happen ba.. Soon.. Nt too long.. Mayb tis Friday wors.. Heh..


I did not ``regret loving you.. @ 9:50:00 PM




Sunday, June 18, 2006 Y


Happy Father's Day!!
Yeah!!
Today ish Father's Day n oso Ella Birthday..
Hehe..
Juz reached home.. Juz finished celebratin Father's Day!! [Dun tink we r celebratin..]

What happen today ne?

Mornin at 10am, I woke up saw nobody at home onli left mii n my sister.. My sister was stil sleepin.. Wow.. 1st time I woke up eariler den her.. Haha.. Surprise.. Duno wat happen tUu mii, I go finished up my Chinese compo.. N juz nice Father, Mum n Grandmum came back.. Yeah!! Breakfast time!! Sister woke up le when I shouted "breakfast time" Heh..

Father came home went tUu sleep.. Too tired le ba.. Den I went tUu contiune my school hmewk.. Luckily Julia sms mii n remind mii tt got POA N SS hw.. Or else I already 4get abt it le.. Firstly I went tUu do History.. History finished.. Den juz nice parents wan go out.. Den I juz followed dem.. Tish ish e 1st time in tis yr I went out wif my parents.. Hehe.. Today ish special.. Its Father's Day!!

Went shoppin.. I saw alot of tings tt I wan buy but al ish so expensive!! At last it turned out tt Father paid 4 everything we brought.. He brought a house toy 4 my sister, a Mickey Mouse tissue box 4 mii, clothes 4 my mum n my grandmum said she dun wan anything..

At lat we went tUu eat dinner.. Wow!! So many ppl sia!! Cuz today ish Father's Day!! We total spend $30+ on foods.. Haha.. Father paid 4 everything..

Reali a happy day today..


At last let mii wish every Fathers: HAPPY FATHERS' DAY!!

N oso let mii wish Ella: HAPPY BIRTHDAY ELLA!!

I did not ``regret loving you.. @ 10:45:00 PM




Saturday, June 17, 2006 Y


Y muz I fell down?

Why?
Why?
Why?
Why?
Why?

Why am I so... Duno how tUu say.. -.-

Mornin woke up, I felt pain.. Wonderin wat pain is it den realised tt it ish my leg.. *Sniff* ='( Ytd I went tUu put a tissue paper on e wound den mornin woke up cant peel it off.. So pain when I was peelin it.. Zhao zhi dao dun wan tUu put tissue le.. *Stupid* Juz let it b ba..

Afternoon e usual ting I do..
Watch TV..

WeiLiang tt show ish quite okie leh.. Nt too bad wat.. Sumtime ish oso quite sad.. Anyway, I watch it ish cuz tt I hav nthin tUu do.. Heh..

Watch until 4:30.. After tt I hav nthin tUu do.. Den I went tUu peel e tissue paper off agn.. ARGH!! Still cannot.. How? Used water tUu wash it off oso cannot.. Reali duno y? Haiiz.. Why muz I fell down? Cnt even get an ans!!

Went tUu took a shower.. After cumin out frm e bath room.. My knee[e wound ish dere..] was so pain.. I cnt even walked properly sia.. E duno wateva water keep on drippin out.. So disgustin.. N dere was stil blood cumin out too.. Eeeeee... Tis ish e 1st time I fall until so badly!! Mummy called mii help her mopped e floor den I had no choice tUu stand e pain n help her mopped.. EuU c I'm so good.. Haha.. Bhb..

Mummy so bad.. She go buy durian n eat.. I cnt eat!! Cuz of my wound.. She duno say wat it wil mk e wound worst.. Duno la!! Juz my luck!!


School goin tUu reopen le!! So moody sia.. Dun reali feel lyk goin tUu school.. Last two wks kept on sayin faster school reopen cuz I'm goin tUu b bored tUu death.. Den nw I say tt I dun wan so fast school reopen.. ShiYun wat happen tUu eUu? EuU cnt even decided wat eUu wan tUu do.. School reopen, exams cumin le.. Den cant blog le..

Tis year 'N' Level.. SoOoOoOoOoOo STRESS!! Reali dun wan tUu get no good marks..

Scary!!
Scary!!
Scary!!
Scary!!

Scary!!
Scary!!
Scary!!

I did not ``regret loving you.. @ 10:41:00 PM




Friday, June 16, 2006 Y


Pain..
Pain..
Pain..
Pain..

Wat I mean abt pain.. Ltr eUu wil noe..

Mornin woke up den noticed tt it was already 7:12am le.. Oh! How? I'm scared I'm goin tUu b late 4 class le.. Heh.. Faster went tUu prepared n waited 4 my father 2 bring mii go school.. Today I juz noe tt something was not ritz wif my father's stomach.. His stomach had been pain frm e day before.. I feel quite sorri 4 him cuz he stil nid bring mii tUu school.. I was lated 4 class 4 a few mins onli..

