Nonsense Life

2009-03-15T23:47:00.001+08:00

Happy 6th Month Anniversary~!! =D
Half a year have passed..
Been together with Honei for six months long.. XD
Honei, thanx for peii-ing me for the past six months..
Although there are happy and sad memories between us..
All this while, we did make both of our life change..

Today, spend a lot of money again.. =/
What we had for our lunch is... bread with curry.. heh..
Its really a nice meal of bread with curry.. [ People will think that its weird of having bread with curry but it is really nice.. Must really try it.. ]
After that, we went to lan shop to play L4D again.. =X [ Been addicted to it already ]
The nicer part of the day is... we went to watch the movie called "Coming Soon".. lolx..
A horror movie that end our 6th month anniversary.. lol!
Actually preparing to watch "Dragonball" but end up I want to watch "Coming Soon".. =X
The whole movie I can say that, we seem to be the only couple at there cover our eyes almost for the half of the movie.. LOL!
Like to watch horror movie but end up don't dare to watch.. -.-''
People who likes horror movie really can go catch "Coming Soon"..
The movie is really very power.. lolx..

Overall, today is really quite a memorable day for both of us.. hahas..
Long time never eat till so nice de foods and scare myself in cinema.. lol.. -.-
Thanx Honei for the day.. =D
Although its quite spoil in the middle of the day.. =/

2009-03-09T22:46:00.008+08:00

Sadd.. Have been not feeling well for almost 2 weeks plus..

Been coughing and here come the flu past 2 days..

Some more having sun-burn.. =[

Go to see doctor with dear today.. [ Im so 幸福.. LOL! ]
Been waiting for 2 hours plus for seeing a doctor..

Really very long queue.. =/

Been rainin for the whole day today..

Flu and cough just can't get any better.. T_T

I wish I an stop coughing..

Really feeling very unwell..

Yesterday, went to have Japanese Buffet with mycousins and relatives... =D

Although Im sick, but I can't miss sthe Japanese Buffet.. Hehe..

Hmm.. 1st time went to Kuishin-Bo to eat..

I can say that its not bad.. =]

After buffet all went to beach.. lolx..

My flu get worst when Im at the beach.. =/

Yesterday can say that its quite destroy by my fluand cough or else its really an enjoyable day.. =d

2009-03-07T22:21:00.003+08:00

Long time never come blogging..
Has been lazy and busy(?) recently.. lolx..
Just come in today and edit something nice.. =]

Has been wanting to go Wild Wild Wet(WWW) for long and finally I get to go today! =D
Have been forcing dear to bring me go as we have free tickets.. hehe..
Finally he bring me liao.. XD
Go to WWW with dear dear and his friend..
Nice trip to WWW..
Really enjoyed ourselves although it rain heavily in the late afternoon..
Went to have KFC family meal after WWW..
After KFC went to play Left 4 Dead (L4D)..
We really enjoy our life for today..
Spend alot of money also.. =/
Long time never enjoy this kind of life already..
Finally ENJOY it TODAY! XD
Thanx dear for bringing me to WWW eh! =D
Really very happie! XD

Have been addicted to L4D recently..
Keep going lan to chiong the game.. lolx.. =X
L4D is really a very popular zombie game that most of the people are chiong-ing now.. lol..

Really very tired for today..
Lets stop here..
Going sleep soon.. *eyes half close*

1 more week to go~~ =S

2009-02-15T22:00:00.000+08:00

Dear~ Happy 5th month ANNIVERSARY~ XD
Time pass really very fast..
5 months had passed just like that..
All along this few months, happy and sad memories just surrounded me..
Trying to forget about the sad and remember about the happy..
But it seem to fail.. =/
However, I will try hard to forget and forgive.. TRY...

2009-02-14T23:03:00.000+08:00

14TH FEB~ VALENTINE'S DAY~!! =D

Happy happy happy happy VALENTINE'S DAY to DEAR and EVERYONE~!!

Today is the 1st time that I celebrate Valentine's day with dear~ XD

Thanx dear for the presents~ hehe.. I like it alot~

Im quite surprise by the presents~ =X

Anyway, dear although it's quite a spoil day today but at least have a happy ending.. lolx..

I just wish there wouldn't happen again next time.. But I doubt so.. =/

Try to forget about sad things and remember about all the happy memories..

Thanx dear for the bear and rose once again~ =D

2009-01-18T19:24:00.000+08:00

Pizza Hut~!! XD
Go eat Pizza with dear today.. hehe.. >.<
Have been spending alot of money this few days..
Went Tamp to look for my bottom and shoes, end up manage to get a bottom but not shoes..
I have been wanting to eat Pizza for long so dear bring me to Pizza Hut.. =D hahas..
We try the new Chinese New Year Pizza and it's not bad..
Everything is quite worth..

After eating and so on..
Go hunt for my shoes..
Manage to get two shoes.. >.<''
So finally I have finish shopping with my Chinese New Year stuff..
Weee.. XD

Its time to concentrate on my studies already..
End of Year Exams is coming in less than 1 month time..
Really everything is so stress up and cramp up..
Somemore, dear 21st Birthday clash with my exams weeks..
Why?! Really feel damn disappointed.. -.-''

Dear.. Thanx for today again.. =D
害你又花这么多钱.. =X
But you did make me happy.. =]
So its worth it for you ba.. =/

2009-01-17T22:18:00.000+08:00

Today, go shopping at Bugis with dear~ XD
Hmm.. 1st time.. LOL!
Go to buy Chinese New Year clothing.. >.<

I manage to buy 3 tops and 1 bottom.. =/
Spend quite alot of money on it..
But dear spend around the same amount as me on only 1 top and 1 bottom.. -.-
Cause dear dear de clothing are branded de.. LOL! =.=''
Hmm.. Saw couple T-shirt.. lolx..
Really looks very nice and I want to buy it but... never.. lolx..
Maybe during some days I will buy it.. lolx..
I will want dear to wear it on that day, I don't care.. * evil laugh *
[ Am I bad..? Nope Im not.. hahas.. ]

Today is quite a fun day..
You did make me laugh and smile again.. =]
Just wish time will stop at that moment but its.... impossible.. =/
Dear, thanx for everything today..
I have enjoyed myself.. =D
Although we spend alot for today again.. >.<

2009-01-15T22:01:00.003+08:00

HAPPY 4th MONTH ANNIVERSARY! XD

Go to eat Sakae Sushi today.. wahaha.. XD
Finally have the chance to eat Sakae Sushi with dear dear le.. hehe.. >.<''
Although we didn't really eat alot but its worth of everything.. =]
Dear, thanx for treating me Sakae Sushi..
Best present for our anniversary.. =D

2009-01-14T21:28:00.000+08:00

*PROOF* one month pass so fast..
Tomorrow is our 4th month anniversary le..
So fast 4 months have passed..

During this four months, alot of things happen between us..
There are happy memories and sad memories..
I will store all my happy memories in my heart and try to put all those sad memories behind..
Happy memories only happen once and there wouldn't be the same happy memories happen oncce again.
Treasure those times...
Dear, thanx for those days that you make me happy..
Really enjoyed and miss those days that you make me smile.. =D

Treasure my heart and store it save by your side... XD

2009-01-07T22:19:00.001+08:00

Time really pass fast..
2nd week of school going to pass soon..
Haiiz.. Get back my test papers and I really feel damn sad about it..
Really don't know where I have done wrong..
Why I get this kind of results.. T___T
Really don't understand.. =..=''

This few days have been quite a moody days for me..
No mood for everything.. 心不在焉..
I have been stoning in school and at home.. =/
Don't know what is happening around me..
On word to descride me now is, TIRED..

This few days dear has been busy with camp thingy..
As for me, I have been busy with asking him to drink more water and eat his meals.. =/
My throat start to pain again.. haiiz.. Sadd.. =[
Keep on coughing till my throat starts to pain.. -.-"

Tomorrow is the starting of SP Open House and also others Polys Open House..
Im helping out in the open house and I can skip lesson.. >.< hahas..
Wish tomorrow will be a fine day..
Im really very tired and wish nothing bad will happen tomorrow..
I scare that Im going to stone during the open house..
My mood really very worst.. =/

Going sleep now..
Other time then come in and blogg.. =]

2009-01-04T20:35:00.000+08:00

Long time never come blogging already..
2008 had gone and 2009 has come..
So fast 1 year had gone and another new year has come..
I just wish in year 2009, everything will be fine and nothing bad will happen.. =]
A new beginning for me.. XD

Went to countdown with dear dear on 31st Dec 2008.. hahass..
1st time I can go for countdown.. XD
Went to see fireworks.. hehe..
Enjoy myself at that moment..
Really a very unforgettable day for me.. =]
After fireworks, we walked from City Hall to Lavender..
After that we cab home.. >.<
By the time we reached home its already very late, 3++am.. lolx..
Dear, thanx for that day although we met alot of "elbow people".. LOL!

School has reopen for 1 week already..
Hmm, still at holiday mood..
Really don't feel like going school.. =/
But no choice.. Have to go.. =.="

2008-12-23T13:12:00.000+08:00

Sick sick sick.. lolx..
At least Im feeling better for now liao.. =]
Previous day, Im having high fever..
Fever can't even go down..
Fever keep on stay at 38+ degree to 40 degree.. ~.~
Sunday went to see doctor and had an injection.. =/ [ Pain sia! Till now still pain.. ]
After injection really feel no energy and sleepy.. ='[
My whole body feel very 辛苦..
Want to vomit also can't vomit; want to sleep also can't sleep properly.. =/

Monday went to see doctor again..
I can't stand my high fever anymore..
Eat le medicine still the same, fever never even go down..
I got drug allergy somemore.. =/
Doctor say: after eating medicine and my fever never even go down. I have to go hospital liao..
My fever really got so bad.. =[
But luckily, after finish eating medicine, im feeling better..
Fever went down.. heh heh heh.. >.<

Today, fever go down lots le.. =]
But still have flu and cough.. =[
Medicines still have to eat.. =/
Tomorrow Christmas eve and I don't even know I can go out not.. sadd..

Last week Saturday went to Orchard with dear dear.. hahas.. [ 1st time go Orchard walk walk with dear dear.. >.<"]
To bring my cousins back home from Orchard also.. lolx..
Had fun on that day.. heh.. =D

School going to reopen soon.. =/
I haven't even finish doing my homeworks.. =[
Holiday so fast finish le..
I thought holiday just started 2days ago.. =..=
End up 2weeks 1day had already passed..
I totally no mood to do my tutorials... =___="
lalalalala~~
Don't want to type anymore le..
Tired.. Im going to rest le.. heh..

2008-12-15T21:16:00.000+08:00

15 December~~!!
HAPPY 3rd MONTH ANNIVERSARY~!! XD hahass..
Hmm.. So fast 3 months had passed..
Alot of things happen in this 3 months..
There are sour, sweet, bitter and hot [酸甜苦辣].. >.<

I want to wish...
Happy 18th Birthday to Eugene.. hahas..

2008-12-13T21:00:00.001+08:00

1+ days and the day is coming... =] hahas..

