~ A Little Hugg Fr0m EuU Would Keep Mii Happy FeRr The WHOLE Day.. XD ~


^v^ WelcOm3 ^v^




You dOn't hav3 tu be perf3ct fer mii..
Because I'm not perf3ct enOugh fer yOu..
I knOw that this fairytale will last lOng..
And fOr3v3r..
I did nOt regr3t knOwing yOu in the first place..
You walk3d intO my lif3,
And gav3 mii the happin3ss I want3d..
WithOut yOu,
my lif3 wOuld be incOmplet3..
You gav3 m3 ev3rything I want3d..


I'm in lOve with yOu befOr3 I met yOu..
It seems lik3 I saw yOu in my dr3ams..
When I finally saw yOu,
it seems that I'm waiting fOr my whOl3 lif3..
I kn3w that yOu're mOre than I want3d..
That is why I lOv3 yOu..



I just want a little hug frOm yOu..
And I wOuld be happy fOr the rest of the day..
Loving yOu is on3 of the great3st thing I ev3r had in my lif3..
I lOve yOu.. ^v^v


MII LOV3 YOU = YOU LOV3 MII XD ~L.O.V.3~


Wednesday, April 23, 2008 Y


I have to go off as soon as possible..
I just come in to make updates to my blog..
Im busy till I have no time to update my blog and my personal dairy..
I really wish I can be not so stress at the moment now..
Im really feeling not in the good position liao..
Projects come and come and come..
I think I have complain too much liao..
Its time for me to stop now and go to sleep as soon as possible..
Im going to be crzy soon if this going to continue..
I will have lots of crap to say..
And by that time, people will really cant stand all the crap liao..
No one will want to listen to the crap Im talking about..
Because its just so lame and cold.. Lol..

I did not ``regret loving you.. @ 11:03:00 PM




Tuesday, April 22, 2008 Y


Now Im studying and I can even blog now.. lol..
So damn boring now..
I really feel really very piss with everything that happen to me now..
Everything just don't went smoothly for me since the starting of the school..
Project works are coming in as the day goes on..
My laptop spoil AGAIN!!
Can anyone believe that mt XP window spoil within less then 1 week of repairing..
I really feel very down and not in the mood to do anything..
Now having CADD lesson..
About drawing 2D and 3D figures..
My lappy spoil so I cant use my own lappy to do the tutorial..
Later after lessons I have to go down to T14 and repair my lappy all over again!!
This time round I will remember to ask why my lappy keep on spoil!!
Really not in a good state if my lappy keep on spoiling..


Im going to go home damn late again!!
I will miss my TV progammes and I will have lesser time to do my projects..
Im really very very very stress now..
Ending my lessons at 5pm..



Everything happen to me in just 1+weeks time..
How am I going to cope with all this things alone myself..
Im not a person who will be able to stand all the trouble by myself..
I need help and encouragement..
Who can give me that..
I really don't know..

I did not ``regret loving you.. @ 2:59:00 PM




Saturday, April 19, 2008 Y


To myself: Yesterday is dead, tomorrow hasn't arrived yet..
I have just one day, today, and I'm going to be happy with it..


Im really very tired and bored..
Really not in the mod to anything now..
Im still in my holiday mood..
Haven't recovered to study mood yet..

Its just such a long holiday and Im already get used to it..
I can't change the mood just in a few days time..
1st week of school had passed..
2nd week going to start in less than 2 days time..
I really feel so scared about the course I study..
I can't fail any modules or else I will have to stay back for 1 year.. [ Is it?]
I really very scared about the modules on constructions..
Some more I don't know when my study mood will come back..


Yesterday went back secondary school..
I really miss the days that I study in secondary..
The time that we all have fun and the time we suffered together during exams period..
All this time I will never ever forget about it..
5 years in secondary will not be forgotten so easily..
Last time when Im in secondary, I really wish I can get out of that school as soon as possible..
But now I wish I can stay inside the school for a longer time, no matter how strict the school rules are..
No matter how long I have to wear the school uniform..
I rather wear school uniform then home clothes..
Everyday have to worry about what to wear for the next day..
Can't wear this and can't wear that..


Although life in poly is much more freedom than life in secondary but I still prefer to be in secondary..
1st: Secondary we have a stable classroom while in poly there is none..
I can't even sleep or stay in class during break time..
I have to walk around the school and do nothing(?)..
And get lost in the campus too.. Haha..
I still not familiar with the school environment..
Every buildings seem to be the same to me..
Luckily there's building numbers for me to identify it..