Math was stil e same s usual.. But something interestin happen.. It was rainin n suddenly gt thunder.. Esther was scared.. We were so shocked n Mdm Hee said tt e person who did something bad wil b scared of thunder.. Oh? Esther eUu did something bad wors? Isit? Who noe? Heh.. Math end at abt 11am.. Cuz nid tUu finished doin e TYS ws cher gave..

After tt Esther, Weihao n mii went tUu eat KFC.. One way tUu KFC, we saw a gal who ran passed us n she fell down infront of us.. We were so shocked.. She fell juz INFRONT of us!! I was wonderin if I am her I wil b so embrassed n duno how tUu do le.. But tt gal juz continue tUu ran.. I was tinkin tt it was nt pain mah? I could even feel her pain.. Btw, we didn't laugh at her wors..

Went ate KFC den went shoppin.. Ntin tUu do.. Shop n shop.. Until abt 12:50pm we went home.. Went home wonderin wat would happen..

Home.. Mum called mii tUu followed her went tUu work.. Tink 4 awhile den I agreed cuz I stil nid tUu paid e pone bill.. So I followed her.. E work ish lyk juz drop e flyers into e letter box.. Start of e journey felt quite okie.. Den do n do until BLK 968.. I saw a group of Malay ppl carryin a dead body.. I actually duno abt it but luckily my mum told mii.. So we get off..

E pain tingy cumin..

We left 1000 pieces tUu go.. N we stil nid tUu travelled tUu e nxt destination.. While I was ridin e bicycle n I was goin tUu U-turn.. I duno how I turn n I fell down.. [Please dun laugh!! It ish a bad ting tUu laugh at..] N I nv do anything tUu it.. Juz continue tUu rided..

I went home 1st 2 clean my wound.. Super pain sia!! Duno how long nv fell down le.. If I nt wrng is abt 2yrs le ba.. E previous time I fell down was oso fell down frm e bicycle.. Haiiz.. Wat happened tUu mii? Dun even noe how tUu ride a bicycle.. E blood keep on drippin non-stop.. 1st time in my life!!

Nw my wound has swollen until veri big.. N it is veri pain ar!! Nvm.. Juz hav tUu stand e pain ba.. My luck!!

Mum today quite okie.. Nv nagged.. Feel funny..

I was wonderin 2day is a bad or good luck day 4 mii..

Good ish mum nv nag..
Bad ish I fell down..





Who noe?

I did not ``regret loving you.. @ 10:06:00 PM




Thursday, June 15, 2006 Y


Today, ish quite a fun day..



Mornin woke up at 6:30am.. My grandmum la.. Woke mii up so early.. Wanna slp a little bit mre oso cannot.. Haiiz..

Father bring mii tUu skol.. Heh.. Luckily 2day I'm nt late.. Yeah!! But reached skol already saw Esther, WeiLiang, Joe n ZhiJen.. Wonderin y dey cum so early.. Haiiz.. I tink dey r too
abt Math already ba.. Who noe?

Math ish juz normal tUu mii.. Nothin big happen.. End at 10:30pm..

After Math I was tinkin tt ltr should I go tUu bowlin wif Eug, LWL, HH n ZY anot.. So Lets tink......... I goin tUu b deir mummy agn.. Haiiz.. [Tts wat dey say.. Nt mii..]

Okie.. I'm goin.. So I nid go tUu Eug house n meet.. I tot I'm lost.. Luckily, I noe e way.. Nt so stupid.. Hehe.. Reach his house.. Wat I saw ish...

LWL n HH were plyin PS.. Haiiz.. Nid tUu waited 4 ZY.. He ish lost.. So we waited.. Dey played n played until 2pm.. Yesh!! Time tUu go play bowlin le..

Reached e bowlin place le.. Play!! Yeah!! We play 2 round.. 1st round I'm e 1st!! Yeah!! Haha.. Den 2nd round Eugene win n I gt e last 2nd.. Cant believe it sia!! My luck 2day can counted good already.. Cuz when my turn cum, I bowl n e ting nv scan until my ball so I can played 3 times.. Yeah!! Haha.. E rest of e ppl say nt fair.. So? No big deal ritz? Tts my luck!! Wahaha.. But bad ting happened.. Play half way, my back pain agn!! Haiiz.. Why? So bad luck!! Wonderin I 2day ish good luck or bad luck? I reali duno already..

After finished playin, we al go shop.. Shop n shop n shop.. Back pain.. Sad..

Abt 5:15pm we went home..
Yeah..

Reach home.. I scared mum nagged at mii but surprisin.. Mum nv nagged at mii.. Haha.. Happy.. Veri suprised la mii.. Did sumting happened tUu my mum? I was wonderin.. Feel weird..

At nitz I wanna used computer den my mum straight away let mii use!! Surprise!!

Stil wonderin 2day my luck ish good or bad.. I duno le..

Anyway.. I nid tUu tell e ppl who called mii go bowlin wif dem 2day..
Looked below..