Yesterday went for movie marathon...
But never finish watching all the movies... =/
After watching one movie and went off to catch another movie at Golden Village.. >.<>_<"

After watching finish Twilight already quite late le...
So went home le.. heh.. =/
Dear dear and me spend alot of money again... =[
Hmm... Can't spend so much money anymore liao... =/
Anyway, we did enjoy ourselves.. hahas.. [ So can say that it's still worth it..? lolx.. ]

lalalalas.. XD
27 hours to go~~~ XD

2008-12-11T23:15:00.000+08:00

Tuesday, went to St. Joseph's home to do CIP...
Hmm.. Its so far away from my house... =/
Travel so far to to CIP.. heh..
Need to do 7hours de CIP..
We went there do gardening, playing BINGO with the old folks and feeding the old folks dinner..
Its really quite a experience trip there.. heh heh heh... =D
By the time we end everything it is already 5.30pm le..
Do 8hours de CIP eh.. hahas.. >.<
That day really very tired... =/
But its quite fun de.. hahas... =D

Wednesday, go chiong aracade with dear dear eh.. hahas.. XD
We go play House of The Dead 4...
Finally I finish the whole game le... =D
But spend alot of money sia... =/
However, happy can le.. hahas.. >.<
Go have Pepper Lunch for dinner!!! =D
Hmm... Spend quite alot on Wednesday also...
But at least mood come back liao.. hehe... >.<''
Thanx dear for peii-in me and you can'thave the chance tu play dota... =X

Tomorrow... MOVIE MARATHON~~!! hahas.. XD

2008-12-10T23:05:00.000+08:00

HAPPIE HAPPIE HAPPIE~~!! XD
Hmm.. I tomorrow then post about what happen this two days ba...
Now very late le...
Mum want to take my lappy away liao.. =..=

2008-12-08T14:09:00.000+08:00

After long period of stop blogging, here I come again today...
Finally its HOLIDAYS~~~!! hahass!! XD
3weeks of holidays only.. =/
Wish it will be longer but nope.. lolx..
29 December school reopens le... =[
New Year haven't even pass yet.. lolx..

Today come in to blogg about what happened during my 18th birthday.. hahas..
I can say that, my 18th birthday is 酸甜苦辣 [sour, sweet, bitter, hot] lolx..
Why I say so,because my first test paper is on my birthday... T_T
I hate the paper also.. =/
But after the paper, I did enjoy myself although something should not happen, happened.. -.-

Went to have dinner and watch movie with dear dear.. hehe..
We go to watch "CAPE NO. 7" movie.. [海角七号] heh heh heh.. =D
Its a nice movie to watch.. I can guarantee that..
Its a comedy, romance movie..
Its really very funny and also very touching...
It can make me cry, so ya... Touching.. >.<

My birthday present from dear dear ish...... S.H.E 11th ALBUM!!!! XD
hahas.. Im damn happy about it... =D
Its so surprising that dear dear will buy me S.H.E album.. >.<''
Dear, THANX lots!!! 谢谢!! =D
All I can say is, I did enjoy my birthday.. hahas.. [except for the ending.. =( lolx.. ]

Hmm.. That's all for my birthday entry.. hahas..

What I intend to do during my holidays...
I also don't know..
Just feel bored eh... >.<
Don't feel like touching my homeworks yet.. =X
Must really enjoy my this holidays...
Or else its gonna be a waste... =/

2008-12-03T22:48:00.000+08:00

Im really feeling very moody...
No mood at all...
Who can help me..?

I NEED HELP..!! T.T

2008-11-29T19:35:00.000+08:00

Im so tired~~ T.T
Just feel like crying... =__='' [Although crying can't help anything]
Just feel like letting out all my sadness plus stress...
I can't store inside my heart anymore le.. =/

Who will ever know how I feel inside my heart...?
Who will ever know what I want actually..?
Who will ever know what Im thinking..?
Who will ever know.....? [Don't want to continue typing]
Will you understand mii..? 0.o
Im stressed up, moodless, drained and many many more...
Just wish there's no tests on Monday... =/
I will become a different person if there's no tests at all..
I totally never even study till any thing yet...
Im stuck in the middle...
Don't know where to go...
No guide,no encouragement, no nothing... -___-''
Think that I going to be sick soon le... =..=

Less than 2 days to go~~
Disaster will come... =X
Should it be disaster or joyous day for me..?
I really don't want to think of it anymore...

Drop off le...
Wish that I will study later~~
Having bad headache now... T_T
JiayOus le shiyun... [totally no energy liao =.=]

2008-11-24T15:52:00.001+08:00

Finally~~!
Finally I have finish my presentation on my web page..
Im so damn tired now..

Yesterday finish my web page at 1+am.. T.T
Some more I never even finish everything..
Morning woke up late and surprising that I reach school quite early de.. =X
Fell asleep during lesson.. =X
Im really very jatt latt sia..
Don't know what more to say about myself le.. =/

What I can say now is..... "I am tired~!"

2008-11-23T15:34:00.002+08:00

*weeeeee* XD

Yesterday was a joyous day if that something never happened to me.. [letter from SP =.=]
What had happened yesterday can say that its my happiest day for the whole year..?
Its really quite surprised by what happen yesterday.. hehe.. XD

Yesterday, dear dear rewarded me for doing my home works wors.. hahas.. x]
First time eh.. lolx.. [Buy Mac and KFC..]
Dear dear also asked me want to go out for movie not eh.. heh..
First time auto asked me wors.. lolx..

We brought my sister along..
Actually want to watch 'WINX CLUB: THE SECRET OF THE LOST KINGDOM'.. [Cause of my sister..] But there's no tickets for yesterday..
So we went to watch 'Madagascar Escape 2 Africa'.. [We watch before but still went to watch again.. peii my sister.. lol..]
Its quite a late movie..
By the time we finish its already 11+pm..
First time bring my sister out till so late.. lolx.. [Mum did actually nagg at me eh.. =X]

That's what happen yesterday..
Although we spend alot alot of money but it's all worth it ba.. =X [Can say that both of us quite heart pain de.. Cause of the money we spend within this two days..]
But we did enjoy ourselves..
That's the most important thing le.. =D

Today, Im so sian.. lolx..
Stuck with my stupid webpage..
Tomorrow have presentation on the webpage and I really don't know how am I going to do with it..
Quite stress up de.. MST also coming..
Really very cramp up now.. =.=''
Have to tahan for two more weeks and I will be freeeeeee~~.... lolx..
Can't wait for the day to come.. hehex..

Okie Im going to stop typing craps.. =/
Going to do my webpage le.. T.T
Very stress up plus stuck in the middle of the 'air'..
-____-

JIAYOUS~!!

2008-11-21T21:03:00.000+08:00

Go to eat hao chi de with dear dear again.. Hehe.. =]
We go out for dinner today and really did enjoy although it's just less then 2 hours..
Can see that today, both of us are quite tired.. [especially dear ba..]
Hmm.. Today, both of us quite bad luck de.. =.=''
Something happen to him and something happen to me too..
Just keep it as a secret ba.. lolx.. =X

Hmm.. Im so sadd.. T.T
On the day of my birthday, there's a test paper..
And somemore I hate that module alot.. T___T
Why, why must it be like that.. =___=
Somemore Tuesday got paper also..
Monday have paper already enough but Tuesday also have.. -___-
Somemore, Wednesday and Thursday don't even have..
What a nice timetable I have... dotz...
And the last paper is on Friday...
Why can't it be on either Monday, Wednesday and thursday or Tuesday, Wednesday and Thursday..
Haiiz.. Forget it ba...
That's my life eh.. =/

Next week got 2 presentations.. @.@
I haven't even do my webpage... haiiz..
Really feel very sian sia..
I don't know how to do my webpage..
Somemore need presentation..
Hate presentation.. =.=''

Okie okie..
I will stop here le..
Don't want to continue my craps le.. =/

2008-11-17T22:27:00.001+08:00

"Once the trust is broken, it's difficult to gain back the trust again.."

This sentence involves everyone around me..
It's really very difficult to gain someone [who lie to me] trust back again..
I really wish that I can gain trust on you again..
But I don't know how long it going to be..
Maybe for the sake of you, I will try to change ba..
But I still want to be myself..
Im just myself and no one can control me of being myself.. =X

Okie, Im done for today..
Really very sian and totally no mood..
Feel like making myself drunk..
Maybe I will feel better after that.. >.>''

2008-11-16T18:21:00.000+08:00

*yawn* + *drawing circles* + *staring blankly* + *day dreaming* = *ROTTING IN PROCESS*

Im really very bored sia..
I don't even feel like doing anything now..
Just feel like doing some other things but I don't know what I want to do.. =.=''
Have a feeling of getting out of Singapore and go to somewhere that no one knows me..
I need a break now ba..
A break of being alone and enjoy my days.. O.o
Yea..

Im totally cramp with my tutorials, projects and testes and alot of others..
Tomorrow I have IT test and I haven't even study yet..
I forget what I should I study le also.. =.=''
I really feel very mood less and don't want to do anything..
Who can help me sia..
Don't what happen to me again.. =__=

I need to do a website of my own..
Im totally stuck at that and Im a noob in computer.. -.-''
Hate IT.. *sigh*

No mood to continue blogging le..
I stop here liao.. @.@

*Cheer for myself*
JIAYOUS BA SHIYUN!!

2008-11-16T15:48:00.005+08:00

I like this S.H.E MV..
Its very touching.. =]

安靜了...

安靜了

2008-11-15T22:36:00.000+08:00

Happy 2nd month anniversary.. XD

Dear, thanx for buying the rings and necklace as our anniversary presents.. Heh.. =D
Alot of things happen this 2 months but I did really enjoy those happy days that I spend with you.. =]

2008-11-14T22:12:00.001+08:00

Wahahahaha.. XD

Go to watch movie 'The Coffin' with dear dear.. Hahas..
Hmm.. I can say that I don't like horror movie.. =.=''
But The Coffin is quite a nice movie..
Although i cover half or whole of my eyes almost for the movie.. lolx..
Ending is quite touching.. Yepp yepp.. =X

Hmm.. 1st movie we watch together.. XD
Somemore its horror movie.. lolx..
But Im very happy.. Hehehe.. =D
We spent $20++ to scare ourselves.. lolx..
Hmm.. Worth it ba.. >.<''

Really enjoy my day today, although both of us are tired.. [Dear dear more tired than me.. =X]
Dear, thanx for the day..
Im really very happy.. =D

Tomorrow is our 2nd month anniversary.. Heh.. =]

2008-11-12T21:26:00.000+08:00

lalalalalala... XD

*jumping around* lolx..
Dear dear thanx for accompanying your dear dear home.. XD
Im gald about it.. =D
However, you took a cab home.. =.='' [I know you are tired..]
Hmm.. But Im happy about it lah..
So should not complain le.. >.<''

Im so happyyyyy....!!!
Tomorrow there's NO lessons~~~!!!
Wahahaha.. XD
Lalalalalaa.. =]
Finally there's a break in between the week..
Im so tired... =X

MST coming soon..
Feeling sian again..
School just start and MST coming le.. =[
I can't even cope with my modules yet and here MST come.. =/
This week is the 5th week of semester 2 le..
2+ weeks MST coming le...

SOBB.. SOBB..
Why my 18th birthday fall on MST week...? T.T
Saddd sia... =.=''
How Im going to celebrate my birthday with MST going on..? =[

18th birthday...
What will happen neh.. 0.o?
Really wondering.. lolx.. =/

Stop blogging le..
Im very tired plus blur liao..
Today going to sleep early ba..

SUPER TIRED~~!! =X

2008-11-11T23:01:00.000+08:00

I want to wish Esther...
HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY.. =]

Esther don't forget me wors..!! >.<

2008-11-09T15:36:00.000+08:00

The rings and necklaces below are nice.. XD
Its all couple rings and necklaces.. >.<

The ring on the left side is for the girls and the ring on the right side is for the boys..

2008-11-09T00:00:00.002+08:00

I want to wish ZhiJen...
HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY~!!

Hahas.. Finally 18th le..
Can watch M18 show liao.. lolx..
Me need to wait 2weeks and 1 day to go and I will turn 18.. XD
Lalalalala.. By that time all of us already 18 le..
Then we can go watch M18 movie together.. LOL!!