Hmm.. I have nothing to say now..
I have to go liao..
Today spend the whole day using laptop..
Father going to scold soon..
Im really feel damn moodless now..



Lame Jokes to entertain me:
Question: Why do the boy eats his home work?
Answer: Because his teacher say it was a piece of cake.. (-.-"')

I did not ``regret loving you.. @ 9:59:00 PM




Wednesday, April 16, 2008 Y


Im really want to kill people liao!!
I type two times of my new entries and it fail!!
Everytime I want to post it just went off!!

I really going crazy soon!!
Really very very very soon..
My lappy or my main computer are all siao siao de!!
Keep on connecting and disconnect...
I have enough le..
This week I really have no luck..



LUCK WHERE ARE YOU!!??

I did not ``regret loving you.. @ 10:48:00 PM




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My MSN spoil liao!!
Keep on going off and online..
Argh.. I going to become siao liao..
I can't see people online or offline..
I also can't add people.. Haiiz..
Really damn not my luck this few days..
Where is my luck luck now?
I have to find it back..


I want my MSN back..
Without MSN I can't survive sia..

I did not ``regret loving you.. @ 8:24:00 PM




Tuesday, April 15, 2008 Y


2nd day of school..
Im late for lessons today!!
1st time late for school!!
I really don't know what the hell is happening to me..
I know that I should go early to school but I still go out at 6.30am..
I should go out at 6.10am...
I really don't know why Im so blur..

On the way to bus stop, I already know that Im going to be late..
But I have no sense..
I just continue walking and not changing direction to take MRT!!
Somemore today still have heavy traffic jam..
Jam till very badly..
Im late for half an hour!!
Really very very late!!
Luckily the teacher never scold me.. Haha..



Today lessons okie lah..
Not so bad..
Im quite enjoy myself for today..
Nothing really much happen..
We end early for today..


I go repair my lappy..
And my lappy okie liao..
But wish it won't spoil again..



Im damn tired now..
Going sleep liao..

I did not ``regret loving you.. @ 10:27:00 PM




Monday, April 14, 2008 Y


Today 1st day of school..
Im speechless..
Really don't know what happen to me..
Why I choose this course?
Why I never appeal to NYP business courses or TP business courses?
I really regret alot..
Why I don't listen to my parents and cousins?
They will say I will regret.. Really I did regret..


Wondering why this course so many girls studying?
Does this course suits girls?
I don't think so sia..
I think this course suits guys more than girls..
All about construction..


Went to repair my lappy..
End up too many people waiting so I just have to go home and book online..
Tomorrow another tiring day..
I miss my TV programme by 15minutes today..
Reach home damn late..
I think I can don't bother about watching TV programme for tomorrow liao..
Why my lappy keep on getting spoil de...
This is my 2nd time liao!!


Tomorrow, 8hrs of lessons, 1hour of break..
Start lesson at 8am!!
Damn so early..

I did not ``regret loving you.. @ 8:36:00 PM




Sunday, April 13, 2008 Y


Tomorrow is my 1st day of school..
I am waiting forward for the 'excitement' to come..
I am damn so scare about tomorrow..
Start school at 10am and end at 5pm..
1st day of school de lessons are so long..
I have to sleep le..
Tomorrow still have to wake up early although I start lesson quite late..
Im moodless now..
Wish everything will be fine tomorrow..
Laptop going to repair again.. ='[

I did not ``regret loving you.. @ 10:57:00 PM




Thursday, April 10, 2008 Y


Today is 4th day of orientation..
Flag day for the whole SP freshmen..
This is such a 'wonderful' flag day for me in my whole life..
I have never experience such a 'nice' flag day..


Wake up early in the morning..
I want to sleep more..
Im just so damn de tired..
Reach CCK at 8.10am..
There are already damn lots of SP students reach liao..
All the crowd place area already got students standing there le..
I can't be able to get any money from that place..


So I just walk around the whole CCK..
I just don't know how to describe e feeling..
Its really not nice..
My classmates who come later then me can donate more than I do..
I really don't know what's the reason..
I collect the less amount among my whole class..
I do really feel very disappoint with myself..
Haiiz..
At 1pm, we go KFC and have our lunch..


We went back SP after our lunch..
Actually tonight SP have party for the freshmen..
But most of our class de people never go..
4 stay back and decide whether going or not..
Our tecaher don't allow us to go back after flag day..
We stay back and count money..
Im really the lowest among everyone..
Highest is $100++..