Thanx 4 callin mii go played bowlin wif eUu al 2day.. Although bowlin nv reali help mii cure my bad mood but e onli thing I noe ish...

I hav alot of fun 2day.. Yesh!! Reali!!



Reali glad tUu hav eUu al as my frenz..




Choose 1 of e guys dolls 4 urself.. Hehe.. [I hav nthin tUu do nw.. Hehe..]

I did not ``regret loving you.. @ 10:03:00 PM




Wednesday, June 14, 2006 Y


Today..
Reali a moody day 4 mii..
Duno wat happened..



Yesterday, sister slept in my bedroom.. So fad up wif her.. I cnt on my radio n I cant stayed until late in nitz.. Wth stupid hell lor!! So sucky sia!! Mum scolded mii when she went complain tUu her abt it.. Den my mum called mii tUu let her.. Okie.. SoI let her.. Den at last at 7:45am my sister kept on distrubin mii when I was stil sleepin.. So piss off!!! Reali cnt stand her anymre!! How?! Why muz she slp in my room.. My mum keep on helpin her.. Whether ish my wrng or nt my wrng my mum will stil balme mii.. Why?

WHY?
WHY?
WHY?
WHY?
WHY?
WHY?
WHY?
WHY?
WHY?
WHY?
WHY?

Who can tell mii.. Why ish my life so bad!! N I reali dun wan tUu stay in my house le!! Feel lyk havin my own house!! ARGH!! Help mii..

E onli ting tt wil accompany mii ish my onli computer nw.. Why am I so shi bai.. Why I cnt do anything tUu my mood.. I reali dun feel lyk livin in tis world le.. I cant stand it anymre..

Mayb tmr n other days.. I wun b able tUu used computer le.. Mum naggin n scoldin at mii le.. Reali feel so moody today? Wil sum1 cheer mii up? I nid sum1 tUu cheer mii up..

If anyone wan tUu cheer mii up please feel free tUu sms mii.. I wil b happy.. Hehe..

Juz nw b4 I can used my computer I quarrel wif my mum abt my sister n I keep usin computer.. I felt so sad n dissappointed.. If she juz let mii n dun do anything tUu mii I wil surely behave myself 1.. Why? Why muz she do tis? B4 lettin mii used computer muz scold mii.. Why? I reali feel veri veri sad abt it.. Muz let mii cried b4 I can used computer.. Why? Muz eUu c mii suffered den eUu feel happy den let mii used?

I cant understand le.. R eUu tis kind of person? I dun tink so ba.. I muz suffered b4 I can used computer.. I dun tink I wan it anymre.. So I now a days wil nt blog often le.. Haiiz.. Tts my luck.. =]

E telepone bill cum le.. Okie.. E internet fees ish $44.48.. My mum scolded mii le.. N my dad too.. Haiiz.. I go count.. 1hr- $1.20.. I reali... Dun wan say anymre le.. Say already wan cry le..

look below..





Do everyone agreed?

I did not ``regret loving you.. @ 10:41:00 PM




Tuesday, June 13, 2006 Y


Who ish ShiYun? <
I reali duno who ish she le..
When had she become so BluR?
As BluR as a Sotong!! Haiyo!!


Today mornin 8:00am e alarm clock rang.. I felt tt it ish so irritated so I off it.. Den at last I woke up at 8:30am.. Oh shit.. [I nv mean tt I wan tUu shit..] I'm goin tUu b late.. Luckily I'm a snail or else I wil b late..


E worst ting cum..

At 9:25am I left my house.. Den I ran al e way tUu e bus stop.. After a few mins.. Yeah!! E bus had cum.. [I nv wear my spec] Den I boarded e bus.. At last I found out tt... ARGH!!! I took e wrng bus!! I went tUu took bus 112.. Stupid sia!! How? I quickly get off e bus.. Luckily I realised it early.. Or else I reali duno when I will reach skool.. Den I juz had tUu took e same bus back tUu my place den took bus 72.. Haiiz.. Wat happen tUu mii ar? Y am I so BluR..

Wonderin wat would happen tUu mii nxt..

I ran al e way tUu school.. Reach school saw Daren getin out of his parent's car ba.. Den I juz ran al e way up tUu class 1/2.. Stupid sia!! I was late by a few mins onli wat!! Nt reali late wat.. Yesterday told some of e Emath ppl nt tUu b late but at last I was late by a few mins.. Cher havt even start e lesson so I'm nt counted s late..

Reach home duno wat happen tUu my brain.. Mayb 1 part of e brain nt in e correct position ba.. I rest 4 awhile den I went tUu do my Physics hw.. Finally I hav take my Physics book home.. I spent 2 hrs do finish my Physics hw.. Haha.. Onli a few questions but spent until so much time..

I started tUu take my Xiao Shuo tUu read agn.. My last book le.. Finish den dun hav any Xiao Shuo tUu read le..

