~ A Little Hugg Fr0m EuU Would Keep Mii Happy FeRr The WHOLE Day.. XD ~


^v^ WelcOm3 ^v^




You dOn't hav3 tu be perf3ct fer mii..
Because I'm not perf3ct enOugh fer yOu..
I knOw that this fairytale will last lOng..
And fOr3v3r..
I did nOt regr3t knOwing yOu in the first place..
You walk3d intO my lif3,
And gav3 mii the happin3ss I want3d..
WithOut yOu,
my lif3 wOuld be incOmplet3..
You gav3 m3 ev3rything I want3d..


I'm in lOve with yOu befOr3 I met yOu..
It seems lik3 I saw yOu in my dr3ams..
When I finally saw yOu,
it seems that I'm waiting fOr my whOl3 lif3..
I kn3w that yOu're mOre than I want3d..
That is why I lOv3 yOu..



I just want a little hug frOm yOu..
And I wOuld be happy fOr the rest of the day..
Loving yOu is on3 of the great3st thing I ev3r had in my lif3..
I lOve yOu.. ^v^v


MII LOV3 YOU = YOU LOV3 MII XD ~L.O.V.3~


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A special bloggin fErr mii 2day..
Cuz I'm gonna say out everything tt I wanna say..
Cuz I had already kept it inside my heart fErr veri long le..
And I cnt keep it inside my heart anymore..

This entry may hurt some ppl but I stil had tUu say..

I may seem strong outside but my reali character is weak..
Sometime I may show my weak character out cuz I cnt store it in my heart anymore..
I may flooded anytime I wan without any reasons..
This may looks weird or scary but tts my character.
In school, sometime I can be bonkers and sometime I can be a nobody..
My mood can changed from within 1sec..
Reali duno y I'm lyk tt? Reali wan tUu get an ans but no ans cum out frm my heart or brain!!
It ish reali painful tUu be lyk tt..
It wil reali make mii go crazy!
A weird thing ish..
When my mood is bad, others ppl mood wil be good..
When my mood ish good, other ppl mood wil be bad..
Why r dey opposite frm mii? Can anyone tell mii?
Or isit I tink too much le? Who noes?

Recently, I realise how ish e feelin of lonely..
A veri strong sense of lonely surrounded mii..
E enviroment ard mii went veri quite n misery..
Suddenly, I feel tt no one cares wat I do, how I am, how I feel..
Is tt true? Mayb ba?
Some ppl do cum tUu mii when I'm feelin down but some did not..
I reali wan tUu thanx fErr e ppl tt cum tUu mii when I'm down, but eUu al r nt e ones tt I'm lookin fErr..
Dun tink tt I'm bias or wat cuz I do realiappreciate e help eUu al hav given mii.. =)
I'm lookin fErr e others, tt I tot who wil cum n help mii but dey didn't even cum n help mii..
Not even a single words frm dem..
I reali feel veri disappointed.. Mayb tts wat we called "fate" ba?

Isit tt I hav nv opened my heart tUu let anyone cum in n get tUu noe mii well?
Is tis e reason? Mayb not ba?
Cuz it seem impossible.

Sometimes I reali wish tt I can live alone without anybody cares fErr mii,
butI may feel miserable when dere r no one helps mii when I'm feelin down..
Sometimes, I reali feel lyk diggin a small corner fErr myselftUu live in cuz I will feel cosy inside e small corner..
Dere wun b any cold air surrounded mii and make mii feel more lonely..
Dere ish advantage n disadvantage tUu be alone..
Advantage ish dere wun b anybody cares wat eUu r doin, eUu wil hav ur own personal place.
Disadvantage is no one wil cum n help eUu when eUu r havin some problems or feelin down..

Am I a worthless person?
Who noes? Am I a person who tink too much?
I reali duno abt it..

Wonderin y do ppl changed?
Why do ppl changed s dey grow?
I juz dun get it..
I reali wanna tUu go back tUu e times when I was young..
I hav no worries n can b happy everyday..
Tt was e time I noe SHIYUN..
The happy n cheerful SHIYUN!!
But now duno wat had changed mii so much?
I had a 360 degree changed in my character..
Reali duno how tUu describe my character now..

Am I bias? Am I?
Who can reali tells mii?
Someone say tt I'm bias tUu dem.. Reali?
Ish eUu al do nt wan tUu get close tUu mii den say tt I do nt lyk tUu go wif dem..
Isit wat eUu al tinks?
My tinkin ish e other side..
Ish eUu al dun wanna cares mii tts y I went wif..
So who ish wrng n who ish ritz, I oso duno le..
I juz feel veri confused!!
Can eUu al tell mii wat can I do tUu makes eUu al tink tt I'm nt bias?
Can eUu al please tell mii?
I reali dun wan tUu contiune havin tis painful feelin now..
It hurts mii alot..