At 4+pm, tecaher bring us to KTV room and the seniors asked us to go to register the party in the night..
So we use this chance to went home.. Haha..
Don't what our teacher will say when he know we never go.. Lol..
Reach home, my both legs really ache..
Now really very tired..



Luckily tomorrow there's no orientation..
Or else I really will faint liao..
Tomorrow I will soend the whole day sleeping..
My last day of full time weekday holiday..
Next week starts lessons le..
It just seem so scary..
Wondering how's life of 1st year students..



Today is really a day for emo-ing.. =.=

I did not ``regret loving you.. @ 9:35:00 PM




Wednesday, April 09, 2008 Y


Today is the 3rd day of orientation..
Hmm.. The programmes are just what I predicted..
But not bad lah..
Its quite fun..

Finally I can get closer to my class..
But I think that Im really too many nonsense liao..
Don't know how to say.. Lol..


Damn so tired..
Keep on running around the school..
Sweat like hell..
I think tomorrow my legs going to ache ba..
End up we got 2nd prize!!
Wahaha..
Soeul Garden $100 voucher..
But if divide the whole class not alot lah.. Lol..
But what we care is the spirit we have and the fun we have..
We did really enjoy ourselves today..


Tomorrow is the last day of Orientation..
Yeah!! Im so happy..
Because Im really feel so damn tired this 3 days!!
Everyday wake up so early..
Next week lessons start liao!!
Don't know what will happen..


Okie.. Have to end here..
My eyes going to close soon..
I have to sleep and tomoorw is Flag Day..
At CCK.. Damn far from my house!!
Need to reach as early as possible..
Haiiz..
Tomorrow another long day..
Somemore there's party in the evening..


Yawn~~ (-o-,)

I did not ``regret loving you.. @ 9:49:00 PM




Tuesday, April 08, 2008 Y


2nd day of Orientation..
I was damn damn so tired for the whole day..
I listen to the lecturers talk till I fell asleep..
Really damn so tired..


Spend 3hrs listen to talks and see performance..
Really just feel like going home at that time!!
Its like useless sitting there..
At 12noon we have our lunch..
Buffet lunch.. Foods: okie.. Lol..


After lunch we go into the theater and listen to talks again..
At that moment, I feel quite piss sia..
The talks so boring..
My eyes really shutting down..
But I can't sleep there, lecturers can spot me..
After that they talks about tomorrow schedule..
We have tea break in between..
Zhijen finish damn early!!
She 2+pm can go home liao!!
We still have to wait till 5pm..


After tea break, we have to play treasure hunt..
This is the time we have to be in class..
So we get into class..
Finally I have then chance to mixed with them liao..
6 ppl never come today..
So only 13 of us playing..
We can cooperate quite well.. Heh..
We never win anything but we know each other liao..
We sit down and self intro ourselves..
After everything, we can go home liao!!
Finally!! I can go home..
I'm really really very very tired at that moment..



Im having headache sia!!
Really very pain..
My head seem like cracking soon..
I have to sleep early today to gain back my energy for tomorrow..
Tomorrow games!! Lol..
Wondering how is it going to be..
Wish it's going to be fun..



I have to go sleep liao..
Really very tired..
Eyes closing soon..
0.0 >> =.= >> -.-

I did not ``regret loving you.. @ 9:46:00 AM




Monday, April 07, 2008 Y


My first day of Orientation..
I duno how can I describe..
Just like that lor..
I feel quite boring..
My class only have 19 students..
Im in the 9th position..
Why not 6th or 16th?
Never mind..
If I turn 9 around then it will become 6..
Heh.. Smart ba.. =]


Tomorrow another tiring day for me..
Im very very tired and want to sleep for today Orientation..
Last night slept at 1+am..
Suddenly want me to sleep early I can't make it.. Lol..
I have to go now..
Have to update my personal dairy, long time never update liao..

I did not ``regret loving you.. @ 10:34:00 PM




Sunday, April 06, 2008 Y


Now only left less than 12hours to go..
Less than 10 hours to go..
Why school starts so fast?


Tomorrow still have to wake up early in the morning..
I still have to walk a long distance to the bus stop..
Some more early in the morning the place that I have to walk is like so wu lu.. Lol..
Have to reach school tomorrow at 8.30am sharp..
Is like..... Damn early.. Lol..
Going to school to have notebook lesson.. Lol..
Wondering what will they teach..


Something bad happen just now..
I broke my drinking glass just a few minutes ago..
My favorite glass had broke liao..
I had broke 2 of my favorite drinking glass by today..
The 2nd glass I only use it for around half a month and it broke liao..


