~ A Little Hugg Fr0m EuU Would Keep Mii Happy FeRr The WHOLE Day.. XD ~


^v^ WelcOm3 ^v^




You dOn't hav3 tu be perf3ct fer mii..
Because I'm not perf3ct enOugh fer yOu..
I knOw that this fairytale will last lOng..
And fOr3v3r..
I did nOt regr3t knOwing yOu in the first place..
You walk3d intO my lif3,
And gav3 mii the happin3ss I want3d..
WithOut yOu,
my lif3 wOuld be incOmplet3..
You gav3 m3 ev3rything I want3d..


I'm in lOve with yOu befOr3 I met yOu..
It seems lik3 I saw yOu in my dr3ams..
When I finally saw yOu,
it seems that I'm waiting fOr my whOl3 lif3..
I kn3w that yOu're mOre than I want3d..
That is why I lOv3 yOu..



I just want a little hug frOm yOu..
And I wOuld be happy fOr the rest of the day..
Loving yOu is on3 of the great3st thing I ev3r had in my lif3..
I lOve yOu.. ^v^v


MII LOV3 YOU = YOU LOV3 MII XD ~L.O.V.3~


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This message below is what I want to tell you..
But I don't know will you view my blog and will you know what I mean..
I just type it out what I feel and thats all..


我们已然还是陌生人。
我们俩只是擦间而过。
我们所发生的一切就像是在拍一场梦幻的电影一样的不真实。
我到底要到什么时候才能把一切的不真实给抛开呢？
然后回到原点呢？
一切都不容易啊…！

近来的你就像是变了另一个人似的，对我的态度不一样了。
你再也没有像一前一样的问候我，
关心我，
你现在对我的太度好冷漠噢～

到底是为了什么你才这样的对待我呢？
你知不知道我一直在寻找一个会关心，了解我内心，还有让我开心的人呢？
那个人就在我的附近，可是我就是走不过去，对他开口。
如果我真的对他开口，那一切会变得怎么样呢？
如果我们没有相遇，如果我们没有认识彼此，我们就不会有现在的今天了。
我也不会落到今天的地步。
一切都太晚了，我们也不可能把时间给倒回以前。
所以就只好顺其之然了。
受到伤害的人最终还是我…

I did not ``regret loving you.. @ 3:53:00 PM




Thursday, June 26, 2008 Y


I lazy to blog today..
So just wait till next time ba..
Im so sian..
Not in the mood to blog also.. LOL..
Tomorrow is FRIDAY!! Yeah!!
So happy... But... Also sian... =.='''

I did not ``regret loving you.. @ 10:05:00 PM




Wednesday, June 25, 2008 Y


Today, its already very late by now le..
I have to go now..
Let me come in again tomorrow ba..
I have lots of things to say and Im really feeling very very moodless..
Reaally feel so lost..
Don't know who can help me liao..
I think Im the only one that can help myself now ba.. =.=''

I did not ``regret loving you.. @ 10:43:00 PM




Tuesday, June 24, 2008 Y


Welcome back to my lost world..
2nd day of school..
Really feel damn so disappointed with myself..
I really don't know what the hell I am doing..
Just getting more lost as the day goes on..

Today, get back CADD paper..
Okie.. I really have to say that I am happy or I am sad..
I am happy because I did pass.. But....
I am sad is because I don't think that I did well for my CADD paper..
I want to have retest but.... People wil say me siao..
Im really feel very disappointed with my paper... T.T
Forget it.. Pass liao so I have nothing to say..
I just feel so damn sad with my LAW paper..
Don't how am I going to continue...

Tomorrow will be taking back 1 or 2 paper(s) ba..
I really don't know what I can say about both that papers...
If I can pass.... Counted damn damn damn so lucky..
Shiyun ar... Don't day-dreamin le lah..
Its not good to day-dreaming..

Today.... Really a sickening day for me..
I really really really really don't know what happen to me..
Make me feel so worst..
The feeling of starting school for the 2nd day only..
It really happen...
I woke up at 4+am in the morning...
And.... I continue to sleep...
Cause its still early for me...
I can't believe that I woke up at 6+am..
I should board the bus at this time le.. But...
Im still at home..


So I just have to spend money again on taxi fare..
Heart ache sia.. $22.70..
Expensive then last time by $2.30.. Zzzz...
Reach school and only saw 3 peoples there..
Im the 4th person who reach the class..
Im so sian.. I can no need to go school so early..
I can take MRT and bus to school..
Start lesson late also.. Sian..


Nothing to write now also..
I also got to go liao..

I did not ``regret loving you.. @ 10:45:00 PM




Monday, June 23, 2008 Y


Today, 1st day of school...
I really don;t know what I do today also..
Go school alos feel lost, go everywhere also feel lost..
Don't know when I will not feel lost sia.. ZzZzZzZzZz...

1st lesson so damn early...
8am, my 1st lesson.. So damn sian sia the 1st lesson..
Just feeling so damn tired..
Yesterday, just can't fall asleep..
I scare that I have nightmare.. =.=''!!
I only able to get 2-3hours of sleep only...

Wake up damn so early and I feel sleepy..
Don't know what to do for the remaining time..
Just wait for the time to pass...
Reached school early also.. Haiiz..
1st day of school everytime reach early de.. =.=zzz

2nd lesson is LAW..
I hate this module.. =..=
Just like history.. =__="!
Must memorise everything..
I hate to memorise!!! My brain just don't like to memorise things!!
Nothing can go in my brain.. I also don't know why..
Got very very bad short term memory also..