Okie okie ba..
Drop off le.. =D

2008-11-08T23:21:00.000+08:00

XD *jump*

Im in a hyper mood now.. lolx..
Go shopping with dear dear today.. XD
Although we just go shop for office chair at IKEA..
Went shopping for chair and bought alot of crackers back home.. =X
Total spend alot of money on crackers... [More than $50, less than $100]
The chair is cheap eh.. hahas.. [bought it at GIANT.. lolx..]
Worth to buy.. >.<

Dinner we went to eat noodles.. haha..
Not bad wors.. Nice eh.. >.<''
1st time dear dear bring me go eat hao chi de.. LOLs!!
After that dear dear also buy hao chi de for me parents wors.. hahas..
Not bad ba.. XD

Hmm.. I can say that I did enjoy myself today.. hehe..
Wish that next week Saturday, it will also be like that but I want to go watch movie eh and also take __________.. [the blank, I think most of the people that know me, know what it is ba..]

Okie.. I will end here le..
Quite tired liao.. =X
Going bed soon..
Feeling very sian cause got alot of homeworks to do and IT test on Monday.. T.T
I really still in my damn holidays mood..
Don't know when I will go back to my study mood.. =.=''

All I can say is..
JIAYOUS ba shiyun~!! =]]

2008-11-03T21:14:00.000+08:00

Treasure everything before it's too late..
This is what I want to say to everyone, including myself..
I also don'tknow why I think about this sentence all of the sudden.. =X

Im bored plus sian plus tired plus saddd...
Haiiz.. Don't know how to say my feelings now also..
So complicated.. XD
I also don't understand myself.. =.=''
lalalalalalalalalala... [diaoz]

Shiyun ar...
Can you please go do your tutorials and faster study for your upcoming retest..
I'm really getting piss off by you..
Don't know what the hell you doing also..
Just feel like slapping you now..
Make you wake up from your 'lalaland'.. =.=''
Stop dreaming and study!!!
[So many craps, I don't even know will get in your brain not.. =.='']

*BORED* *MOODLESS* *CONFUSED* *INJURY*

2008-11-02T21:58:00.000+08:00

Yeah, I can say that my fever and flu are much more better now..
Wish my fever and flu would not be worst again..
I don't like myself being sick.. T.T
Its suffering.. =.=''

Hmm, I can say that my mood today is quite happy.. heh.. XD
Its so surprising that dear dear come to find me.. haha..
First time wors.. lolx.. >.<''
We go walked walked pasamalam.. XD
But nothing much to walk also.. haha..
Anyway, thanx dear for coming down to find me wors.. haha.. =]]

Drop off le..
Im tired liao..
Homeworks haven't finished.. T.T
I still at there day dreaming.. lolx.. =X
No mood to do anything sia.. haiiz..
Really feel like slacking all the way..
Wednesday I have retest and I don't know what to do..
Haven't even study.. =.=''
Really hopeless sia me.. zzzz...

Blogg when Im free ba..

2008-11-02T16:00:00.000+08:00

This is a nice message below..

爱一个人，要了解，也要开解；
要道歉，也要道谢；
要认错，也要改错；
要体贴，也要体谅；
是接受，而不是忍受；
是宽容，而不是纵容；
是支持，而不是支配；
是慰问，而不是质问；
是倾诉，而不是控诉；
是难忘，而不是遗忘；
是彼此交流，而不是凡事交代；
是为对方默默祈求，而不是向对方诸多要求；
可以浪漫，但不要浪费；
可以随时牵手，但不要随便分手。

2008-11-01T22:59:00.000+08:00

Im really very sick.. T.T
Flu, fever, headache, still hurts and lots more...
Sobb.. Sobb..

Really don't know what to do liao..
Really very sick and sian..
Homeworks so many... T.T
I don't know where to start from...

SICK SICK SICK SICK...
Should I do what I should do..
I really don't know..
Im very confuse now and should I just follow what I think..?
Haiiz.. =.=''

HURT + SICK + MOODY...

2008-10-31T11:56:00.000+08:00

Today, Im sick.. =[
Really quite sick..
Having fever, flu, sore throat and ___________...
LOL.. Hmm that blank is just something that I don't know what to fill in.. >.<''

Anyway, i want to wish WeiLiang: Happy 18th Birthday.. [ Although I had already wish le..]

I just drop in to blog and nothing else le..
So bored..
I got alot of things haven't done yet and I really don't know where can I start from..
Im really very drained for now..
Alot of craps happen this week and I don't know when I will stop thinking about it..
Unless you do something to make my thinking change.. 0.o

Stop here and that's all for today..
Im tired and sick so got to go sleep as soon as possible..
Lalalalalalala... =X

2008-10-30T23:31:00.000+08:00

Maybe I treat people too good or whatever..
I have seem to mistaken someone or what..
Im feeling very sad about it and really wish that I would end everything now..
However, I could not..
Its really not an easy task to tolerate everything under this kind of situation..
I really wish that you will help me but end up it never happen..
You don't even seem to notice that I get hurt by your that close friend or what so ever friend..

Am I really so stupid till like that..?
Maybe Im really am..

I really feel disappointed when all the truth is out but I just hide it from you..
Maybe you have notice or maybe you have not..
Am I so useless?
That's the only question I can ask about myself..
I have nothing more to say liao..
Just wish everything will be fine and nothing will happen anymore..

I end here le..
Don't want to contiune anymore..
Say so much also no use.. =..=

2008-10-29T22:21:00.000+08:00

Im very tired..
Alot of things happen to me recently..
I just can't believe that all this will happen to me and it happen just out of the sudden..

I wish all this things would not happen again..
Or else I don't know what I will do..
Just wish everything will be peaceful from now on..

Im tiredplus tired plus tired... =/

2008-10-26T22:01:00.000+08:00

lalalalalalalalalala.. XD
Recently I don't know why I like to say the word 'lalalalalala' non-stop..

I like this S.H.E new album - 我的电台 FM S.H.E - song..
http://www.haoting.com/htmusic/270392ht.htm
Its a nice song.. ^v^

Im bored plus sian plus don't know what to do..
So many things cramp together.. =[
Really feel very sian..

My phone and lappy still kanna confiscated..
Don't know when will get everything back.. T.T
Getting bored and I want to play games..
lalalalalalala... =.=''

Someone entertain me~~!!
Really getting bored... Xb

2008-10-24T22:15:00.000+08:00

Im tired plus tired plus tired plus tired plus tired plus tired plus tired plus tired plus tired....
Really very tired.. XD
Since the start of the school, Im already feeling very tired liao..
Feeling stress also..
Alot of things to do and also the modules this semester not nice at all..

I really don't know how Im going to cope with all my things..
Not easy eh.. =X
Projects and tutorials all coming in together..
Im jam here and don't where to start from..
Lalalalalalalalala... >.<''

2nd week of school finish le..
Next week is the 3rd week liao..
Time pass very fast..
I wish time would stop at the moment when I am happy being with you..
But too bad....
Time just can't stop at that moment.. =[
I will just have to cherish all the happy moment spend with you..
That's what I can do..

I can't predict what will happen the next day or the following day or the future..
Just have to pass everyday happily... =D

2008-10-22T21:24:00.000+08:00

I only have below few words to say..

Im drained + disappointed + mood less + headache + worried of alot of things...
All this add together it will be what neh?
Im really feeling exhausted..
Having bad headache...
Plus quite a moody mood...
Alot of things to do and I don't know where should I start from..
Some more I really don't know what I want also..
Really wish.... that you will help me, help me find back myself..

Im very very very very exhausted le..
I really wish....
you will understand how I am feeling and what I want you to do for me.. But i realise that you don't even know what I want and how I feel.. dear, I really wish you can change for me and don't compare me with your ex.. =.='' Im different from them.. And I really wish we can be like other couples like that.. ><'' When can all this happen neh? I really can't think of it to happen.. I only can wish.. Wish upon the stars that all this will happen.. XD
I CAN TAKE A BREAK NOW... >.<''

My few words seem to be alot for now..
I should stop talking liao.. Lol..
*silent~* Shhhh...

2008-10-21T22:19:00.000+08:00

Tired + sian + nothing to do + day dreaming + thinking about you = ??????
Anyone know? =.=''
Can anyone help me solve e puzzle?
I also don't know what is the answer for the question.. 0.o

2008-10-20T22:41:00.000+08:00

Speechless + moodless + don't know what more to say + disappointed + sadd + angry = ????????
Anyone know? =.=''
Can anyone help me solve e puzzle?
I also don't know what is the answer for the question.. 0.o

2008-10-15T18:49:00.000+08:00

Happy 1 month anniversary~! ^^v
Alot of things happen within this 1 month, but I did enjoy the time being with you..
Wish nothing will affect our relationship..
Happy always~ =]

2008-10-13T15:40:00.003+08:00

Bored.. Bored.. Bored..
Everything that are close to me are gone.. [ Don't think till so complicated ]
My hand phone and lappy are gone away from me..
Im really feeling damn fkin sad now..

My life with no phone is really painful..
My life with no lappy I still can survive but when school needs it, I can't survive le..
Luckily, there is still you by my side..
Or i really don't know what will happen to me le.. =]

Now having quite a boring lesson.. =.=''
I fell asleep just now.. zzz..
Too tired liao.. Lol..
1st day of the new semester starts, Monday- lessons so long..
9am - 5.30pm.. Really will make me feel sian and plus mood now, making everything worst..
Just feel like faster get out of school and go do something that I like.. =X

To my friends:
Don't sms or call my handphone for a period of a time..
My handphone not with me.. I will get it back as soon as possible..
I will update my blog after i get back my phone..
Maybe for this time of period, I will go buy prepaid card..
Really can't survive without phone.. Zzzz..

Back to lesson liao..
5.30pm then can go home.. Zzzz..

2008-10-09T21:46:00.003+08:00

Im bored plus bored plus bored plus bored plus bored...
School going to reopen in 3+ days time and I going to suffer all over again..
I can't imagine how am I going to survive once again..
I wish I can cope for my semester 2..
New modules and GEM.. The timetable also makes me go OMG..
Monday to Wednesday timetable make me feel sian..
Thursday and Friday timetable also making me feel sian..
Monday to Wednesday end school late..
Thursday and Friday only has 1 lesson..
Go to school for 1 lesson, who will bother to go sia..
Waste my time.. =.=''

Once school reopen, I really don't know how everything will go..
Are we going to meet as often as we can?
Am I going to be very busy?
And many things more...

I have remove my tagg board as there are many rubbish n craps..
People who don't dare to use his own name to tagg on my tagg board is really a coward..
Using other people name to tagg is just useless..
As everyone knows that he is just not that kind of person..
Only a person whose mind is full of sickening things will write that..
And its really all nonsenses..

If that asshole [the guy that use my friend name to tagg nonsense] is my friend, and you are just not happy that I am with my boyfriend now..
You want to use all this craps to make him angry, and let us break..
I can tell you one thing, we WILL NOT BREAK cause of this childish thing..
Its just so useless..

2008-09-22T17:12:00.002+08:00

Long time never come blogging le..
Its time for me to come back..
Can I say that I have a long break in between or I have suffered for a period of time and after that good thing happen to me?
Can it counted as good thing or what... Lol..

Now having school holidays..
Last week i did enjoy the most for this year..
Thats my most memorable time.. [ It can say so ba.. =X ]
Alot of things happen last week and I had been enjoying myself.. Heh..
I cant believe that, that is how we get together..
Its really so much different..
Maybe you did give me a feeling that no other guys have given me before..
Thats all I going to say and I wish that it will last long..
Cause this is my 1st time having a relationship.. XD

Hmm, what's more can say now..
I really don't know liao.. Haha..
Just wish eveything will go fine and nothing going to happen.. =D

Yupp.. Im going to stop here..
Will update more if I got time.. Heh..
Quite lazy to update blog now.. =X

2008-08-21T22:51:00.002+08:00

Okie Im back from my lost land...?
I really feel so sick now.. [Im not having fever or what so ever..]
Just feeling sick of my life..
Really very sick of it now..
I just want to end everything in my life..
Everything just seem to go back to the pass again..
Really have enough le..