I stil cant log in Window Messenger n MSN Messenger.. How? Reali duno wat had happen tUu my comp le.. My internet ish okie wat.. Why cnt I log in.. Why? So borin sia!! Wifout MSN..




I did not ``regret loving you.. @ 8:33:00 PM




Monday, June 12, 2006 Y


Yesterday nv went blogger..
Haiiz..
Bad things happen..
Duno wat happen tUu mii..
Cried 4 e whole nitz..
Something wrng wif my eyes..



Juz a review of wat happen yesterday..

In e afternoon, sumting happened tUu e fish tank.. Duno wat happen n e water seem tUu b boilin.. (-.-"') My father nt at home dEn onli left my grandmother, my sister n mii.. Haiiz.. Duno wat tUu do.. I juz off e electricty.. Father said tt e dish wil die.. Den I reali duno wat tUu do le la.. He dun wan cum home n do himself.. I juz anyhow do wif e fish tank.. T.T

At 6:45pm gt X-MEN 2.. So I start watchin it.. My family n my cousin went out eat dinner but I nv went.. Stay at home watchin TV.. My family havt reached home yet n I was so hungry.. Therefore I go digged for something tUu eat.. Dey reached home ish abt 10:15pm le.. I already ate until veri full le.. But no choiced, stomach still hungry..

Tts was wat happen yesterday..

Okie.. Nvm abt yesterday.. Tok abt today ba..

Today.. Haiiz.. Woke up at 10:30am.. Felt so tired n my whole body was so pain.. Den I realised tt I was sleepin on e floor.. Duno how I appeared tUu b on e floor.. Sumting wrng wif mii tis few days.. Haiiz.. Heyz!! SHIYUN!! Wat had happen tUu eUu? Y eUu bcum lyk tt.. E mood can changed within 1 min.. Wake up ar!!

Spend e whole day, walkin here n dere.. Stood at e window dere n day dreamin.. Nthin tUu do den I start tUu do my Eng compo.. Finally I finished e compo "As she had lived.." N after tt my sister n I had a monkey fight.. Hehe.. Nthin tUu do.. At last I injury one of my finger.. (-.-) N oso had alot of blue balck.. Haiiz.. Tis ish called meii shii zhao shii zhuo..

Juz spend e whole day doin tis!! Juz finished eatin dinner.. Haiiz.. Feel so moody today!! Help mii.. Reali sumting inside my heart.. Make mii feel so depressed!!

Nw, I cnt even go in my MSN Messenger n oso Window Messenger!! Duno y!? Something ish wrng wif my computer again!! Onli one day nv go in den cant go in le!! Arg!! Piss off le!!

Tmr hav extra lesson at 10am.. Dun reali feel lyk goin.. Not in e mood tUu go tUu school..






Help mii!! Something ish nt ritz wif mii tis two days!!


*HURT*
*HURT*
*HURT*
*HURT*
*HURT*
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*HURT*

I did not ``regret loving you.. @ 9:36:00 PM




Saturday, June 10, 2006 Y


Yesterday, 11:30pm my mum let mii watch Spirited Away.. Surprise la.. I watch until abt 2sumting.. While I was watchin Spirited Away, I turn tUu watch World Cup.. Haha..

1st time, I watch World Cup in my life!! Suprise la.. Haha.. Watch until 2am, den tired le.. Wanna go slp le.. E World Cup onli watch until 4 : 2.. Wonderin which team wil win? Aiya.. GER wil surely win 1 la..


I tot tt today ish Sunday.. Cuz yesterday my father oso accompany mii watch tv.. But he went tUu slp at 1:30am.. Mornin woke up nv saw father, den I realise tt today ish Saturday.. Haha.. Reali v sotong.. Woke up at 12:30pm.. Oh!! My show ish goin tUu start..

E same thing I do every Saturday.. Watch tv.. From 1pm watch until 4:30pm.. After tt I had nthin tUu do.. So duno wat happen tUu mii, I went tUu do my Eng comp "As she had live.."... Spend duno how many hours, I juz onli finish HALF of e DRAFT.. Reali cnt believe.. Cnt tink of anyting tUu write anymre, so I juz walk around e house.. So quiet.. Sister sleepin, Mother go work, Grandmother sit dere n day-dreamin..

Today, duno spent e whole day doin wat.. Juz onli watch tv n do half of e compo draft.. Haiiz.. Nxt week nid tUu go school le.. Tuesday, Thusaday n Friday nid go school.. Luckily Monday n Wednesday no nid go.. Cher cancel off e lessons.. Yeah!! Happy..

Btw.. Anyone wanna go out or go study on Mon n Tues? I mayb hav time..