We take back our LAW paper..
Its like... Haiiz.. *SPEECHLESS*
I know that I will done very badly and I really done very badly for it.. -..-'''
I know that I like that number but why give me that number in my paper??
I don't want that number, I want a higher number..
At least got my favorite number inside..
I really feel very disappointed and piss off...
I just want to tell some people that..
If you don't want people to know your results, can you also don't be so KPO and see others people results?
Its a manner you know??
People don't even know your marks and why you go and see people's papers??
I really hate this kind of person!!!
I never ask you to take my paper yet and why you so KPO go and take people's paper??
And some more use my paper to cover your paper?
What the hell sia??!!
I never say you already counted very good liao!!
If you do that again....
You will get it from me!! I already very piss with it le..
Everything just so damn f**king hell..
I already have enough le and I really want to drop this course ASAP!!
But my parents... Haiiz.. I don't know lah!!
Just want to get out of this world ASAP too!!
Everything is enough for me le!!!
Im not superwomen, Im just a normal girl..
Same as everyone..

Stupid LAW 'retest' assignment...
How to do sia!!?? So long de case law and some more need to summarise...
6 pages long need to summarise into 200 words only...
How to do it sia??!!
Just kill me ba..
I really have to pass this assignment or else I will fail my LAW term 1 test..

Okie.. I have enough liao..
I don't want to count scolding..
If I want to counted scolding..
I will scold all the bad words out and including the person name I will list out too..
I have nothing more to say le..
Its enough for me now..
Mood less to say anything...
Just want to whack people now!!!
Who can let me whack sia...
I really will be very happy...

I did not ``regret loving you.. @ 8:54:00 PM




Saturday, June 21, 2008 Y


Today another day has passed..
I don't know what things I have done today..
Just feel so damn lost also..
Worst then the past previous days..

I haven't touch my projects, tutorials yet!!
Really want to whack myself..
Feel so damn helpless now..
School going to start in 1+day time..
My nightmare start le..
I have nothing much to say..
Just want to get back to my own self..
I have to fins myself back..
Really really really have to..
Or else I don't how am I going to continue survive liao..
Enough of all my craps and get back to the past ba..


Shiyun, Its time to forgive and forget..
Its time to learn to survive without depending on that person..
Its time to get use to everything..
Its time to start learning..
Its time to get started..
Its time to....
Alot of things to do..
I can't list out everything here..
Just let me remain everything in my heart and mind ba..
JIAYOUS!!! >.<

I did not ``regret loving you.. @ 9:19:00 PM




Friday, June 20, 2008 Y


School going to reopen soon..
I still haven't done all my projects, tutorials..
Really damn so jatt latt..
I really don't know what Im doing also..
Just don't feel like doing and some more the projects my group didn't even discuss with me..
I also don't know what are they doing also..
Time really pass damn fast..
I don't know what I have done during the holidays..


Everyday sleep late and wake up late..
Afte waking up start to game and thats how I spend my holidays..
If never game then I will go out..
I really don't know how I change back to my usual self..
I really don't know who I am now..
Feeling so damn lost..
Still stuck in my lost world.. =__="!!


Finding myself back is not an easy task..
Continuing what Im doing now is an easy task.. -..-"!!
Don't know what I am talking also..
So much craps.. =.=zzZ
I really have to do my tutorials liao..
Or else I really can't finish it by school reopens..
2+ more days to go..
Timetable change again.. zzzz..
I really hate the timetable now..
Let me feel so damn sickening..
The time so weird and long..


I don;t know how am I going to continue in this course..
I really try very hard to like this course Im studying now but I just couldn't like it..
Everytime when I think of going school or having all the tutorials and projects..
I will have nightmare.. A really very bad nightmare..
Just don't want to go school, that's all..
I wondering does anyone know how I feel?
Everyday, Im suffering..
I really really really try very very very very hard to 'fall in love' with this course but I just can't make it..
Its not the course that I like..
I don't want to fail any modules and retain..
I want to pass all my modules and go ahead for the 2nd year..


Argh!! Im so stress and don't know what the hell Im doing also..
Im so confuse and stuck in the middle of my life..
Why must I come to this world?
Im suffering here and no one seem to know how I feel..
Is it true? I really don't know..
Maybe there's someone in the world know how Im feeling ba..


Im lost..............
Really really really lost!!
Who can bring me back to normal world??!!
I will really thanx that person for bringing me back.. >.<

I did not ``regret loving you.. @ 7:58:00 PM




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Finally I change my blog skin liao.. ^^
Wanting to change my blog skin for a long time..
But I could not find any nice and suitable blog skin that suits mt mood now..
Finally I found it!! Im so happy.. Haha..
I got to go liao..
Later then come in for blogging again.. >.<

I did not ``regret loving you.. @ 4:31:00 PM




Tuesday, June 10, 2008 Y


Finally Im back from my lost world..
Don't know how long I have been spending my time in the lost world..
I almost lost in my lost world..
Luckily I found my way out from the maze..
Or else I don't know when will I be coming to blogg liao..
Maybe I will forever wouldn't be coming in le..


My heart is still remain in my lost world..
Haven't fully recover back to the normal world yet..
I still finding a way to get it back..
But it's difficult..
Alot of things happen in my lost world and I really can't believe that this girl is me..
I have change alot when Im in my lost world..
Now back to the normal world and I still haven't get back to my own self yet..
I really wonder when I will fully recover back to my own self and lead a peaceful life..
Life full of craps now and makes me feel so irritated..
I really wish everything can get back to normal..
Im feeling lost and getting worst as each day goes on..

I also don't know what I can do now..
Just coming in and talk some craps.. Lol..
Hmm.. I have nothing to say now..
Haiiz.. Feel so sian and moodless now..
I really don't know what to do now.. =.=''

I did not ``regret loving you.. @ 1:42:00 PM




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