Really dont know what to say liao..
Just end here ba..
See when I have mood n time then come in le..

*MOODLESS*
*EMO-IN*

2008-07-27T21:23:00.001+08:00

OMG..!! My ankle is really getting from bad to worst now..
Friday, I go see doctor again and doctor say that I can no need to come le..
Im so damn happy and finally my ankle is okie le..
But.... The worst thing come..
My ankle swollen now.. I think cause of the medicine..
Haiiz.. I really feel so damn disappointed now..
My ankle don't seem to be like an ankle to me now..
It seem to be like a pig leg.. =_____=!!
Really very jatt latt.. I can't even believe that its my foot..

Im so sad sia..
Don't know how am I going to go school with my pig foot tomorrow?
I want to cry now..
Everything just went so not right to me..
I really want to have a peaceful life..
But I don't have.. T.T

I don't have a break and I want a break..
A break to let me get out from my 'duno wateva' land..
When can I have my break?
Now exams coming soon and I don't even know what I have study for the past few weeks..
I really want to whack myself and let myself wake up..
No one can wake me up now except for myself..
I really finding ways now to wake myself up..
I just want to avoid everything when I can't make it..
I just have too much things in my heart now..
I don't know how to throw everything out..
Just so occupy now..

I REALLY WANT TO WAKE MYSELF UP!!!
I ALSO WANT A BREAK.. T.T

2008-07-27T20:10:00.001+08:00

一切的一切都结束了。
我们的故事就在你爱上另一个人的时候结束的。
你应该不知道，那时的我受了多少痛苦吧。
我好想痛打你一顿，好想臭骂你一顿，可是我就是不知道要怎么下手。
真的对一切的事情感到好失望。
真的好想回到以前没有认识你的日子，那时的时光是最快乐。
可是一切都发生得太迟了，现在的我再也回不到以前的我了。
时间和你改变了我的一切…

如果那天没有遇见你
我一定不会如此迷盲
如果那天没有爱上你
我一定不会如此疯狂
如果那天你没有离开
我一定不会如此忧伤
如果我不在是现在的我
你会不会回来，回到我身旁…

2008-07-16T16:20:00.001+08:00

Back again~

I have gone through a long journey since Sunday till now..
Monday, I bai ca go school..
Its like so damn weird lah..
Somemore Im late and walk like so damn slow..
The more I walk the worst it is..

Luckily Monday off early..
I can say that its not a good thing to walk around with an injure ankle..
Reach home, unbandage my ankle and it swollen till very jatt latt.. ==..==
Can't walk too much or else really very bad..

So my mum say don't go school for a few days..
I just can't believe this sentence will come out from my mum's mouth.. ~.~"
So Tuesday I didn't go school and today I also never go to school..
My ankle looks much more better..
Its not so swollen le..
But its still pain.. T.T

Today, go to polyclinics and see doctor..
Wanting to go for X-ray..
To check whether got bone fracture not..
But end up that doctor say no need..
Just give me pain killer and ask me to take it for a few days and if its still the same, I will need to go for X-ray..
Somemore Im allergy to drug.. ==__==zzZZ
I got 2days MC..
Hmm.. I still think that its not enough.. Xb
I just don't want to go for the lessons..
Really very boring..
I don't know what the lecturals are talking.. ZzzzZZzzzZ

So I don't know tomorrow Im going school not..
Maybe nope and Friday I have to go le..
Haiiz.. So sian and moodless sia..
Why this year so many things happen to me?
Feel so sad.. T.T
Really don't want anything bad happen to me le..
I have enough for now already..
Just give me a break ba..

I REALLY NEED A BREAK~~!!

Tortoise Bastard:
Im really very sorry if I can't go on Friday..
I really want to go also..
But must see my mum and my ankle le..
If my ankle cooperate with my mum then I will be able to go..
If not I really think that mostly I can't be able to go le.. T.T
If I can't make it then you all go 1st without me ba..
Then maybe we arrange again next week Friday?
By next week Friday i think I can make it le ba..

2008-07-13T22:04:00.001+08:00

Haven't been coming in since Tuesday till now..
This whole week seem to be a bad luck week for me..
Everything never go smoothly for me..

Monday: hurt me..
Tuesday: late for school, took taxi again.. =.=''
Chiong my LAW retest assigment till 2+am..
Wednesday: Having retest and i never even study.. =.=''
Went for afternoon lessons only..
Thursday: Morning stomach ache.. Late for lesson..
Somemore having presentation for the 1st lesson..
Friday: In the night, going out for dinner..
I sprain my ankle.. After 1 +years I sprain my ankle again.. =.=''
This time really damn pain sia.. I can't even walk..
Went to see doctor and.... Haiiz.. Worst than the last time.. =__=
Saturday: I don't know what Im doing.. Just only know that ankle damn pain..
Sunday: Go to see do see doctor my own self.. T.T

Thats all.. Ihave nothing to comment about le..
Im so damn disappointed and moodless..
Why so many things happen to me this year?
I want a peaceful life..

I really have a damn f***ing life..
Just don't know what people want from me..
Really just don't know..
Diasppointed with everything!!!

2008-07-07T21:44:00.001+08:00

I think that its time for me to stop communicate with you le..
Really its time to stop..
Lets not bother each other anymore..
You go enjoy your own world and I go enjoy my own world..
Both of us just can't get into each other world and its time to put everything to an end for now..
Just don't bother about me anymore and don't ever disturb my life le..
I really have enough for now..
I can't stand all the rubbishes I have now..
My heart is not so big to occupy all those rubbishes..

I really feel so damn farking piss and sad now..
I really don't know why my life just so messy..
Really damn so farking messy..
I want to get out of singapore and go some other country that no one knows me de..
And I can find my new life there...
A life with no one bother me.. =.=''

I really have nothing to write now..
Not in the mood to write anything..
Im really damn so moodless now..
Want to cry but just cant cry..
Really wish that I can cry out and feel better..
Just don't get what you want and wth you doing also.. =.=''
Im just so freaking sick now...
I want to go back to the past..

Tortoise Bastard...
We go East Coast Park ba..
Lets go and shout out our heart!!!
Comfirm with me ASAP ba..

2008-07-06T21:53:00.000+08:00

What a nice weekends I have..
Everything just so damn moodless..
I really don't know what the hell is going on in this world..
Its getting from bad to worst..
What I really urge for now is a peaceful life...
PEACE is what I really want now..

Im sick of my life now..
Everyday doing the same things and going throught all the same things..
Really damn so sick of it liao..
I want to get out of Singapore and go to some where that no one knows me..
I can start my new life there and know new friends..
Singapore really leave me alot of miserable memories..
Everywhere I pass by, I will recall a sad memory..
Memory of you & me and also some other things..
Everytime, I look at my past messages...
It will really hurts me alot..
Everything just seem to have passed for a long time..
Althought it just passed for around 3weeks[?].. (I don't really remember le.. =.= That's why I say it seem to have passed for a long time le..)
I really wish I can be able to go back to the past...
But it's impossible for me and you to get back to the past..
Now we didn't really talk to each other and we seem so far apart..
You also didn't sms me nor msn me..
It really seem weird...
I also can't do anything to it..

Wondering how you feel towards me now and wondering how you doing now..
All this while I have been thinking about all this, have been useless ba..
I have been thinking too much..

Alot of people say that you did ask for my answer but I rejected you..
Is it true?
I really want to know the answer from you..
You did ask for my answer is it?
To say the truth, I really don't know about it..
If I did know, I will give you an answer..
That answer has been keeping inside my heart for a long time le..
But I think you didn't even know about it ba..

2008-07-05T18:06:00.000+08:00

Am I in the wrong?
Just don't understand a single thing at all..
Everything that happen in my life..
What is life and why should I bother tu stay in the world?
People say that I stil have a long way to go but...
Is it?
Yes.. I know that Im still young and there's a long way for me to go..
But... Do you all think that I can continue my life like this?
People ask me to become strong..
Yes, I will do it..
But its not an easy task..
I have to overcome alot of things..
Overcome all the nonsense I have and overcome all the difficuilties I have, etc..
I really wish I can lead my life easily..
Really envy of some people life..
Just wish that I can lead their life..
Maybe I can lead their life in my dreams ba..
Forever stay in my dream will be better..
Just stay in my lala land ba..
Or my emo land.. It will be better..
No one that I don't want to see will not be there..
I just lead my life as what I want..

2008-07-03T18:35:00.000+08:00

现在的我像是刚被一位陌生人给买下来的拼图一样。
还被关在盒子里，看不到那位买下我的主人的样貌，也听不到他的声音，一切都得靠我自己来想象。
主人每一天都会很用心的把我一片一片的拼起来。
主人的细心；主人的用心；主人的耐心，都感动了我。
慢慢的我对他动了心。

我就在你的面前，你却没有发现到我对你的感觉。
我就在等你把我给拼完，可是你却停留在这儿，没有再继续拼下去了。
为什么你会停留在这儿呢？
把我一个人留在这儿，你该叫我如何继续下去？
你可以告诉我你的答案吗？

你是否继续把我给拼完，还是，把我给拆散，然后放回盒子里，让我回到原点吧…
不要一直继续把我摆在那儿，让我不知所错。
你可以看到在我的身上已经有很多“灰尘”，我不能再这样下去了，要不然，我真的再也不会相信任何一个主人了。

你或我，其中一个人现在该做个了断了…
不然一切都会变得太迟了。

趁现在放手吧，不要等到时间成熟时才放开，到那时后，你会受到伤害的…

2008-07-03T17:36:00.002+08:00

当太阳升起时
当月亮出现时
我都期待着你的简讯

当心情底落时
当眼泪流下时
我都期待着你的温暖

在眼睛睁开后
在眼睛闭上前
我都期待着你的身影

在你挂电话前
在我挂电话前
我都期待着你的一句“亲爱的，好好的照顾自己”

当你离开我时
当我离开你时
我都期待着你的拥抱

当你跟我出门时
当我跟你出门时
我都期待着我们会一起穿情侣装

这一切的事情会发生在我和你的身上吗？
一切都太过得幻想了。
一直以来都是我在做梦…
一直以来都是我想太多了…
你我之间是没有可能的吗？

一切的一切都像是一场梦……

2008-06-29T21:04:00.001+08:00

Its really time for me to stop everything and leave this world..
There's nothing I have left in this world..
I can leave without anyone worry about me and anyone care about me..
Where can I find any love and warm in this world??
There's nothing..
Not in family and not in everyone..
What I want the most is get some love and warm at home, but I get nothing from them..
They just don't get what I mean..
They just don't understand me at all..
They say I never even tell them about my things but if i tell you my things, what will you do to me?
Do you think about it?
Every time I tell you about my life, you all just nag and scold me..
Do I have any reasons to tell you all about my things?
Use your common sense to think about it ba..
Am I in the wrong position??
Can anyone tell me??

Whats the use of staying in this world!!??
I really don't know lah!!
Some days, when I really can't stand it..
I will really do something that everyone cannot believe that I will do it..
Wait for that day to come and my parents don't be regrets about it..
Its too late for you all to regrets!!
Really!!
I will say what I do..
I already do that 1 time and there's a 2nd time..
The 2nd time will be worst then the 1st time..
Just wait and see ba!!

Life full of nonsense!!

2008-06-29T15:53:00.000+08:00

This message below is what I want to tell you..
But I don't know will you view my blog and will you know what I mean..
I just type it out what I feel and thats all..