I did not ``regret loving you.. @ 10:28:00 PM




Friday, June 09, 2006 Y


Do eUu rmb e 1st time eUu meet mii?
Do eUu rmb e 1st time eUu tok tUu mii?
Do eUu rmb e 1st time bein my listenin ear?
Do eUu rmb e 1st time eUu console mii?
Do eUu rmb e 1st time I share my sorrow wif eUu?
Do eUu rmb e 1st time eUu got bully by mii?
Do eUu rmb e 1st time we got punished by teacher?
Do eUu rmb e 1st time eUu lend mii a hand?
Do eUu rmb e 1st time we went out together?
Do eUu rmb e 1st time I cry infront of eUu?
Do eUu rmb e 1st time eUu asked mii tUu be ur stead?
Do eUu rmb e 1st time I rejected eUu?
Do eUu rmb e 1st time..........


Many many others..
Cnt finish listin out everything..
Cuz it hav many many many others..
Can eUu rmb everything?



Reali miss eUu..





Can eUu juz give mii 1 chance tUu c eUu agn?
Juz once..
And.....
That wil b enough....
Reali.....

I did not ``regret loving you.. @ 9:59:00 PM




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Oh.. I'm seein stars everywhere..
Feel so dizzy sia!!
Mornin until nw..
Stars.. Stars.. Stars.. Stars..
Twinkle twinkle little stars..
Haha..

My bed ish double level.. N yesterday, my sis slp wif mii so I had tUu slp on top.. Morin woke up, I cnt even c anything.. Head sooooooooo dizzy.. Reali scared mii.. I didn't tell mt mum abt tt cuz if I told her shewil say tis say tat.. Can say until e whole day.. So I juz act as nthin had happen.. Hehe.. Early in e mornin it starts tUu rain le.. So cold.. N my back pain again.. Haiiz.. It became worst..

I did e same thing today.. Dig for another chinese xiao shuo n read.. Spent e whole afternoon readin.. When I was read my head was super dizzy.. Cant stand it.. I cant sit on e chair properly.. Cuz my back ish pain.. N when I start tUu move, I wil feel dizzy.. Today, reali a bad day 4 mii..

After finish readin e book, it ish already 5sumting.. So I went tUu take a nap.. Woke up already 7sumting.. Still feel dizzy.. Duno y?

Mayb I lack of blood ba..

Hehe..

Oh!!
Tts reali v bad!!

My house ish v popular.. Duno y so many ppl wanna stay in my house.. Juz a few days ago, my small aunt n her children had cum n stay.. Today my e other cousin has cum tUu stay.. A few days ltr, my e second aunt cum n stay.. Every school hoildays, my house wil bcum a popular house..

Seein stars everywhere..

I did not ``regret loving you.. @ 9:52:00 PM




Thursday, June 08, 2006 Y


不管愛情有多遠多高
只想有你陪我去尋找
有時聽見歡笑
有時心情太糟
只要有你的懷抱

不管自己有什麼夢想
只要你可以愛我到老
怕你不能明瞭
怕你回頭走掉
永久的愛情難找
愛 太多煩惱
不想太多煩惱
所以 不管誰對誰錯
別再計較

愛 太多渴望
不想太多渴望
只要 能夠清清楚楚分分秒秒
只要你對我有多麼重要





我要告訴你 我想你...

I did not ``regret loving you.. @ 10:48:00 PM




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Reali v bored today!!
Nthin tUu do..
Cnt go out!!

Mornin abt 10:55am, ZJ called mii n asked mii tt wanna go watch movie wif Azizi dey al n after tt go Khairi's house.. [Azizi called her tUu ask] I was stil slpin!! N she woke mii up.. After tt I cnt slp anymre.. Feel v tired!!

Woke up had nthin tUu do, nthin tUu eat!! So I went back tUu my bedroom n laid on my bed again.. Flip here n dere.. Nthin tUu do.. Bored! Bored! Bored! Bored! Bored! BORED!! I cnt stand it le.. So I went tUu find my chocolate.. Tt ish e onli thing tt can help mii le.. After finished eatin e whole bar of chocolate I feel bored again..

Reali had nthin tUu do so I go dig 4 my Chinese Xiao Shou n read.. I spent e whole afternoon finish readin e whole book.. Hehe.. I even forget abt my lunch!! Haha.. E book was so nice.. After tt I feel bored again.. So I juz sat dere n tinkin of eUu until I fall alsleep.. Woke up already 8pm le.. Haha..

Yeah!! Finally I had something tUu fill up my stomach le.. So hungry!! After tt I felt bored again.. Haiiz.. I hate tis feelin..

When I feel bored..
I'll tink of eUu..
I hate tis kind of feelings eUu noe?
Can eUu give mii a break?

I did not ``regret loving you.. @ 10:05:00 PM




Wednesday, June 07, 2006 Y


Today, Reali a quiet day..
Al my cousins had gone back tUu Malaysia..
Dey gone home at 5:30am..
Mornin finally I could slp until v late le..