Sometimes I reali wan tUu noe wat ish e feelin when eUu r in lurrve..
Cuz I had already forgotten abt it le..
Sometimes I reali wan tUu noe wats e feelin when eUu lurrve sumone..
Sometimes I reali wan tUu noe wats e feelin when someone craes abt eUu..
Sometimes I reali wan tUu noe wats e feelin when eUu r happy..
Sometimes I reali wan tUu noe wats e feelin when eUu gt hugg by sumone..
Sometimes I reali wan tUu noe wats e feelin when ur parents giv eUu happiness..
Sometimes I reali wan tUu noe wats e feelin when ur parents care fErr eUu..
Sometimes I reali wan tUu noe wats e feelin when al ur relatives lyk eUu..
Sometimes I reali wan tUu noe wats e feelin when sumone eUu lyk cares fErr eUu..
Sometimes I reali wan tUu noe wats e feelin when ur parents congrats eUu when eUu hav done sumting good..
Sometimes I reali wan tUu noe wats e feelin when..........
Dere r lots tUu go, I cnt list out everyting bcuz I may flooded tis whole entry..

Its too difficult fErr mii tUu accept everything..
Myb its bcuz tt my heart do feel lonely or other things ba..

Now I do feel lyk cryin but cnt cry..
Noww I do feel lyk smilin but cnt smile..
I reali duno wat I want now..
I'm reali veri confused n drained..
I feel lyk havin a rest now..
I hav enough..

I did not ``regret loving you.. @ 8:50:00 PM




Friday, September 15, 2006 Y


Today..
I juz cum in fErr fun..
Cuz I nid tUu rushed off soon..

1 week nv blog le.. Dere r alot of things I had nv said..
So I wonderin when wil I tok abt it?
Ermm.. Hmmm.. Mayb I wun b writin abt it ba..
Cuz I'm goin tUu change my method of writin this blog..
I'm goin tUu write my feelings on this blog n not abt wat had happen on tt day..

Mood swings this few days..
Cant hav a stable state of mood..
Sumime happy n sumtime not happy..
Lol.. Duno why I'm lyk tt?
I'm goin crazy soon..
Lol..

Today ish WeiLeong bday..
Alot of ppl went tUu his hse..
Den celebrate his bday..
Mii n Marina went home 1st..

Someone had lied tUu mii..
I'm reali felt veri disappointed..
Reali reali veri disappointed..
I tink eUu noe who euU r ba?
If eUu stil rmb wat eUu say tUu mii..

Gtg le..
Other time den continue..

Today..
I did hav alot of fun althu I feel disappointed in someone..

I did not ``regret loving you.. @ 9:58:00 PM




Saturday, September 09, 2006 Y


Today cum in n change my blogskin..
Dere r nothin reali I can say abt wat happen last few days..
Not in e mood tUu tok abt it ba? Lol..
Mayb I'll write other time ba but not this few days..

'N' Level cumin le..
I reali duno how I'm goin tUu cope..
Feel so stress now..
Left abt 3 n a half weeks tUu go le..

Ermm..
Tts al fErr today ba..

I did not ``regret loving you.. @ 9:47:00 PM




Wednesday, September 06, 2006 Y


Wanna change blogskin but no time le.. Lol..
I wanna change tUu e other blogskin but too bad I cnt find e html anymore..
So sad.. Wish tt other time I'll find it ba..

I did not ``regret loving you.. @ 11:13:00 PM




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Abt 1 week le..

Here I cum again..

Chinese n SS 'N' Level had juz finished ytd..

Recalled time..

Friday.. [ 1/9]

I'm so bored at home..
Nthin tUu do..
Wanna go out study but cannot..
Mum dun let.. So I juz had tUu stayed at home..
Slept fErr e whole afternoon..
End up I cnt sleep in e nitz..
So started tUu read comic books!!
Lol.. I nv touched my books..
Nv even studied a single thing on tt day..
Juz sleep n eat n sleep n read comic books..

Saturday.. [2/9]

This was e day where i did reali start tUu study..
Woke up at 11+pm in e mornin..
Finished doin my things den I started tUu sat down n studied..
Studied SS Sec tb Chap 3..
Spent e whole day learnin this chap..
Heh.. Afternoon I stil went tUu watch tv..
Haha.. Muz watch my cartoon shows.. Its nice!! Lol..
Went tUu had a walked in e night..
TuU relax myself.. Haha..

Sunday.. [3/9]

I'm so stress at this day..
Cuz Mon we r havin 'N' Level Chinese Paper 1 n 2..
I havt even started my Chinese revision..
So I rushed everything today..
In e night I oso went tUu hav a walk..
At abt 10+pm I jump onto my bed n went tUu sleep..
But I cnt sleep.. Cuz I'm too scared!!
Ended up sleepin at ard 11+pm ba..
Den I ended wakin up at adt 4+am!!
Duno y? Automatic 1!! Lol..