我们已然还是陌生人。
我们俩只是擦间而过。
我们所发生的一切就像是在拍一场梦幻的电影一样的不真实。
我到底要到什么时候才能把一切的不真实给抛开呢？
然后回到原点呢？
一切都不容易啊…！

近来的你就像是变了另一个人似的，对我的态度不一样了。
你再也没有像一前一样的问候我，
关心我，
你现在对我的太度好冷漠噢～

到底是为了什么你才这样的对待我呢？
你知不知道我一直在寻找一个会关心，了解我内心，还有让我开心的人呢？
那个人就在我的附近，可是我就是走不过去，对他开口。
如果我真的对他开口，那一切会变得怎么样呢？
如果我们没有相遇，如果我们没有认识彼此，我们就不会有现在的今天了。
我也不会落到今天的地步。
一切都太晚了，我们也不可能把时间给倒回以前。
所以就只好顺其之然了。
受到伤害的人最终还是我…

2008-06-26T22:05:00.001+08:00

I lazy to blog today..
So just wait till next time ba..
Im so sian..
Not in the mood to blog also.. LOL..
Tomorrow is FRIDAY!! Yeah!!
So happy... But... Also sian... =.='''

2008-06-25T22:43:00.000+08:00

Today, its already very late by now le..
I have to go now..
Let me come in again tomorrow ba..
I have lots of things to say and Im really feeling very very moodless..
Reaally feel so lost..
Don't know who can help me liao..
I think Im the only one that can help myself now ba.. =.=''

2008-06-24T22:45:00.000+08:00

Welcome back to my lost world..
2nd day of school..
Really feel damn so disappointed with myself..
I really don't know what the hell I am doing..
Just getting more lost as the day goes on..

Today, get back CADD paper..
Okie.. I really have to say that I am happy or I am sad..
I am happy because I did pass.. But....
I am sad is because I don't think that I did well for my CADD paper..
I want to have retest but.... People wil say me siao..
Im really feel very disappointed with my paper... T.T
Forget it.. Pass liao so I have nothing to say..
I just feel so damn sad with my LAW paper..
Don't how am I going to continue...

Tomorrow will be taking back 1 or 2 paper(s) ba..
I really don't know what I can say about both that papers...
If I can pass.... Counted damn damn damn so lucky..
Shiyun ar... Don't day-dreamin le lah..
Its not good to day-dreaming..

Today.... Really a sickening day for me..
I really really really really don't know what happen to me..
Make me feel so worst..
The feeling of starting school for the 2nd day only..
It really happen...
I woke up at 4+am in the morning...
And.... I continue to sleep...
Cause its still early for me...
I can't believe that I woke up at 6+am..
I should board the bus at this time le.. But...
Im still at home..

So I just have to spend money again on taxi fare..
Heart ache sia.. $22.70..
Expensive then last time by $2.30.. Zzzz...
Reach school and only saw 3 peoples there..
Im the 4th person who reach the class..
Im so sian.. I can no need to go school so early..
I can take MRT and bus to school..
Start lesson late also.. Sian..

Nothing to write now also..
I also got to go liao..

2008-06-23T20:54:00.000+08:00

Today, 1st day of school...
I really don;t know what I do today also..
Go school alos feel lost, go everywhere also feel lost..
Don't know when I will not feel lost sia.. ZzZzZzZzZz...

1st lesson so damn early...
8am, my 1st lesson.. So damn sian sia the 1st lesson..
Just feeling so damn tired..
Yesterday, just can't fall asleep..
I scare that I have nightmare.. =.=''!!
I only able to get 2-3hours of sleep only...

Wake up damn so early and I feel sleepy..
Don't know what to do for the remaining time..
Just wait for the time to pass...
Reached school early also.. Haiiz..
1st day of school everytime reach early de.. =.=zzz

2nd lesson is LAW..
I hate this module.. =..=
Just like history.. =__="!
Must memorise everything..
I hate to memorise!!! My brain just don't like to memorise things!!
Nothing can go in my brain.. I also don't know why..
Got very very bad short term memory also..

We take back our LAW paper..
Its like... Haiiz.. *SPEECHLESS*
I know that I will done very badly and I really done very badly for it.. -..-'''
I know that I like that number but why give me that number in my paper??
I don't want that number, I want a higher number..
At least got my favorite number inside..
I really feel very disappointed and piss off...
I just want to tell some people that..
If you don't want people to know your results, can you also don't be so KPO and see others people results?
Its a manner you know??
People don't even know your marks and why you go and see people's papers??
I really hate this kind of person!!!
I never ask you to take my paper yet and why you so KPO go and take people's paper??
And some more use my paper to cover your paper?
What the hell sia??!!
I never say you already counted very good liao!!
If you do that again....
You will get it from me!! I already very piss with it le..
Everything just so damn f**king hell..
I already have enough le and I really want to drop this course ASAP!!
But my parents... Haiiz.. I don't know lah!!
Just want to get out of this world ASAP too!!
Everything is enough for me le!!!
Im not superwomen, Im just a normal girl..
Same as everyone..

Stupid LAW 'retest' assignment...
How to do sia!!?? So long de case law and some more need to summarise...
6 pages long need to summarise into 200 words only...
How to do it sia??!!
Just kill me ba..
I really have to pass this assignment or else I will fail my LAW term 1 test..

Okie.. I have enough liao..
I don't want to count scolding..
If I want to counted scolding..
I will scold all the bad words out and including the person name I will list out too..
I have nothing more to say le..
Its enough for me now..
Mood less to say anything...
Just want to whack people now!!!
Who can let me whack sia...
I really will be very happy...

2008-06-21T21:19:00.000+08:00

Today another day has passed..
I don't know what things I have done today..
Just feel so damn lost also..
Worst then the past previous days..

I haven't touch my projects, tutorials yet!!
Really want to whack myself..
Feel so damn helpless now..
School going to start in 1+day time..
My nightmare start le..
I have nothing much to say..
Just want to get back to my own self..
I have to fins myself back..
Really really really have to..
Or else I don't how am I going to continue survive liao..
Enough of all my craps and get back to the past ba..

Shiyun, Its time to forgive and forget..
Its time to learn to survive without depending on that person..
Its time to get use to everything..
Its time to start learning..
Its time to get started..
Its time to....
Alot of things to do..
I can't list out everything here..
Just let me remain everything in my heart and mind ba..
JIAYOUS!!! >.<

2008-06-20T19:58:00.000+08:00

School going to reopen soon..
I still haven't done all my projects, tutorials..
Really damn so jatt latt..
I really don't know what Im doing also..
Just don't feel like doing and some more the projects my group didn't even discuss with me..
I also don't know what are they doing also..
Time really pass damn fast..
I don't know what I have done during the holidays..

Everyday sleep late and wake up late..
Afte waking up start to game and thats how I spend my holidays..
If never game then I will go out..
I really don't know how I change back to my usual self..
I really don't know who I am now..
Feeling so damn lost..
Still stuck in my lost world.. =__="!!

Finding myself back is not an easy task..
Continuing what Im doing now is an easy task.. -..-"!!
Don't know what I am talking also..
So much craps.. =.=zzZ
I really have to do my tutorials liao..
Or else I really can't finish it by school reopens..
2+ more days to go..
Timetable change again.. zzzz..
I really hate the timetable now..
Let me feel so damn sickening..
The time so weird and long..

I don;t know how am I going to continue in this course..
I really try very hard to like this course Im studying now but I just couldn't like it..
Everytime when I think of going school or having all the tutorials and projects..
I will have nightmare.. A really very bad nightmare..
Just don't want to go school, that's all..
I wondering does anyone know how I feel?
Everyday, Im suffering..
I really really really try very very very very hard to 'fall in love' with this course but I just can't make it..
Its not the course that I like..
I don't want to fail any modules and retain..
I want to pass all my modules and go ahead for the 2nd year..

Argh!! Im so stress and don't know what the hell Im doing also..
Im so confuse and stuck in the middle of my life..
Why must I come to this world?
Im suffering here and no one seem to know how I feel..
Is it true? I really don't know..
Maybe there's someone in the world know how Im feeling ba..

Im lost..............
Really really really lost!!
Who can bring me back to normal world??!!
I will really thanx that person for bringing me back.. >.<

2008-06-20T16:31:00.000+08:00

Finally I change my blog skin liao.. ^^
Wanting to change my blog skin for a long time..
But I could not find any nice and suitable blog skin that suits mt mood now..
Finally I found it!! Im so happy.. Haha..
I got to go liao..
Later then come in for blogging again.. >.<

2008-06-10T13:42:00.000+08:00

Finally Im back from my lost world..
Don't know how long I have been spending my time in the lost world..
I almost lost in my lost world..
Luckily I found my way out from the maze..
Or else I don't know when will I be coming to blogg liao..
Maybe I will forever wouldn't be coming in le..

My heart is still remain in my lost world..
Haven't fully recover back to the normal world yet..
I still finding a way to get it back..
But it's difficult..
Alot of things happen in my lost world and I really can't believe that this girl is me..
I have change alot when Im in my lost world..
Now back to the normal world and I still haven't get back to my own self yet..
I really wonder when I will fully recover back to my own self and lead a peaceful life..
Life full of craps now and makes me feel so irritated..
I really wish everything can get back to normal..
Im feeling lost and getting worst as each day goes on..

I also don't know what I can do now..
Just coming in and talk some craps.. Lol..
Hmm.. I have nothing to say now..
Haiiz.. Feel so sian and moodless now..
I really don't know what to do now.. =.=''

2008-05-22T12:33:00.000+08:00

Now having lunch break..
Going to have lesson at 1pm till 4pm..
3hours of lectural.. =.=zzZ

Actually preparing not going to school today but yesterday I never go to school liao and somemore today I have presentation to do, so no choice I have no choice to go..
Today, presentation just make me feel so damn weird..
I thought today de presenatation is the most confident de but end up I seem like I have screw up the whole thing sia..
Feel so damn disappointed.. Lol..
I also don't want to attend the afternoon lesson but I have to attend..
Because term tests coming and I want to know what will coming out for test..
If I know what will come out for the test, I wouldn't be going for the afternoon lesson le..
I will rather go home and study my own self..
Its much more better then listening to the lecturer talking craps.. Lol..
I don't even get his lectural.. Everytime attend his lesson, I will fall asleep de.. =.=zzZ

Yesterday stay at home to relax myself..
Im feeling so damn happy when Im at home..
1st time feel so happy staying home and not going to school.. Haha..
I wish I can don't go to school everyday and study at home.. Haha.. [ As if I will study like that ]
Go to school to take exams only..
That is the perfect school life Im going to have.. ^^

Lazy to come blogging when Im at home..
So I just spend my break time to come in and blog liao..
Save time ma.. Haha..
Then go home I can play my games, do my projects and study for my tests.. T.T

I have something to say to my group [Tortoise Bastard]:
Our school holidays are coming soon..
I think we will somehow at least has 1 day we will be free to go out together..
We go out to watch 'The Chronicles of Narnia: Prince Caspian'..
Can? Long time never meet liao..
Somehow I miss the time we spend together during secondary school..
The time we play and laugh together and also the time we emo together.. Lol..
The time we studying together during exams period..
All this things will not reapeat itself as all of us have seperated into different polys.. [Except for some of us]
Give me reply after you all have see this message, the time and date you all can make it and I will arrange the outing ba.. Haha..
Don;t make things difficult for me wors.. LOL..
Make it as soon as possible.. ^v^
SP holiday is from 31 May to 15 June..

2008-05-20T15:24:00.000+08:00

Aaaaaaaaa....
The 2D figure is killing me!!
I spent last week 2 hours and this week 2 hours to do a 2D figure drawing..
But end up I fail.. So have to redo all over again.. T.T
Im suffering.. People beside me do till so fast and I still at the start of the drawing..
I really hate to use the mircostation to do the drawing..
I rather draw out then use lappy to draw..
Its killing me..
I don't know how many brain cells I have kill.. Lol..
If this continue to go on, I think my whole hair going to turn white..
Im really very stress now!!
Tests coming and I don't even know where to start from..
I just wish I can have more time..
1 day 48hours..
So I still have alot of hours to go..
I can spend 12hours playing, 12hours sleeping, 12hours studying and 12hours going out..
If this is my life I will be damn happy le ba.. Haha..
All this imaginary things would not be able to happen in this world..
It will happen inside my dreams ba.. LOL..