Woke up I feel so weird.. Veri quiet.. Den I finally found out tt al my cousins had gone back home.. Haiiz.. All of e sudden I feel so bored n down.. Duno y? Funny.. I sat down n day dreamin.. Duno dream of wat.. (-.-"')

Nothin do sia.. Stil dun feel lyk studyin.. Veri jatt latt la mii.. Reali nthin tUu do den I went tUu read my Chinese xiao shuo.. After tt dun feel lyk readin le so I went tUu made stars.. Made until my hands pain.. Haiiz.. Reali nthin tUu do.. Reali feel veri weird tOday.. Not myself today.. Heyz!! ShiYun wat had happen tUu eUu? [I noe its lame..]

Spent my whole day walkin here n dere.. Do tis do tat.. Do until nthin tUu do den went tUu slp.. Go do my skol homeworks.. Eng compo.. "As he had lived.." I was wonderin can I write "As he had lived, I will never doubt my feelings for him again." Can? I duno.. So I nv write..


Nxt, I go do Physics TYS.. 1st question.. Tink ish abt Forces.. Do n do until Q1(b)(iii).. Duno wat ish resultant force.. [Forget abt it le..] Haiiz.. Reali feel so shi pai.. Den nthin tUu do le.. Dun feel lyk doin homework nw.. Its reali a weird day 4 mii.. Sumting nt ritz wif mii.. Nvm.. Duno wat I'm tokin nw..

Tok crap ba.. Who noe?

I did not ``regret loving you.. @ 9:37:00 PM




Tuesday, June 06, 2006 Y


If the sky opened up for mii and the mountains disappeared...
If the seas ran dry, turned tUu dust, and the sun refused tUu rise...
I would still find my way by the light I see in your eyes...
The world I know fades away, but you stay...
As the earth reclaims its due, and the cycle starts anew, I'll stil love eUu...
In the days that we have shared before...
If the years take away every memory that I have...
I would still know the way that would lead me back to your side...
The North Star may die...

But the light that I see in your eyes will burn there always...
Lit by the memories we have shared before time...
When the forest turns tUu jade, and the stories that we've made, dissolve away...
One shining light will still remain...
It ish e love tt I have 4 eUu..
Just the love that make mii miss eUu so much...

I love eUu...
Where r eUu?

I did not ``regret loving you.. @ 10:10:00 PM




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Today ish e last day tt my cousins r goin tUu stay in my house.. Tmr wil b a quite day 4 mii.. N I goin tUu start workin on my homeworks le!!

My back ache agn!! So pain!! Everytime when it ish rainin or cold weather it wil starts tUu b pain!! Arg!! Morin, I slp until quite late.. But al my cousins had cum back.. So I hav no choice tUu woke up.. Oh.. Its goin tUu rain soon.. How? Goin out ltr, wif WeiHao, WeiLiang, John n HongHui tUu watch X-MEN at 12:30pm..

Reali it starts tUu rain.. Haiiz.. Bad weather today.. Its time tUu went out le.. Time ish stil early but tt WeiHao said tt muz nt b late so I went off early.. Reach at e meetin place, saw nobody.. But at last saw HongHui den... Tt WeiLiang ish so lame sia!! He go hide behind e stupid tingy!! N at last I cnt find him!! Haiiz.. Duno how old ish he le.. 12:30pm.. Waitin 4 WeiHao.. Havt reach yet!! He ish e 1 who called us nt tUu b late but at last... He ish late!! Haiiz..

Back pain le.. E cinema seat nt v nice 1.. (-.-"') Haha.. But ish stil ok la.. Nobody noticed tt my back ish pain.. X-MEN ish reali v nice!! I lyk it alot.. Nv choose e wrng movie!! After e movie we went tUu window shoppin.. Back pain lyk siao!! Dun lyk tUu walked anymre.. But I muz nt b so wat.. So I juz contiune 2 walk.. Reali hav no mood 2 shop anymre.. So I juz followed everywhere dey go.. [Juz lyk a gen pi chong..] Nw den I noe tt guys lyk window shoppin especially John!! [See shoes n bags..] Haha.. I reali feel tt I'm e odd 1 out!! Dey seen tUu b quite... Duno wat la.. My six senses told mii de..

We had no place tUu go so went bck tUu AMK.. Wan go eat but too early so nv eat.. So we go popular bookstore.. After tt e time ish abt 6:30pm.. So I went off first.. N dey went tUu shop agn.. Wow!! Back reali v pain!! Wait 4 e bus waited until 15min den cum.. Den e bus had no seats!! Reali cnt stand e pain le!! I want tUu sit down!!

Reach home mum noe tt my back pain agn!!
She scold mii agn..
But I juz Hack Care..
1 ear go in, 1 ear go out..
Today ish a tired day tUu mii..

I did not ``regret loving you.. @ 9:45:00 PM




Monday, June 05, 2006 Y


Yeah!! Mii cousins nw go tUu my small uncle house le.. Hehe.. Finally.. Haha.. Peace time!! Yesh!! Wehehehehehehe...

