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一切的一切都结束了。
我们的故事就在你爱上另一个人的时候结束的。
你应该不知道，那时的我受了多少痛苦吧。
我好想痛打你一顿，好想臭骂你一顿，可是我就是不知道要怎么下手。
真的对一切的事情感到好失望。
真的好想回到以前没有认识你的日子，那时的时光是最快乐。
可是一切都发生得太迟了，现在的我再也回不到以前的我了。
时间和你改变了我的一切…
如果那天没有遇见你
我一定不会如此迷盲
如果那天没有爱上你
我一定不会如此疯狂
如果那天你没有离开
我一定不会如此忧伤
如果我不在是现在的我
你会不会回来，回到我身旁…
我们的故事就在你爱上另一个人的时候结束的。
你应该不知道，那时的我受了多少痛苦吧。
我好想痛打你一顿，好想臭骂你一顿，可是我就是不知道要怎么下手。
真的对一切的事情感到好失望。
真的好想回到以前没有认识你的日子，那时的时光是最快乐。
可是一切都发生得太迟了，现在的我再也回不到以前的我了。
时间和你改变了我的一切…
如果那天没有遇见你
我一定不会如此迷盲
如果那天没有爱上你
我一定不会如此疯狂
如果那天你没有离开
我一定不会如此忧伤
如果我不在是现在的我
你会不会回来，回到我身旁…
I did not ``regret loving you.. @ 8:10:00 PM
Wednesday, July 16, 2008 Y
Back again~
I have gone through a long journey since Sunday till now..
Monday, I bai ca go school..
Its like so damn weird lah..
Somemore Im late and walk like so damn slow..
The more I walk the worst it is..
Luckily Monday off early..
I can say that its not a good thing to walk around with an injure ankle..
Reach home, unbandage my ankle and it swollen till very jatt latt.. ==..==
Can't walk too much or else really very bad..
So my mum say don't go school for a few days..
I just can't believe this sentence will come out from my mum's mouth.. ~.~"
So Tuesday I didn't go school and today I also never go to school..
My ankle looks much more better..
Its not so swollen le..
But its still pain.. T.T
Today, go to polyclinics and see doctor..
Wanting to go for X-ray..
To check whether got bone fracture not..
But end up that doctor say no need..
Just give me pain killer and ask me to take it for a few days and if its still the same, I will need to go for X-ray..
Somemore Im allergy to drug.. ==__==zzZZ
I got 2days MC..
Hmm.. I still think that its not enough.. Xb
I just don't want to go for the lessons..
Really very boring..
I don't know what the lecturals are talking.. ZzzzZZzzzZ
So I don't know tomorrow Im going school not..
Maybe nope and Friday I have to go le..
Haiiz.. So sian and moodless sia..
Why this year so many things happen to me?
Feel so sad.. T.T
Really don't want anything bad happen to me le..
I have enough for now already..
Just give me a break ba..
I REALLY NEED A BREAK~~!!
Tortoise Bastard:
Im really very sorry if I can't go on Friday..
I really want to go also..
But must see my mum and my ankle le..
If my ankle cooperate with my mum then I will be able to go..
If not I really think that mostly I can't be able to go le.. T.T
If I can't make it then you all go 1st without me ba..
Then maybe we arrange again next week Friday?
By next week Friday i think I can make it le ba..
I have gone through a long journey since Sunday till now..
Monday, I bai ca go school..
Its like so damn weird lah..
Somemore Im late and walk like so damn slow..
The more I walk the worst it is..
Luckily Monday off early..
I can say that its not a good thing to walk around with an injure ankle..
Reach home, unbandage my ankle and it swollen till very jatt latt.. ==..==
Can't walk too much or else really very bad..
So my mum say don't go school for a few days..
I just can't believe this sentence will come out from my mum's mouth.. ~.~"
So Tuesday I didn't go school and today I also never go to school..
My ankle looks much more better..
Its not so swollen le..
But its still pain.. T.T
Today, go to polyclinics and see doctor..
Wanting to go for X-ray..
To check whether got bone fracture not..
But end up that doctor say no need..
Just give me pain killer and ask me to take it for a few days and if its still the same, I will need to go for X-ray..
Somemore Im allergy to drug.. ==__==zzZZ
I got 2days MC..
Hmm.. I still think that its not enough.. Xb
I just don't want to go for the lessons..
Really very boring..
I don't know what the lecturals are talking.. ZzzzZZzzzZ
So I don't know tomorrow Im going school not..