Luckily, yesterday I did go out and relax myself..
Or else I really don't know what will happen today liao..
Don't know will that person [ accompany me go out de ] read my blog..
But I still want to tell that person that.....
Thanx for accompany me out yesterday and let you wasted so much money.. Lol..
I really feel very grateful and I did enjoy myself.. Heh..
Someday, I will repay you back de.. =]]
But I don't know when will that day comes.. Haha..
Maybe holiday times we can go out together again ba..

Now I have to go back for lesson liao.. T.T
Suffering time coming again le.. Lol..
Don't know when I will come back blogging liao..
Maybe 2 weeks later??

2008-05-17T21:56:00.000+08:00

Today 2nd anniversary..
Some people may know what I mean, some people may not know..
Haha.. So I rather keep in silent..

Term tests are coming in 2 weeks time..
I really don't know what Im going to do liao..
Next week I can't play too much audition liao and the following week totally can't play at all..
Feel so damn sian now..
From the starting of the school till now, I don't know what I have learn..
Brain just empty.. Lol..
I can't fail any of my modules..
Or else Im gonna kanna whack de.. T.T
Who can help me with my modules?
No one want to help me..
Im so poor thing... LOL..
Haiiz.. I think I just have to depend on myself liao..

I got to go soon..
Want to chiong my audition for last few days liao..
Later 11pm my lappy will be confiscated..
SIAN~~
Why? Wy must it be like that?
Im feeling so moodless without my lappy!!
Can't they just give me back???
Argh.. Going crazy liao...
Forget it..

2008-05-10T19:46:00.000+08:00

2nd year of anniversary coming soon.. Haha..
In 7days time.. It has been hard for me to maintain till now..
So I can say that Im wonderful.. Haha.. ^^ [Im too BHB liao]

Really feel so damn sian and bored at home..
I want to go out with my tortoise bastard, but everyone just so damn busy with their tutorials and projects..
Im just seem to be slacking like hell..
Everyday chiong games and pass my days like that..
Ya i know that its such a boring life for me..
I have no choice..

Im damn disappointed with myself..
Projects always do last minutes and don't even study..
Exams coming in 2weeks time and I still treat it that the exams are coming in 1year time or forever don't have exams..
If there is rule that there are no exams and tests in schools, I think everyone will be so damn happy.
Not even only me myself..
Who don't wish to have no exams and tests..

Im feeling tired..
Not in the mood to do my projects..
Just want to play audition for everyday 24hours..
My group members just forget about the projects until I remind them about it...
What kind of group is this?
I have never meet till such kind of groups in my Primary and Secondary life..
Just feel damn disappointed with the group members..
I just remain cool and ask them what to do..
Two went out shopping and forget about the projects, one didn't even reply my message nor answer my call..
Is this call group members?
Anyone can give me an answer?
Why? Why? Why?
I have been asking myself..

Am I so easy to get bully and people just think that I will do all the projects for them and the marks are divide equally?
Ya I can agree that I am easily bully but you all just don't know my temper..
If I really want to compliant you all, I can do it as easily as possible..
I just don't want to quarrel with you all and end up we can't even cooperate..
I also don't want to have enemies in the class..
I have my own temper...
So don't wait till my temper has reach its maximum point then you all can cooperate..
By that time, I think you all can don't bother to talk to me or ask me to do the project..
I can just leave it there and I rather get zero marks for the projects..
I wouldn't bother anymore..
Fail then fail, so I can just go for Oct intake..
I don't bother about anything at that time le..
I can be very cold hearted and I can even be warm hearted..
Just see how you all treat me..
I will pay what you give me..
I will do what I say..

Now I really don't know what to do for the projects..
So many questions..
And some more I am already very good to the group le..
I do the most difficult questions and and they do the easiest..
I have to type out everything and print it out..
I have put alot of effort in the group and they just don't seem to be bother..
Can just forget about the projects so easily..
They are not worried at all..
When the marks for the project come out, we got the lowest and you all complaint..
What's the point of complaining when you all don't even bother about it?

Okie.. I have enough of complaining..
I really don't want to continue anymore..
If I really continue I will say all the vulgar words le..
I have to go and see what I can do on the projects le..
Some more the projects have individual work questions..
That one its not easy to do.. Im going to become crazy again..
Yesterday already went crazy liao..
Some connection in my brain not well connected.. Haha..
Make me do something that I can't even believe de..
Maybe some other people think that its nothing, but for me I think Im so damn stupid.. Haha..

Entertainment time:
Question: Why did the man with 1 hand cross the road?
Answer: Because he want to get to the 2nd hand shop..... =.='''

2008-05-08T14:43:00.000+08:00

Still have 1+hours to go..
Im really damn so tired and bored of this lectural..
I don't know what the lectural talking.. =.='''
I just wish to go home now and do my LAW project..
Tomorrow have to pass up and do presentation..
I haven't even done yet..
Not a single question.. Lol..
Something really 'burn' my brain and I totally change to a different person now..
Still have lots of projects to do and I haven't even touch till the single of them..
I do't know how I am going to finish everything in last minute..
Exams coming in less then 3 weeks time..
I still haven't study and I don't even know what the hell I have learn from week 1 to now..

Im confuse..
Really very confuse and feel..... #.#'''

2008-05-07T18:55:00.000+08:00

Surprising to see me here at the moment ba.. Lol..
Something screw up my brain liao..
I become someone that I don't know le..
Someone that is unfamiliar with me.. 0.o
Someone that is crazy to me.. =.='''
Someone that is total not the one Im looking for.. @.@
Someone that is killing me now.. -.-!!
Someone that is..... I don't know how to continue liao..
[SPEECHLESS] =======.========='''

Im slacking now..
Im gaming now..
Im dreaming now..
Im eating now..
Im finding my chocolate now..
Im listening to emo song now..
Im staring at the sky now..
Im typing now..
Im blogging now..
Im crazy now..
Im tired now..
Im drinking now..
Im half sleep now..
Im going to cry soon..
Im.... ARGGGGHHHHH!!!!
Im crazy liao lah!!!!

ENOUGH LIAO LAH!! SHIYUN!!
Talk so much crap for what?!!
No one knows what that stupid feeling you have de..
Just only you yourself know it the best..
Just have to console your own self ba..
Im really feel damn disappointed with myself and just wish everything will end now..
Or let me restart the time all over again..
I wish to get to the past and restart all over again..
I will know what to do at that time..

Let me enjoy 1 day or 1 sec de happiness and I will be damn happy le..
Just let me feel the feeling of happy..
What's happy I really don't know le..
Really very bad right..
1 person who don't know what is happy is really a very bad situation..

Forget it..
Just know what the stupid hell Im doing okie liao..
By the way, I really don't know what the stupid hell Im doing.. =.='''

2008-05-06T16:14:00.000+08:00

I really screw up everything in my life..
This year is not my year to do anything..
It just seem to mess up everything I do..
My modules, my testes, my games and my personal life..
Everything just never move smoothly..

I really feel so damn moodless..
Just feel like playing everyday for 24hours..
That will makes me feel much more better..
I wake up late and spend money on taxi fare..
Damn expensive lah..
1st time spend so much money on taxi!!
Really something is wrong with me..
To make me go crazy in some other ways..

2 tests for me today..
1 is circular test and the other is 2-D figure test..
Both srew up..
I sleep during the circular test and the 2-D figure I quite badly done..
Im really feel damn so disappointed with myself..
Just not in own self..
Is this me?
Im asking myself..
Really don't know..

Who am I???

2008-04-29T14:53:00.000+08:00

Long time never go blogging liao..
I just spend this time to come in liao..
Im feeling so helpless recently..
Projects keep on coming in..
I don't know how to cope with it..
Somemore i don't even know how to answer with the questions..

I really need help now..
Feeling so damn stress and in order to realise stress I keep on playing audition..
Im addicted to it now..
Just start playing last Friday..
Now everyday keep on playing non-stop..
Im going crazy about it liao..
Don't even really care about my projects..
Its time for me to wake up and stop having the holiday mood..
This is the 3rd week of poly and Im still having my holiday in wonderland..

Nothing seem to cure me now..
Im look damn so blur in my course and keep on sleeping during lesson..
Im speechless to myself..

Next week Im going to have mini tests on quite alot of modules..
Have to jiayou ba..

2008-04-23T23:03:00.000+08:00

I have to go off as soon as possible..
I just come in to make updates to my blog..
Im busy till I have no time to update my blog and my personal dairy..
I really wish I can be not so stress at the moment now..
Im really feeling not in the good position liao..
Projects come and come and come..
I think I have complain too much liao..
Its time for me to stop now and go to sleep as soon as possible..
Im going to be crzy soon if this going to continue..
I will have lots of crap to say..
And by that time, people will really cant stand all the crap liao..
No one will want to listen to the crap Im talking about..
Because its just so lame and cold.. Lol..

2008-04-22T14:59:00.001+08:00

Now Im studying and I can even blog now.. lol..
So damn boring now..
I really feel really very piss with everything that happen to me now..
Everything just don't went smoothly for me since the starting of the school..
Project works are coming in as the day goes on..
My laptop spoil AGAIN!!
Can anyone believe that mt XP window spoil within less then 1 week of repairing..
I really feel very down and not in the mood to do anything..
Now having CADD lesson..
About drawing 2D and 3D figures..
My lappy spoil so I cant use my own lappy to do the tutorial..
Later after lessons I have to go down to T14 and repair my lappy all over again!!
This time round I will remember to ask why my lappy keep on spoil!!
Really not in a good state if my lappy keep on spoiling..

Im going to go home damn late again!!
I will miss my TV progammes and I will have lesser time to do my projects..
Im really very very very stress now..
Ending my lessons at 5pm..

Everything happen to me in just 1+weeks time..
How am I going to cope with all this things alone myself..
Im not a person who will be able to stand all the trouble by myself..
I need help and encouragement..
Who can give me that..
I really don't know..

2008-04-19T21:59:00.000+08:00

To myself: Yesterday is dead, tomorrow hasn't arrived yet..
I have just one day, today, and I'm going to be happy with it..

Im really very tired and bored..
Really not in the mod to anything now..
Im still in my holiday mood..
Haven't recovered to study mood yet..

Its just such a long holiday and Im already get used to it..
I can't change the mood just in a few days time..
1st week of school had passed..
2nd week going to start in less than 2 days time..
I really feel so scared about the course I study..
I can't fail any modules or else I will have to stay back for 1 year.. [ Is it?]
I really very scared about the modules on constructions..
Some more I don't know when my study mood will come back..

Yesterday went back secondary school..
I really miss the days that I study in secondary..
The time that we all have fun and the time we suffered together during exams period..
All this time I will never ever forget about it..
5 years in secondary will not be forgotten so easily..
Last time when Im in secondary, I really wish I can get out of that school as soon as possible..
But now I wish I can stay inside the school for a longer time, no matter how strict the school rules are..
No matter how long I have to wear the school uniform..
I rather wear school uniform then home clothes..
Everyday have to worry about what to wear for the next day..
Can't wear this and can't wear that..

Although life in poly is much more freedom than life in secondary but I still prefer to be in secondary..
1st: Secondary we have a stable classroom while in poly there is none..
I can't even sleep or stay in class during break time..
I have to walk around the school and do nothing(?)..
And get lost in the campus too.. Haha..
I still not familiar with the school environment..
Every buildings seem to be the same to me..
Luckily there's building numbers for me to identify it..