Mornin.. Woke up at 7sumting but slp agn until 8sumting.. Den my aunt was wakin her chidren up.. Cuz wan go swimmin.. So I oso woke up n followed dem tUu e swimmin pool.. Later I still nid tUu go meet Azizi dey al at Yishun MRT at 1pm n go tUu khairi's house.. We reached swimmin pool ish abt 10sumting.. Den i left e swimmin pool abt 12sumting.. Before tt al my cousins want tUu eat sumting so I brought 4 dem.. E bad luck things ish... My ez-link card had no money le.. Den duno wat tUu do sia!! I had spent al my money on my cousins!! Arg!! Why am I so stupid!! Luckily ZJ ish stil home so I called her tUu lend mii money 1st.. Phew..

QinMei, Julia, ZhiJen, MeiSen, Azizi, Eugene n mii went tUu visited Khairi.. First time go tUu his house.. His house was so nice.. Haha.. We went tUu his house n watch movie.. 1 of e movie ish abt aliens.. Ish quite a nice show.. ZhiJen n Julia went home first.. Den after tt we watch ghost movie.. [Duno wat title..] Den after tt we watch "Shuttle" but azizi say he want watch "SawII"[tink so..] so we change.. I watch until want slp sia!! Haha.. At abt 6:15pm, Eugene n mii went home.. Luckily I went tUu Khairi's house or else today I really duno how am I goin tUu stay in my house!!

Tts my day.. Tmr goin out too.. Hehe..
Tonitz ish a peace nitz!! Yeah!! ^0^

I did not ``regret loving you.. @ 9:41:00 PM




Sunday, June 04, 2006 Y


Goin tUu slp early today!! Cnt stand it anymre.. At nitz so noisy sia... I cnt hav a gd slp tis 2 days.. Goin slp early n nobody wil distrub mii le..

Morin.. Again!! Cant slp late, muz wake up so early!! Why? Why? Why dey wake up so early? N if dey nv wake up early deir parents wil start tUu scold dem.. Haiiz.. N I cnt hav a gd slp!! Reali piss off in e mornin.. Al my cousins woke up n my mum off e air-con den nv even bring e fan in 4 mii juz open e window!! It ish so hot u noe? Den I reali cnt stand it, so I go out n took e fan in my room n slam e door.. So noisy!! If I nv had enough slp, I will hav a bad temper!! So my cousin al gt scold by mii today morinwhen dey cum n distrub mii frm my slp!!

Luckily I nv kanna flu today!! Or else I goin tUu suffered le.. Reali vvvv jatt latt today!! Cnt even rest.. Wake up onli 4 30mins.. My mum starts tUu call mii go do homeworks!!! Cn eUu believe it? Why? Why? Why? I cnt get it..

E other worst ting ish.. When my aunt scold her daughter my mum wil help my cousin.. When my mum nag at mii, my aunt will add oil tUu it.. I reali cnt stand it le la... Tis house ish full of crab!!! Please let mii get out of here 4 a few days ba.. I reali cnt e noisy.. No matter wat I do stil no use.. Lyk I went inside my room n listen tUu my MP3 stil gt no use!! On my radio until v loud oso no use!! My mum wil shout at mii..

Who can help mii?! Cnt stand e noises le!!! Tmr mre worst!! Mre cousins ish cumin tUu my house!! N my house wil hav a huge n bad earthquake le!!! HELP!!

Please let mii get out of e house tmr ba...

I did not ``regret loving you.. @ 9:20:00 PM




Saturday, June 03, 2006 Y


Nw I juz wake up.. [8:15pm]
Tired after I finish watchin TV..
Havt eat my dinner yet..
Dun feel lyk eatin.. Duno y?

Today.... Mornin I wake up super early sia!! Yesterday nitz, 3 of my cousins slp in my room.. OMG!! Dey r so lame n duno how tUu say sia!! I nid tUu accompany dem slp so early.. But at last we chat until today morin 12sumting den we slp.. Finally I had a peace time.. Lets go back tUu mornin.. I wake up at 8sumting.. Cuz al my cousins wake up at 7sumting n dey r makin noises in e livin room.. So I had no choice tUu wake up..


Duno wat happen sia!! I kanna flu!! I cnt believe sia!! A vvvvvvv bad flu!! My mum force mii tUu go do my hw!! Haiiz.. Poor thing.. I hate havin flu!! When I was havin flu I will nid tUu slp.. Or else my flu wil bcum bad tUu worst!! So while I was doin my work half way I went tUu slp.. After duno how many hours I woke up stil havin flu.. But it bcum better a little bit..

Stil e same thing I do every Saturday.. I watched TV agn frm 1pm-6pm today.. I duno tt today e 5pm show is e last episoide.. E endin was so nice.. E endin make mii realise sumting.. I finally understand tt eUu r e onli person I lyk..

I miss ya alot..
Do eUu noe tt?
Long time nv c n chat wif eUu le..
Reali feel lyk seein eUu agn..
Reali reali reali mis ya...
Where r eUu nw?