Maybe nope and Friday I have to go le..
Haiiz.. So sian and moodless sia..
Why this year so many things happen to me?
Feel so sad.. T.T
Really don't want anything bad happen to me le..
I have enough for now already..
Just give me a break ba..
I REALLY NEED A BREAK~~!!
Tortoise Bastard:
Im really very sorry if I can't go on Friday..
I really want to go also..
But must see my mum and my ankle le..
If my ankle cooperate with my mum then I will be able to go..
If not I really think that mostly I can't be able to go le.. T.T
If I can't make it then you all go 1st without me ba..
Then maybe we arrange again next week Friday?
By next week Friday i think I can make it le ba..
I did not ``regret loving you.. @ 4:20:00 PM
Sunday, July 13, 2008 Y
Haven't been coming in since Tuesday till now..
This whole week seem to be a bad luck week for me..
Everything never go smoothly for me..
Monday: hurt me..
Tuesday: late for school, took taxi again.. =.=''
Chiong my LAW retest assigment till 2+am..
Wednesday: Having retest and i never even study.. =.=''
Went for afternoon lessons only..
Thursday: Morning stomach ache.. Late for lesson..
Somemore having presentation for the 1st lesson..
Friday: In the night, going out for dinner..
I sprain my ankle.. After 1 +years I sprain my ankle again.. =.=''
This time really damn pain sia.. I can't even walk..
Went to see doctor and.... Haiiz.. Worst than the last time.. =__=
Saturday: I don't know what Im doing.. Just only know that ankle damn pain..
Sunday: Go to see do see doctor my own self.. T.T
Thats all.. Ihave nothing to comment about le..
Im so damn disappointed and moodless..
Why so many things happen to me this year?
I want a peaceful life..
I really have a damn f***ing life..
Just don't know what people want from me..
Really just don't know..
Diasppointed with everything!!!
This whole week seem to be a bad luck week for me..
Everything never go smoothly for me..
Monday: hurt me..
Tuesday: late for school, took taxi again.. =.=''
Chiong my LAW retest assigment till 2+am..
Wednesday: Having retest and i never even study.. =.=''
Went for afternoon lessons only..
Thursday: Morning stomach ache.. Late for lesson..
Somemore having presentation for the 1st lesson..
Friday: In the night, going out for dinner..
I sprain my ankle.. After 1 +years I sprain my ankle again.. =.=''
This time really damn pain sia.. I can't even walk..
Went to see doctor and.... Haiiz.. Worst than the last time.. =__=
Saturday: I don't know what Im doing.. Just only know that ankle damn pain..
Sunday: Go to see do see doctor my own self.. T.T
Thats all.. Ihave nothing to comment about le..
Im so damn disappointed and moodless..
Why so many things happen to me this year?
I want a peaceful life..
I really have a damn f***ing life..
Just don't know what people want from me..
Really just don't know..
Diasppointed with everything!!!
I did not ``regret loving you.. @ 10:04:00 PM
Monday, July 07, 2008 Y
I think that its time for me to stop communicate with you le..
Really its time to stop..
Lets not bother each other anymore..
You go enjoy your own world and I go enjoy my own world..
Both of us just can't get into each other world and its time to put everything to an end for now..
Just don't bother about me anymore and don't ever disturb my life le..
I really have enough for now..
I can't stand all the rubbishes I have now..
My heart is not so big to occupy all those rubbishes..
I really feel so damn farking piss and sad now..
I really don't know why my life just so messy..
Really damn so farking messy..
I want to get out of singapore and go some other country that no one knows me de..
And I can find my new life there...
A life with no one bother me.. =.=''
I really have nothing to write now..
Not in the mood to write anything..
Im really damn so moodless now..
Want to cry but just cant cry..
Really wish that I can cry out and feel better..
Just don't get what you want and wth you doing also.. =.=''
Im just so freaking sick now...
I want to go back to the past..
Tortoise Bastard...
We go East Coast Park ba..
Lets go and shout out our heart!!!
Comfirm with me ASAP ba..
Really its time to stop..
Lets not bother each other anymore..
You go enjoy your own world and I go enjoy my own world..
Both of us just can't get into each other world and its time to put everything to an end for now..
Just don't bother about me anymore and don't ever disturb my life le..
I really have enough for now..
I can't stand all the rubbishes I have now..
My heart is not so big to occupy all those rubbishes..
I really feel so damn farking piss and sad now..