Hmm.. I have nothing to say now..
I have to go liao..
Today spend the whole day using laptop..
Father going to scold soon..
Im really feel damn moodless now..

Lame Jokes to entertain me:
Question: Why do the boy eats his home work?
Answer: Because his teacher say it was a piece of cake.. (-.-"')

2008-04-16T22:48:00.000+08:00

Im really want to kill people liao!!
I type two times of my new entries and it fail!!
Everytime I want to post it just went off!!

I really going crazy soon!!
Really very very very soon..
My lappy or my main computer are all siao siao de!!
Keep on connecting and disconnect...
I have enough le..
This week I really have no luck..

LUCK WHERE ARE YOU!!??

hnfcg

2008-04-16T20:24:00.000+08:00

My MSN spoil liao!!
Keep on going off and online..
Argh.. I going to become siao liao..
I can't see people online or offline..
I also can't add people.. Haiiz..
Really damn not my luck this few days..
Where is my luck luck now?
I have to find it back..

I want my MSN back..
Without MSN I can't survive sia..

rg

2008-04-15T22:27:00.000+08:00

2nd day of school..
Im late for lessons today!!
1st time late for school!!
I really don't know what the hell is happening to me..
I know that I should go early to school but I still go out at 6.30am..
I should go out at 6.10am...
I really don't know why Im so blur..

On the way to bus stop, I already know that Im going to be late..
But I have no sense..
I just continue walking and not changing direction to take MRT!!
Somemore today still have heavy traffic jam..
Jam till very badly..
Im late for half an hour!!
Really very very late!!
Luckily the teacher never scold me.. Haha..

Today lessons okie lah..
Not so bad..
Im quite enjoy myself for today..
Nothing really much happen..
We end early for today..

I go repair my lappy..
And my lappy okie liao..
But wish it won't spoil again..

Im damn tired now..
Going sleep liao..

gte

2008-04-14T20:36:00.000+08:00

Today 1st day of school..
Im speechless..
Really don't know what happen to me..
Why I choose this course?
Why I never appeal to NYP business courses or TP business courses?
I really regret alot..
Why I don't listen to my parents and cousins?
They will say I will regret.. Really I did regret..

Wondering why this course so many girls studying?
Does this course suits girls?
I don't think so sia..
I think this course suits guys more than girls..
All about construction..

Went to repair my lappy..
End up too many people waiting so I just have to go home and book online..
Tomorrow another tiring day..
I miss my TV programme by 15minutes today..
Reach home damn late..
I think I can don't bother about watching TV programme for tomorrow liao..
Why my lappy keep on getting spoil de...
This is my 2nd time liao!!

Tomorrow, 8hrs of lessons, 1hour of break..
Start lesson at 8am!!
Damn so early..

2008-04-13T22:57:00.000+08:00

Tomorrow is my 1st day of school..
I am waiting forward for the 'excitement' to come..
I am damn so scare about tomorrow..
Start school at 10am and end at 5pm..
1st day of school de lessons are so long..
I have to sleep le..
Tomorrow still have to wake up early although I start lesson quite late..
Im moodless now..
Wish everything will be fine tomorrow..
Laptop going to repair again.. ='[

2008-04-10T21:35:00.000+08:00

Today is 4th day of orientation..
Flag day for the whole SP freshmen..
This is such a 'wonderful' flag day for me in my whole life..
I have never experience such a 'nice' flag day..

Wake up early in the morning..
I want to sleep more..
Im just so damn de tired..
Reach CCK at 8.10am..
There are already damn lots of SP students reach liao..
All the crowd place area already got students standing there le..
I can't be able to get any money from that place..

So I just walk around the whole CCK..
I just don't know how to describe e feeling..
Its really not nice..
My classmates who come later then me can donate more than I do..
I really don't know what's the reason..
I collect the less amount among my whole class..
I do really feel very disappoint with myself..
Haiiz..
At 1pm, we go KFC and have our lunch..

We went back SP after our lunch..
Actually tonight SP have party for the freshmen..
But most of our class de people never go..
4 stay back and decide whether going or not..
Our tecaher don't allow us to go back after flag day..
We stay back and count money..
Im really the lowest among everyone..
Highest is $100++..

At 4+pm, tecaher bring us to KTV room and the seniors asked us to go to register the party in the night..
So we use this chance to went home.. Haha..
Don't what our teacher will say when he know we never go.. Lol..
Reach home, my both legs really ache..
Now really very tired..

Luckily tomorrow there's no orientation..
Or else I really will faint liao..
Tomorrow I will soend the whole day sleeping..
My last day of full time weekday holiday..
Next week starts lessons le..
It just seem so scary..
Wondering how's life of 1st year students..

Today is really a day for emo-ing.. =.=

fvgr

2008-04-09T21:49:00.000+08:00

Today is the 3rd day of orientation..
Hmm.. The programmes are just what I predicted..
But not bad lah..
Its quite fun..

Finally I can get closer to my class..
But I think that Im really too many nonsense liao..
Don't know how to say.. Lol..

Damn so tired..
Keep on running around the school..
Sweat like hell..
I think tomorrow my legs going to ache ba..
End up we got 2nd prize!!
Wahaha..
Soeul Garden $100 voucher..
But if divide the whole class not alot lah.. Lol..
But what we care is the spirit we have and the fun we have..
We did really enjoy ourselves today..

Tomorrow is the last day of Orientation..
Yeah!! Im so happy..
Because Im really feel so damn tired this 3 days!!
Everyday wake up so early..
Next week lessons start liao!!
Don't know what will happen..

Okie.. Have to end here..
My eyes going to close soon..
I have to sleep and tomoorw is Flag Day..
At CCK.. Damn far from my house!!
Need to reach as early as possible..
Haiiz..
Tomorrow another long day..
Somemore there's party in the evening..

Yawn~~ (-o-,)

z

2008-04-08T09:46:00.000+08:00

2nd day of Orientation..
I was damn damn so tired for the whole day..
I listen to the lecturers talk till I fell asleep..
Really damn so tired..

Spend 3hrs listen to talks and see performance..
Really just feel like going home at that time!!
Its like useless sitting there..
At 12noon we have our lunch..
Buffet lunch.. Foods: okie.. Lol..

After lunch we go into the theater and listen to talks again..
At that moment, I feel quite piss sia..
The talks so boring..
My eyes really shutting down..
But I can't sleep there, lecturers can spot me..
After that they talks about tomorrow schedule..
We have tea break in between..
Zhijen finish damn early!!
She 2+pm can go home liao!!
We still have to wait till 5pm..

After tea break, we have to play treasure hunt..
This is the time we have to be in class..
So we get into class..
Finally I have then chance to mixed with them liao..
6 ppl never come today..
So only 13 of us playing..
We can cooperate quite well.. Heh..
We never win anything but we know each other liao..
We sit down and self intro ourselves..
After everything, we can go home liao!!
Finally!! I can go home..
I'm really really very very tired at that moment..

Im having headache sia!!
Really very pain..
My head seem like cracking soon..
I have to sleep early today to gain back my energy for tomorrow..
Tomorrow games!! Lol..
Wondering how is it going to be..
Wish it's going to be fun..

I have to go sleep liao..
Really very tired..
Eyes closing soon..
0.0 >> =.= >> -.-

2008-04-07T22:34:00.000+08:00

My first day of Orientation..
I duno how can I describe..
Just like that lor..
I feel quite boring..
My class only have 19 students..
Im in the 9th position..
Why not 6th or 16th?
Never mind..
If I turn 9 around then it will become 6..
Heh.. Smart ba.. =]

Tomorrow another tiring day for me..
Im very very tired and want to sleep for today Orientation..
Last night slept at 1+am..
Suddenly want me to sleep early I can't make it.. Lol..
I have to go now..
Have to update my personal dairy, long time never update liao..

2008-04-06T21:27:00.000+08:00

Now only left less than 12hours to go..
Less than 10 hours to go..
Why school starts so fast?

Tomorrow still have to wake up early in the morning..
I still have to walk a long distance to the bus stop..
Some more early in the morning the place that I have to walk is like so wu lu.. Lol..
Have to reach school tomorrow at 8.30am sharp..
Is like..... Damn early.. Lol..
Going to school to have notebook lesson.. Lol..
Wondering what will they teach..

Something bad happen just now..
I broke my drinking glass just a few minutes ago..
My favorite glass had broke liao..
I had broke 2 of my favorite drinking glass by today..
The 2nd glass I only use it for around half a month and it broke liao..

Nothing will happen tomorrow ba..
Wish everything will be fine..
Haiiz.. I haven't really enjoy my holiday..
I want my holiday..

This 3days I have been working..
What Im work as?
I stay home and help to put flyer inside the other flyer..
I just earn so little money..
Lol.. 1k is less than $5..

Its time for me to go..
I have to finish watching my youtube..
Some more I still have to charge my laptop battery..

Lets see how I will do tomorrow ba..
Scary~~.. Lol..

cfds

2008-04-03T22:43:00.000+08:00

I learn this sentence today..
"You can give without loving but you cannot love without giving."
Its just so meaningful..

Today, Im quite sick..
This few days always slept at around 2+am..
Every morning wake up at around 1+pm..
Today morning woke up and Im having flu..

Im in a confuse mood recently..
Since that day onwards, I don't even feel everything that happen around me is true..
It just seem like an illusion to me..
I really wish it will stay that way forever..
"I am me and me is just right." You told me that..

Tomorrow actually going to help Ms Lee takes her students to China Town for school outing..
But Im not feeling well and some more Im in quite a worst mood..
In a worst mood cause I only left 3-4 days to enjoy my life le..
I really don't want school to start so early..
To say the truth, I haven't really enjoy my holiday..
My holiday have just started..
I really feel down..
Really really very down..
If I still have 1 month more of holiday for me, I will feel happy..
That's really enough for me le..

Left 1 last week day for me..
What I can do?

ff

2008-04-02T22:18:00.000+08:00

Go back Anderson SS to take my 'O' level cert..
Im late for the meeting time due to I woke up late in the morning..
This is the 1st time I sleep so peacefully.. Haha..
Actually, we meet 12.30pm outside school bus stop but we changed the time..

Im fast..
So rush to meet Julia 1st..
Zhijen reached later then me..

Went to collect our cert at General Office..
Haiiz. The results make me sian..
After that we went to canteen to have our lunch..
I miss the noodles..
The price increase so much..
I aready prepare $1.20 to give auntie and end up auntie say its $1.60..
OMG!! Its just so surprising..
Auntie say that its large bowl but I don't think so leh..
It seem to be the same as small bowl..
Small bowl just cost $1.30.. The price increase by $0.10..
Went to see our favorite canteen auntie..
Auntie:" You have become fairer."
Do I really look fairer? I don't think so leh..
Auntie said to Julia " You look darker."
Auntie to ZhiJen " You still look the same.." Lol..

Rauf come to find us.. Its fun chatting with him..
After that we followed him to 5/2..
5/1 is still having lesson..
Ms Lee is teaching them Chinese..
Ms Lee saw us and she have that surprise look.. Haha..
Mr Yu is at class 4/1..
He saw us too..

We went to coffee shop and Ms Lee treat us drinks..
We just stay there and chit chat..
Its just so nice chatting with teacher..
We also went to find Mdm Liau and Ms Sharmilah..
But both of them just so busy with their work..
Mdm Liau has to set test papers..
Ms Sharmilah having meeting..
So didn't really have the chance to chat with them..
WeiLeong also go back to school...

At 4+pm, went to MPS to see Chinese Dance..
There are alot of Sec 1.. Not bad..
And the thing I know is, all Sec 2 tu 5 dancing for Speech Day..
Why isit like that..
Last few years it not like this lor!!
Angry..
Wait for dance to finish and we went back..
Today not a bad day lah..
Everything go smoothly..
I never have the chance to watch my Bleach today..
So sad.. Haha..