Nothing will happen tomorrow ba..
Wish everything will be fine..
Haiiz.. I haven't really enjoy my holiday..
I want my holiday..


This 3days I have been working..
What Im work as?
I stay home and help to put flyer inside the other flyer..
I just earn so little money..
Lol.. 1k is less than $5..


Its time for me to go..
I have to finish watching my youtube..
Some more I still have to charge my laptop battery..


Lets see how I will do tomorrow ba..
Scary~~.. Lol..

I did not ``regret loving you.. @ 9:27:00 PM




Thursday, April 03, 2008 Y


I learn this sentence today..
"You can give without loving but you cannot love without giving."
Its just so meaningful..


Today, Im quite sick..
This few days always slept at around 2+am..
Every morning wake up at around 1+pm..
Today morning woke up and Im having flu..


Im in a confuse mood recently..
Since that day onwards, I don't even feel everything that happen around me is true..
It just seem like an illusion to me..
I really wish it will stay that way forever..
"I am me and me is just right." You told me that..


Tomorrow actually going to help Ms Lee takes her students to China Town for school outing..
But Im not feeling well and some more Im in quite a worst mood..
In a worst mood cause I only left 3-4 days to enjoy my life le..
I really don't want school to start so early..
To say the truth, I haven't really enjoy my holiday..
My holiday have just started..
I really feel down..
Really really very down..
If I still have 1 month more of holiday for me, I will feel happy..
That's really enough for me le..



Left 1 last week day for me..
What I can do?

I did not ``regret loving you.. @ 10:43:00 PM




Wednesday, April 02, 2008 Y


Go back Anderson SS to take my 'O' level cert..
Im late for the meeting time due to I woke up late in the morning..
This is the 1st time I sleep so peacefully.. Haha..
Actually, we meet 12.30pm outside school bus stop but we changed the time..

Im fast..
So rush to meet Julia 1st..
Zhijen reached later then me..


Went to collect our cert at General Office..
Haiiz. The results make me sian..
After that we went to canteen to have our lunch..
I miss the noodles..
The price increase so much..
I aready prepare $1.20 to give auntie and end up auntie say its $1.60..
OMG!! Its just so surprising..
Auntie say that its large bowl but I don't think so leh..
It seem to be the same as small bowl..
Small bowl just cost $1.30.. The price increase by $0.10..
Went to see our favorite canteen auntie..
Auntie:" You have become fairer."
Do I really look fairer? I don't think so leh..
Auntie said to Julia " You look darker."
Auntie to ZhiJen " You still look the same.." Lol..


Rauf come to find us.. Its fun chatting with him..
After that we followed him to 5/2..
5/1 is still having lesson..
Ms Lee is teaching them Chinese..
Ms Lee saw us and she have that surprise look.. Haha..
Mr Yu is at class 4/1..
He saw us too..


We went to coffee shop and Ms Lee treat us drinks..
We just stay there and chit chat..
Its just so nice chatting with teacher..
We also went to find Mdm Liau and Ms Sharmilah..
But both of them just so busy with their work..
Mdm Liau has to set test papers..
Ms Sharmilah having meeting..
So didn't really have the chance to chat with them..
WeiLeong also go back to school...


At 4+pm, went to MPS to see Chinese Dance..
There are alot of Sec 1.. Not bad..
And the thing I know is, all Sec 2 tu 5 dancing for Speech Day..
Why isit like that..
Last few years it not like this lor!!
Angry..
Wait for dance to finish and we went back..
Today not a bad day lah..
Everything go smoothly..
I never have the chance to watch my Bleach today..
So sad.. Haha..



I have to go liao..
I want to go watch my show.. Heh..

I did not ``regret loving you.. @ 10:18:00 PM




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Argh!!
Is this what I want?
Why whoever I told, they will say that its fake?
Does it really seem to be fake?
Maybe ba..


Why people think that they have no friends but end up they are just so popular..
That kind of people just make me feel so damn... Forget it..
Say aready also no use.. Nothing will change them..
I will always be myself; whoever will always be whoever..
Nothing will make them change unless they did have the heart to change it..


Im really feeling quite worst..
But luckily there's you with me..
You are the one who makes me recover back my smile..


I have got to go to take my shower and dinner le..
Just come back from outside..
Come back later and blog what happen today..
I can say that it's wonderful, I can say that it's amazing..
I have no other words to describe the feeling liao..


Bye bye!!

I did not ``regret loving you.. @ 7:47:00 PM




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