I really don't know why my life just so messy..
Really damn so farking messy..
I want to get out of singapore and go some other country that no one knows me de..
And I can find my new life there...
A life with no one bother me.. =.=''
I really have nothing to write now..
Not in the mood to write anything..
Im really damn so moodless now..
Want to cry but just cant cry..
Really wish that I can cry out and feel better..
Just don't get what you want and wth you doing also.. =.=''
Im just so freaking sick now...
I want to go back to the past..
Tortoise Bastard...
We go East Coast Park ba..
Lets go and shout out our heart!!!
Comfirm with me ASAP ba..
I did not ``regret loving you.. @ 9:44:00 PM
Sunday, July 06, 2008 Y
What a nice weekends I have..
Everything just so damn moodless..
I really don't know what the hell is going on in this world..
Its getting from bad to worst..
What I really urge for now is a peaceful life...
PEACE is what I really want now..
Im sick of my life now..
Everyday doing the same things and going throught all the same things..
Really damn so sick of it liao..
I want to get out of Singapore and go to some where that no one knows me..
I can start my new life there and know new friends..
Singapore really leave me alot of miserable memories..
Everywhere I pass by, I will recall a sad memory..
Memory of you & me and also some other things..
Everytime, I look at my past messages...
It will really hurts me alot..
Everything just seem to have passed for a long time..
Althought it just passed for around 3weeks[?].. (I don't really remember le.. =.= That's why I say it seem to have passed for a long time le..)
I really wish I can be able to go back to the past...
But it's impossible for me and you to get back to the past..
Now we didn't really talk to each other and we seem so far apart..
You also didn't sms me nor msn me..
It really seem weird...
I also can't do anything to it..
Wondering how you feel towards me now and wondering how you doing now..
All this while I have been thinking about all this, have been useless ba..
I have been thinking too much..
Alot of people say that you did ask for my answer but I rejected you..
Is it true?
I really want to know the answer from you..
You did ask for my answer is it?
To say the truth, I really don't know about it..
If I did know, I will give you an answer..
That answer has been keeping inside my heart for a long time le..
But I think you didn't even know about it ba..
Everything just so damn moodless..
I really don't know what the hell is going on in this world..
Its getting from bad to worst..
What I really urge for now is a peaceful life...
PEACE is what I really want now..
Im sick of my life now..
Everyday doing the same things and going throught all the same things..
Really damn so sick of it liao..
I want to get out of Singapore and go to some where that no one knows me..
I can start my new life there and know new friends..
Singapore really leave me alot of miserable memories..
Everywhere I pass by, I will recall a sad memory..
Memory of you & me and also some other things..
Everytime, I look at my past messages...
It will really hurts me alot..
Everything just seem to have passed for a long time..
Althought it just passed for around 3weeks[?].. (I don't really remember le.. =.= That's why I say it seem to have passed for a long time le..)
I really wish I can be able to go back to the past...
But it's impossible for me and you to get back to the past..
Now we didn't really talk to each other and we seem so far apart..
You also didn't sms me nor msn me..
It really seem weird...
I also can't do anything to it..
Wondering how you feel towards me now and wondering how you doing now..
All this while I have been thinking about all this, have been useless ba..
I have been thinking too much..
Alot of people say that you did ask for my answer but I rejected you..
Is it true?
I really want to know the answer from you..
You did ask for my answer is it?
To say the truth, I really don't know about it..
If I did know, I will give you an answer..
That answer has been keeping inside my heart for a long time le..
But I think you didn't even know about it ba..
I did not ``regret loving you.. @ 9:53:00 PM
Saturday, July 05, 2008 Y
Am I in the wrong?
Just don't understand a single thing at all..
Everything that happen in my life..
What is life and why should I bother tu stay in the world?
People say that I stil have a long way to go but...
Is it?
Yes.. I know that Im still young and there's a long way for me to go..
But... Do you all think that I can continue my life like this?
People ask me to become strong..
Yes, I will do it..
But its not an easy task..
I have to overcome alot of things..
Overcome all the nonsense I have and overcome all the difficuilties I have, etc..
I really wish I can lead my life easily..
Really envy of some people life..
Just wish that I can lead their life..
Maybe I can lead their life in my dreams ba..
Forever stay in my dream will be better..
Just stay in my lala land ba..
Or my emo land.. It will be better..
No one that I don't want to see will not be there..
I just lead my life as what I want..
Just don't understand a single thing at all..