I have to go liao..
I want to go watch my show.. Heh..

2008-04-02T19:47:00.000+08:00

Argh!!
Is this what I want?
Why whoever I told, they will say that its fake?
Does it really seem to be fake?
Maybe ba..

Why people think that they have no friends but end up they are just so popular..
That kind of people just make me feel so damn... Forget it..
Say aready also no use.. Nothing will change them..
I will always be myself; whoever will always be whoever..
Nothing will make them change unless they did have the heart to change it..

Im really feeling quite worst..
But luckily there's you with me..
You are the one who makes me recover back my smile..

I have got to go to take my shower and dinner le..
Just come back from outside..
Come back later and blog what happen today..
I can say that it's wonderful, I can say that it's amazing..
I have no other words to describe the feeling liao..

Bye bye!!

rgf

2008-03-30T22:37:00.000+08:00

I have change my blog URL..
Its time for me to start anew..
Don't change my blog URL, just remain it as per normal..

My new life is starting SOON..
Shiyun is going to 'reborn'..
April is coming and everything is changing..
Im going to start new school life, make new friends n get to know new teachers..
Im getting older as each day passes..
Its time for me to become mature and independence..

Few months to go and Im gonna be 18..
I know its still a long time to go but each month passes really fast..
1+days and its going to be April..
Im going to start school in one week time..
Although its just only Ori..

Holidays are going to be OVER!!
Its time for me to stop playing and concentrate in my studies..
I really wish I can spend my last week of holiday happily..
Its my time to enjoy the last week of my long holiday..
I will not have the chance to enjoy such a long holiday anymore..

ENJOY YOURSELF!!

2008-03-30T00:59:00.000+08:00

What Im feeling n what Im doing at the moment.. Its listed below...

Im bored..
Im tired..
Im in pain..
Im sad..
Im moody..
Im emo..
Im angry..
Im crying..
Im sweating..
Im eating chocolate..
Im watching drama..
Im inside my room..
Im listening to radio..
Im sitting on the floor..
Im cold..
Im day dreaming..
Im thinking of you.. [ Are you thinking of me? ]
Im .....
There's lots of things.. Im unable to type it all out..
Now Im in a confuse mood..
So I don't even know what Im doing n typing also..

The thing that I know is Im bored!!
I have nothing to do..
Yup.. I have things to do only watch drama..
But I wanna do some other things than watching drama..
My life is just so bored..
Is this what I want for my life? Just one word 'BORED'..
Am I bored?
My answer to myself is NOPE!!
But people answer to me is 'YUP'..
Is it true? It better be NOT!!

I am the only person that know myself the best..
What I want the most and what I hate the most..
What I want the most is something that no one can give it to me..
What I hate the most is something that people always give me..
So what can I do to change my life n fate?
The answer is 'Nothing'..
Is it true? Hmm.. I don't know..

What I want the most is someone that understand me the most..
Know what's my character and attitude..
That's the most important..
Well.. Is there anyone who really knows what kind of person I am?
The answer is 'NOPE'..
Maybe there's someone who really knows me but have you ever asked yourself this question..
" Do I really really knows what she wants when she's feeling down?"
After you have asked yourself this question..
People will say " Just give her chocolate and that will do."
NOPE!! That's not what I really wants..
I will say I want chocolate its because only chocolate 'knows' what Im feeling..
What I want is people to encourage me and gives me hope in the way that I like..
Maybe this request is too over but to people who really understand me they will think that its an easy task..

During the past few months of holidays..
I have find back my own self when Im working..
I have learnt lots of things during that period..
Im more hyper during working than normal life..
I have mixed quite alot of friends..
I can even talked to people who I don't even know for the 1st time..
That does not seem like me..
I really wish when my poly starts..
I can be my own self, just like the times when Im working..
I can say that I miss my job now..
I want to go back but I don't wanna see the captain that I hate..
I want to serve the customers and communicate with them..
Its the most memorable time..
I will always remember the days when Im working..

真心若能打动友情，真情若也能打动爱情，是不是代表着，『真心真情』就能打动一切…

def

2008-03-28T22:39:00.001+08:00

I juz finished bathin n eatin my dinner..
Why so late cuz I juz reached hme..
Reach hme so late cuz I went tu celebrate JR's farewell party at East Coast Park..

Mornin I woke up late!!
Im so damn tired lah..
At night slp vvvv late, tts y..
Im late fer e meetin.. Heh..
But luckily Im nt e last person can le.. Heh..
So we waited fer everyone tu reach n we set off..
Less den 10ppl meetin.. Lol..
I tot it wil b alot of ppl..

Things happen in e beach...
1+pm: Went tu buy Mac n Subway tu buy things eat.. JR n Marina reached..
2+pm: More ppl cum..
3+pm - 5+pm: Went cycling wif QinMei, ShengYang, WeiLiang n ZhiJen..
5+pm onwards: Play? Day dreamin? Take photos? Some ppl went hme..
6+pm: Take photos wif JR.. Some ppl went home..
7+pm: Went hme lor!!
8+pm: Reach AMK..
9+pm: I reach hme liao!! Finally!! Im so tired!!

I ride e bicycle ride til damn tired n my butt ish pain!! Lol..
The seat so weird.. Haha.
Then my both legs oso pain..
Speed too fast liao..
Now my both knees r pain lyk siao!! It seem lyk tts thousand of needles in my knees..
Hmm.. Earlier when Im workin my knees ardy start to pain le..
Mayb its bcuz eveytime I work, I hav tu walk v fast n nid tu carry alot of heavy things..
So knees seem tu b spoil liao.. Haiiz.. Reali v pain..
Pain til I cnt even walk properly..

When Im bathin, I noticed tt I kanna sun burn..
My T-shirt was sleeve-less, n e shape of my shirt ish dere..
Inside white n outside hot red!!
Reali v pain when i touch it..
Even my face oso kanna..
Dun even tink of rubbin my face!! Lol..

Kk.. Tts all I hav tu say..
Im vvvv tired n lazy tu type liao..
Somemre I cnt use my lap now..
Mum naggin le.. Haiiz..

空虚的心灵，并不是三言两语就可以满足底。

bg

2008-03-27T21:33:00.001+08:00

There's no different..
Totally seem tu b nthing..
Maybe its cuz tt I stay put fer a short time ba..
But I dun wanna it tu b damn obvious..
Ltr my parents wil kill mii..
I dun wan tis kind of tings tu happen in my hse sia..

Now, mayb everyone noe wat Im talkin abt ba.. [ If duno den too bad.. Lol]
Bingo! Im talkin abt my hair!!
I dye my hair today afternoon liao..
Its juz so damn scary!! Lol..
I dun even noe how tu do..
I wasted alot of the dye..
Totally left half bottle.. Lol..

Spend a hard time doin my hair..
Luckily dere's someone helpin mii..
Or esle Im gonna b dead..
Everything wil b in a mess..
If Im nt wrng, the dye onli stay put on my hair fer ard 15mins ba..
Or less den tt..
The result cum out ish..
Nthin.. No different..
When I blow dry my hair..
Hmm.. Its onli a little..
If dere's no light, my hair juz seem tu b BLACK!!
I do stil hav while hairs..
It nv gone away.. Lol..

The dye ting ish so damn smelly lah!!
Stink of ammonia.. The whole toilet stinks!!
Luckily e conditioner has a nice smell or else my hair reali stinks!!
Lets c hows my hair tmr.. When e sun cum out..

My parents hav no reactions abt my hair..
So its obvious tt my hair has no colour.. Haha..
Tmr gg tu celebrate JR farewell party..
Hmm.. Mostly Im gg ba.. C who go 1st..
Haha.. If nv go..
Im sorri le JR..
But I will rmb u s my frenz..
Muz keep in touch..
N better dun forget mii!!
Or else I will fly tu ur country n u wil noe!! Haha..

Here Im gonna stop le..
Drama waitin fer mii.. Haha..

既然不知道谁可以陪我到永远, 那么和谁都不要说永远。

2008-03-26T22:08:00.000+08:00

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独自承受你狠下心的残酷
整颗心友离破碎看不清楚
像是迷失在一片浓雾
迷失在你心里的大陆
走不出你心里的大陆

感受鲜血流过手心的温暖
一瞬间悲伤开始具体化
那就是你所谓的新天堂
我只是你寂寞的代罪羔羊
进不去你心里的天堂

藉口你有太多
结果是我想太多
原来只是我在作梦
原来只有我在心动

你的世界离我好远
我还以为对你很了解
彼此的缘份已经用尽
你慢慢消失在我呼吸的空气
你成为我记忆背后的阴影
是非没有绝对完美等于盲点

原来只是我在作梦
原来只有我在心动

This ish e nice lyrics tt I even noe..
Its juz wat I wan tu say..

2008-03-26T21:34:00.000+08:00

The Water Horse movie ish nice sia!!
Quite touchin!!
Today afternoon went tu watch movie wif LiJin n QinMei..
SinLi oso cum wif us but she nv acc us watch movie..

Something reali bad happen..
We go buy 4 tickets!!
Onli 3 ppl watchin but I go buy 4 tickets!!
Damn.. 3 students tickets n 1 adult ticket..
End up dere's no refund n e three of juz have tu share e price tgt..
End up, each of us pay $8.50 fer Wed afternoon movie ticket!!
Waa!! Damn ex sia!! Actually juz hav tu pay $6 n end up pay $8.50..
Haiiz.. No choice..
Today 1 day spend damn lots of $!!
Total spend $20+!!!

My hair gonna change tu purple brown colour liao..
Haha.. Im stil decidin whether I wanna dye tu tt colour anot..
But I ardy buy liao!!
So nv dye v wasted!
I scared e colour v obvious n my parents wil surely kill mii de!!
If I onli leave e dye on my hair fer onli ard 15mins tu 20mins n my hair end up lyk nv even dye b4.. It wil b a waste of my money!!
If I leave it too long I will kanna kill!!
Aiyo!! V jatt latt sia!!
Somemore I dun even noe how tu use e thing..
So many things inside e box.. I dun even noe how tu use it!! Lol..
Mayb I will do it tonight ba!! Wahaha..

cfdrg

2008-03-25T20:45:00.000+08:00

Today I change blogskin liao..
Finally I change le..
Change tu a nicer de blogskin.. Haha..
Spend e whole afternoon doin tt..

Today reali v borin sia..
My laptop seem tu b siao siao agn le..
Keep on askin mii tu updates things.. Lol..

Tmr mayb gg out wors..
Long time nv go out play le..
I hav tu enjoy myself b4 skol starts.. Lol..

cdv

2008-03-24T21:17:00.000+08:00

Finally I hav cum back frm a long journey..
A long n tirin journey tt I will nv forget..
I hav travelled tu a big, hollow n black place..
I have learn lots of things n tink of lots of things..
Hav i bcum mature? I duno abt it..

Its a long long story fer tis 1 whole wk..
Im sufferin tis 1 wk in tt black hollow place..
Now Im back.. I miss e bright n beautiful room of mine..

I get back my laptop now n finally I hav broadband tu use le..
I wish nthin gonna happen tu my things anymre..
I juz wish tu hav a normal n peaceful life..
I wish tu hav freedom n no one gonna control my life..
But ts not gonna happen til Im old enuff..

Im vvvvv sian now!!
Thinkin of school gonna reopen le im damn moodless liao..
I dun wan tu go tu SP.. Its damn far!!
The trip frm my hse tu SP ish reali damn damn damn far!!
Plus e traffic jam.. Waa!! Damn sian ar!!!!!!!!

Nthin tu say le..
Juz feel damn borin tu blog now.. Heh..
I wanna go watch youtube liao..
Haha..