I did not ``regret loving you.. @ 8:30:00 PM




Friday, June 02, 2006 Y


Duno wat I do sia!!
I go do a new blogskin!!
Den at last it look so sucky!!
Duno how tUu do sia!!
I total spend half a day tUu do my new blogskin!!
N it ish stil e same!!
Sumone please help mii!!
I reali cnt stand it any mre!!

My aunt n her children all cum tUu my house!!
Cnt stand e noise sia!!
SoOoOoOoOoOoOoOo noisy!!
When I was doin my new blogskin..
My cousin al lyk juz came out frm e jail lyk tt so noisy!!
Noisy until I cnt even do a single ting!!
Finally nw dey hav went downstairs!!
Or else my ear goin tUu b deaf soon..

Lets tok abt wat happen in e mornin..
Same thing agn..
Muz reach school at 8:15am..
First lesson ish stil math!! So tired sia!!
Study half way my stomach pain sia!! Duno y?
It ish so sux man!!
Pain until lyk siao!! But at last it bcum okie..

Nxt lesson ish Chemistry..
Afeter math we went back tUu class n saw nobody!!
So we went tUu Ispire town dere ish nobody!!
We went tUu library, dere ish nobody..
Den we cal Evelyn tUu called sumone..
So at last we found out that dey r in e AVT!!
It ish so..... Nv even tel us where e whole class go tUU..

Cum back frm AVT den ish recess..
OMG!! My stomach pain agn!!
WHY? WHY?
Why lyk tt? Pain non-stop..
Den finally when Mr Yong cum e pain gone!!

Mr Yong today sumting wrng..
He let us off.. N we hav no extra history lesson..
Yeah!! So happy!! We r off!!
Mii went home..
When I reach home my mum start tUu shout at mii!!
Faster keep ur thing hor!! Ur aunt dey al r cumin ltr la!!
Faster do tis do tat!! OMG!! I cnt stand it sia!!
Den I juz listened tUu her n do it lor!!

Haiiz.. Duno wat I'm doin today!!
Actually wanna go Khairi house c him but at last nv go..
Cuz too tired le!! Den nv go..
I tink he ish alritz ba!! Nt so bad..

Nw cosin dey al hav cum back le!!
E game goin tUu start soon.....

I did not ``regret loving you.. @ 9:46:00 PM




Thursday, June 01, 2006 Y


Today oso e same thing..
Muz reach school at 8:15pm..
My alarm clock ring at 7am, but I didn't care..
So 5min ltr.. E alarm clock ring agn..
I piss off so I off it..


Den a last luckily my grandmum wake mii up..
Or else I will b late 4 school le.. OMG!! My left shoulder was super pain sia.. Yesterday until nw stil pain.. Duno y? But I juz Hack Care..
First lesson ish Math so I juz go straight tUu Class 1/2..
Math we learn Vectors..
Its a long lesson..
Dun reali noe wat cher teachin.. Haha..
Yeah!! Nxt lesson ish Physics..
Oso our last lesson..
Pyshics cher teach e Magnetism..
It ish quite a nice subject tUu do.. [Tts wat I tink onli]
Yesh!! Finish skol already!!

Azizi, Qinmei n mii go Qinmei house duno do wat first den ltr go c Khairi.. Mastura dey al go c Khairi first..
We waited 4 Shamala den we went tUu c Khairi..
Shamala help her sis tUu deliever flowers tUu some1..
Den we took taxi go tUu tt person house..
Tt taxi driver ish so lame sia!!
First time meet until tt kind of taxi driver..
We was havin difficulties findin tt person house..
Shamala had make a mistake of tt person house..
She say it was 24 but e reali 1 ish 42!! OMG!!
We waste alot of time le!!
We take e same taxi go tUu SGH..
Tt taxi driver was soooooooooooooooooo LAME!!

Yeah!! We saw khairi le!! I feel so happy 4 him!! He ish fine!! Dere r oso sum other Sec 3 gals cum c him too.. He seem tUu b quite popular!! Haha.. We waited 4 Marina n MeiSen 4 duno how many hours den finally dey reach le.. E Sec 2 gals went off first den finally our 4/8 ppl can hav a nice chat wif Khairi le!! We went tUu hav dinner while Khairi oso havin his dinner.. Den after we went back, we took him 4 a walk.. [He was sittin on e wheelchair] It was so funny sia!! Azizi pushin him..Abt 7:15pm we went back n take our bags.. Den we push Khairi tUu a air-conditional room.. We stay dere 4 awhile n e worst ting ish....Khairi farted!!Hahaha!!After tt we pushed Khairi back n we went home le.. Heard tt Khairi cannot walk 4 6mths!! It ish so bad la!! Luckily school hav lift!! Or else duno how r we goin tUu do tUu him..

Reach home ish abt 9pm le!! Ish damm late!! So tired.. But Khairi ish fine I already v happy le!!



I did not ``regret loving you.. @ 10:24:00 PM




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