Everything that happen in my life..
What is life and why should I bother tu stay in the world?
People say that I stil have a long way to go but...
Is it?
Yes.. I know that Im still young and there's a long way for me to go..
But... Do you all think that I can continue my life like this?
People ask me to become strong..
Yes, I will do it..
But its not an easy task..
I have to overcome alot of things..
Overcome all the nonsense I have and overcome all the difficuilties I have, etc..
I really wish I can lead my life easily..
Really envy of some people life..
Just wish that I can lead their life..
Maybe I can lead their life in my dreams ba..
Forever stay in my dream will be better..
Just stay in my lala land ba..
Or my emo land.. It will be better..
No one that I don't want to see will not be there..
I just lead my life as what I want..
I did not ``regret loving you.. @ 6:06:00 PM
Thursday, July 03, 2008 Y
现在的我像是刚被一位陌生人给买下来的拼图一样。
还被关在盒子里，看不到那位买下我的主人的样貌，也听不到他的声音，一切都得靠我自己来想象。
主人每一天都会很用心的把我一片一片的拼起来。
主人的细心；主人的用心；主人的耐心，都感动了我。
慢慢的我对他动了心。
我就在你的面前，你却没有发现到我对你的感觉。
我就在等你把我给拼完，可是你却停留在这儿，没有再继续拼下去了。
为什么你会停留在这儿呢？
把我一个人留在这儿，你该叫我如何继续下去？
你可以告诉我你的答案吗？
你是否继续把我给拼完，还是，把我给拆散，然后放回盒子里，让我回到原点吧…
不要一直继续把我摆在那儿，让我不知所错。
你可以看到在我的身上已经有很多“灰尘”，我不能再这样下去了，要不然，我真的再也不会相信任何一个主人了。
你或我，其中一个人现在该做个了断了…
不然一切都会变得太迟了。
趁现在放手吧，不要等到时间成熟时才放开，到那时后，你会受到伤害的…
还被关在盒子里，看不到那位买下我的主人的样貌，也听不到他的声音，一切都得靠我自己来想象。
主人每一天都会很用心的把我一片一片的拼起来。
主人的细心；主人的用心；主人的耐心，都感动了我。
慢慢的我对他动了心。
我就在你的面前，你却没有发现到我对你的感觉。
我就在等你把我给拼完，可是你却停留在这儿，没有再继续拼下去了。
为什么你会停留在这儿呢？
把我一个人留在这儿，你该叫我如何继续下去？
你可以告诉我你的答案吗？
你是否继续把我给拼完，还是，把我给拆散，然后放回盒子里，让我回到原点吧…
不要一直继续把我摆在那儿，让我不知所错。
你可以看到在我的身上已经有很多“灰尘”，我不能再这样下去了，要不然，我真的再也不会相信任何一个主人了。
你或我，其中一个人现在该做个了断了…
不然一切都会变得太迟了。
趁现在放手吧，不要等到时间成熟时才放开，到那时后，你会受到伤害的…
I did not ``regret loving you.. @ 6:35:00 PM
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当太阳升起时
当月亮出现时
我都期待着你的简讯
当心情底落时
当眼泪流下时
我都期待着你的温暖
在眼睛睁开后
在眼睛闭上前
我都期待着你的身影
在你挂电话前
在我挂电话前
我都期待着你的一句“亲爱的，好好的照顾自己”
当你离开我时
当我离开你时
我都期待着你的拥抱
当你跟我出门时
当我跟你出门时
我都期待着我们会一起穿情侣装
这一切的事情会发生在我和你的身上吗？
一切都太过得幻想了。
一直以来都是我在做梦…
一直以来都是我想太多了…
你我之间是没有可能的吗？
一切的一切都像是一场梦……
当月亮出现时
我都期待着你的简讯
当心情底落时
当眼泪流下时
我都期待着你的温暖
在眼睛睁开后
在眼睛闭上前
我都期待着你的身影
在你挂电话前
在我挂电话前
我都期待着你的一句“亲爱的，好好的照顾自己”
当你离开我时
当我离开你时
我都期待着你的拥抱
当你跟我出门时
当我跟你出门时
我都期待着我们会一起穿情侣装
这一切的事情会发生在我和你的身上吗？
一切都太过得幻想了。
一直以来都是我在做梦…
一直以来都是我想太多了…
你我之间是没有可能的吗？
一切的一切都像是一场梦……
I did not ``regret loving you.. @ 5:36:00 PM
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