Monday.. [4/9]

Here cums e day!!
'N' Level Chinese Paper 1 n 2!!
I'm reali veri scared!!
My stomach pain.. Duno y?
Mayb I'm too scared le ba?
Everytime lyk tt de..

Oh my..
E Chinese Paper 1 was lyk.....
Duno how tUu say.. I juz onli wanna say ish tt..
Wish tt I can get good marks!!

Chinese Paper 2...
Haiiz.. I tink tt prelims ish much more easiler den 'N' Level!!
E Chinese paper compre is juz so suxin!!
I spent abt 20mins doin e muti-choice compre!!
Al e ans r so close how am I goin tUu choose!!??
Den I onli left abt 25mins tUU do my written compre!!
Wth sia!! How am I goin tUU finish!!
Everyone had put deir heads down n sleep onli left mii doin!!
Haiiz.. Duno wth had happen tUu mii?
I oso wanna wish tt I can get good results fErr my Chinese Paper 2!!

Went home..
I slept fErr awhile..
My mum n my sisiter went tUu Yishun..
Haiiz. So good!! I oso wanna go but I cnt!!
Stayed at home studied SS..
Studied Sec 4 ss tb Chap 1..
I reali cnt stand it anymore but no choice I force myself tUu finish everything..
At last I ended up onli reali studied 1 chap!! Tt ish Chap 3!!

Haiiz.. E rest of e chap I juz anyhow went thru..
Went tUu sleep at 10+pm but fell asleep at 11+pm..
Same too!! Woke up at ard 4+am!! Den suddenly it rained!!
Den I ended up cant sleep!!
So I juz had tUu lay on my bed n flip here n dere..

Tuesday.. [5/9]

Today ish e last paper fErr September!!
Tt ish SS paper n Chinese LC..
Mornin we had Chniese LC..
Duno y e LC muz wait so long..
Listened tUu e song until I wanna fell asleep le!!
I reali duno how should I say abt e LC..
Al e ans r oso veri close ..
Duno I got it correct not..
Oso wanna wish tt my Chinese LC can get good results!!

After tt quite alot of ppl went tUu AMK Mac tUu study SS..
Cuz later at 2pm we were goin tUu hav SS paper..
Haiiz.. I cnt even go in anything..
Onli alittle..
Den ended up goin back tUu skol at ard 12:30pm..
Went back skol n studied ish e best 1..

SS paper ish juz so sux!!
Reali duno how tUu do!!
I juz anyhow write crap!! Duno wat e questions r askin!!
E SEQ nv cum out Chap 3!! Wtf sia!!
I studied so hard den nv cum out!!
At last I ended up doin e Healthcare!!
Reali duno how tUu do!!
Prelim ish much more eariler den 'N' Level sia!!
Anyway.. I oso wanna wish tt it wil giv mii a reasonable marks..

After SS paper..
Julia, QinMei n Mii went tUu Hougang Mall LJS n eat..
I was so fad up until my stomach hungry!!
This few days every 1hr I'll eat something..
Duno y lyk tt? My stomach say tt it ish hungry so I juz go tUu eat..
After eatin we went tUu take neoprint.. Lol..
E neoprint has unlimited time.. Cuz dere r nobody usin it..
So we juz happily sat dere n p;ay n play..
Total spent 1hr decoratin it!! Lol..
Reached home was abt 8:25pm..

Mum scoldin mii again!!
Reali duno y this few days always gt scolded by ppl 1!!
My mum, my sister, my frenz..
Duno y dey fa xie nid tUu fa at mii?
Wth sia!! I had enough le!!
So fad up!!

Today.. [6/9]

Here it ish..
Woke up eariler in e mornin!!
Whole family went tUu go passport!! Lol..
Waited fErr so long..
Spent abt 4hrs waitin fErr our turn..
Den at abt 11:45am reached home..
After tt I went out..
Wif zj tUu watch Monster House at J8..

Went tUu explore Bishan Library..
Wow.. E enviroment is so nice!! Haha..
Everything ish new.. Even e storybokks!!
I c already n wanna borrow le..
At last I ended up borrowin 2 chinese storybooks!!

After tt went watch movie le..
E movie not bad lah!! Lol..
Quite funny.. Haha..
Alot of children r watchin too!! Lol..
I dun reali noe wats e movie ish tokin abt.. Lol..
Quite blur but its nice!!

After tt we went tUu take neoprint.. Lol..
Got a new machine.. I duno how tUu ues but I stil go n try..
At last ended up nt reali nice..
But I oso learn how tUu use e machine le..
Yeah!! Haha..

Reached home was abt 5:45pm..

Feel so tired now..

Wanna change blogskins but cnt find any nice 1.. Lol..

Now let mii go check out more blogskins ba..

Mayb changin n mayb not..

I did not ``regret loving you.. @ 10:06:00 PM




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